Dorm 5

@S - Taemin Yes, and it’s not very fair using that adorable little smile of yours to get what you want. Why does my sunflower like teasing me like this hmm? You know I’ll get you back later blondie.
*of course I wasn’t upset with the younger for trying to weasel a few more kisses and touches from me. Quite the opposite actually, I couldn’t get enough of those plush pink lips against my own and your beautiful creamy skin was as soft as milk it was damn near impossible not to want to touch you when you were sitting in all your bare glory. You were my love and my life, I knew it from the day that we met that you would be my greatest weakness*
*a deep chuckle erupts from my chest at your dramatic example of what could only be called a pure stalker rather than a fan, rolling my eyes in defeat setting the loofa aside to simply hold you close to me*
Okay okay you win, you would make a terrible stalker. You couldn’t even come to the library without standing out so I’m sure I would have spotted you in a heartbeat. Not to mention the fact that you’d have the perfect view from right across the hall. So you’re saying you fell in love with me at first sight then?
*looks down at you with a smirk but it’s immediately replaced by a frown when I hear how you speak as though I’m some mystical being who has graced you with my presence just by being together*
There was no ifs, ands, or buts about it. The moment I heard your ridiculous stories about being a captive in my basement, the first time we stumbled into each other again, you were a beaming light that shone through my darkness. You have no idea how beautiful you are… You literally took my breath away. And you have such a lovely and pure heart to match I was honestly amazed that you weren’t already wrapped up in someone else’s arms. I mean, there were times when I thought that… you would go to someone else… But I held out hope that in the end you would come to me. Because losing you would have been like losing a piece of myself that I would never get back. And as far as these hips of mine…
*pulls you up into my lap inwardly groaning at the way your pert fits so perfectly against my thighs, subtle moans leaving my lips at every kiss left along my neck while my hands dance across your back*
None of those past hook up could even hold a candle to you Min. And none of them or anyone else will get to experience it because I belong to you body and soul blondie. I’m actually resisting the urge to move them now because I would love to take you again…
*You were simply radiant even in the early hours of the morning and I was captivated by your natural beauty. Even the condescending smirk that fit so strangely upon your normally smiling face left my heart running rampant*
But I promised you a proper date and a date we shall have.
*letting the water drain from the tub I quickly stand, scooping you up into my arms effortlessly barely managing to grab a towel along the way as I carry us back into my bedroom carefully laying you down on the bed peering down at your glorious body as I hover over you*
As far as the date goes, I’m going to make sure it’s the date you always deserved Min. Because you deserve nothing less than the best.
*my lips ghost over yours before finally connecting to that sweet tenderness I’ve grown so fond of, my hands reaching down to arch your back letting our wet skin press against each other feeling my resolve grow weaker with every second that passes but remembering my restraint I pull back my lips*
Why don’t we enjoy the rest of the afternoon first, get a bite to eat, come back and cuddle in bed with a nice movie, then tonight I’ll take you on that date I promised. How does that sound blondie?

@S-CNU /every press of your lips on his skin, every caress of your breath, had the blonde quietly swooning. Your sweet loving words were elevating him to a level of bliss he had only experienced with you, forgetting all about the earlier scolding as it was obvious you only cared. He sat there with a peaceful grin on his lips, back plushed comfortably against your chest, while fingers lightly caused ripples to encase around our still form in the water. The moment your soft hands pull his face sideways to face him for a kiss, eyes fluttered closed without hesitation to mold his lips to yours, soft and gentle as the way you kissed him./
/once moved to face you, the grin vanished and morphed into a sweet smirk, cheekly pursing his lips along the soft pad of your thumb that caressed his lips before going in for another proper kiss. The pace was kept the same, slow and mindful as he rather enjoyed being able to focus on the taste of you, the feel of you against his lips, versus only the grind of ardent desire driving our actions. Fingers crawled their way into your hair, getting lost in the silky strands, while his other hand stayed on your cheek, softly craddling you to show you just how much you meant to him/
Oh shucks, it seems like I’ve been caught~~
/chuckles softly before letting you clean any part of him you wished, just watching you with the kindest of smiles and eyes/
I have been a fan for 35413 years now, I dress up as the janitor that cleans the stalls in the dance club you work at, and at school I’m always stalking you behind every book case, every street column, even behind your curtains as you sleep. I even knew your basement wasn’t that comfortable, that’s the only reason why I asked if I could bring my blanket, because I’m not about to sleep on cold, hard floor
/puts his hand on his hip to feign sass, which only lasts for a couple of seconds before his head is thrown back in laughter, shaking his hands vigorously/
Oh my goodness, could you imagine if I truly was a stalker??? I’d get caught within seconds!
Ani babo, it really was the first time I ever stepped foot into that club, the first time I saw you, the first time you blew me away - you just have that kind of aura. I’m still kind of wondering how it was that I was able to snatch you, considering that you are incredibly handsome and talented and an awesome person, so I’m not sure how you were still free by the time I got to know you a little bit better and make my move. But I’m not complaining either~
/giggles softly as he steals another soft kiss from you. His hand reaches out to take a little bit of the bath wash into his hands to simultaneously wash you at the same time you washed him, though he kept it on his bare palms so that he’d have an excuse to touch your body over and over again to get every crevice, as well as his lips just teasingly hovering over yours as he continued to speak./
What I /will/ complain about, since you’re asking me to be a little selfish here, is to forget about all the past romantic interests and hook ups that made you move your hips before. I want to be the only reason why you ever move them like that again, and the only one you think about when you move them like that. As your precious sunflower and you my precious sun, I want to be greedy enough to be the only one you shed your light on.
/he muses lightly with a smirk before leaning down to spread some love and pecks along your neck/
There will never be a time where you have to live without me, because I already believe from the bottom of my heart that you are the best person for me. I am not going to let you go, not when I already love you more than I’ll ever know how to explain.
You’ve taken nothing but perfect care of me, even last night despite the soreness that accompanied this morning. I wouldn’t change a single thing about it, because look at us now, the soreness even led me right here back on your lap again, showering all of my love over you
/chuckles at his chessiness as he leads a trail of pecks from the bottom of your neck all the way up to your lips/
I feel loads better, hyung. Much thanks to the bath salts, I’m sure, as well as your never ending care. I’m ready to head out whenever you are - though, you have sparked my curiosity, what would you like to do on our proper first date? Can there be food? Lots and lots of yummy food??”
/gives you sparkly excited eyes with a smile to match, as the same hands that were cleaning you earlier were now cupping water to wipe away the remaining bubbles on your skin./

@S - Taemin *It was unbelievably difficult to bring myself to point out your wrongdoings, the flaws in your character, because it was those same flaws that I so adored beyond anything else about you. Your spirit so full of love and understanding that I could spend a lifetime trying to comprehend was more pure than someone like me deserved. Seeing the pout that fell on your plush lips almost had me receding my complaints but now wasn't the time to go soft, if we didn't talk about it now it would only get worse in the future. As your back fell upon my chest I didn't hesitate to let you do as you wished; it was the least I could do after my harsh words*
I love you Min... And I mean that...
*I whisper while pressing kisses along the back of your neck hugging you tightly to my chest*
You're not like the other people I've been with. Everything, every single word I've said to you from the day we met, I meant it. I can't even imagine my life anymore without you in it. From now on I want us to be open on honest with each other... Unless it's for a horribly good reason, I don't want you hiding things anymore and I'll try to do the same. And Taemin...
*trails off as I lean over your shoulder, softly tilting your chin letting my lips collide with yours tenderly until I pull back to stare in those glistening orbs that always have me transfixed*
Don't EVER think that you're a burden, to me or anyone else. Thinking someone as precious as you is a burden should be a sin. And I doubt you have a selfish bone in your body but you don't have to live your life so selflessly either. It's normal to have desires, wants, needs, and it's okay to act on those wants. I-- well...
*I can't help but laugh when you mention my hips as it would probably seem that way with my frantic s last night. I hadn't thought of it until now but there's little more than a tinge of strain in my hips that I wouldn't have noticed at all if you hadn't been so relentless*
I may not be a dancer like you but I know how to move my hips. I've had quite a bit of experience in that department, more than I care to admit, so I'm not all that sore. But I guess I did put in a little extra effort because it was you.
*I listen intently as you brush my fingers against every area that ails you, humming at the gentle swell of your hips that probably ache from the various angles I had you bent, your gorgeously slender tummy recalling how deep I was inside you massaging it the best I can but when you come to your lips smiling as I turn you towards me again*
Well that at least I can definitely fix.
*cupping your chin once again I caress your lips with my thumb admiring the soft pillows until our lips are connected much slower and carefully than before knowing we have all the time in the world. Of course I knew you weren't really in pain but I didn't mind playing along with this little game when only I could kiss away your troubles*
I'm sure the view is just the same but I'd more than gladly carry you around if that's what you want. Blondie, do you even realize what you're saying? You're my previous little sunflower. It's not a matter of how or why but when will I ever stop being able to be inspired just by having you at my side? The how is because just meeting you has changed my life in ways you can't even begin to imagine and you make me want to be a better person, someone worthy of you. The why is because I love you more than I'd be able to say with just words alone. As for the how, I hope the time never comes when I have to live without you... There's actually a song I've been working on for a while now, but we can talk about that after you've had some more rest.
*gasping in mock horror, I pull back from you and laugh having known all along that you were a fan. No one, even the most naive of people, would willingly wish to be held prisoner by a complete stranger. Grabbing the body wash and loofa, I lather the fragrant soup over your body passing particular attention to every crevice as we speak*
So the truth finally comes out. Was that truly your first time coming to one of my performances or had you already known about me before then? Because I'm certain I would have remembered someone as cute as you trying to sneak around the library or even the club to get my attention. Are you feeling any better now though? I'm not sure how affective the bath salts are but I heard they were good for relaxing the muscles... When you're ready we'll go over to your room and get everything together okay? And when you're able to move around properly again I promise to take you out on a proper date.

@S-CNU /the blonde felt his heart flutter ever so sweetly when you told him once again you loved him, though the tone of your voice and the gentle way you combed his hair - though Taemin leaned into it for more of the sweet petting - he knew he was about to get scolded. Taemin’s lips pouted slightly at the way your voice rose, though he also had to hold back a grin, eyes ever so bright - you cared. You were yelling at him because you cared, and that made him feel so strangely happy. He had to look down to the water so not to make it obvious that he was smiling, granted that it probably wasn’t the reaction you were expecting when trying to get him to understand - which he did, but there were other things that struck his emotions harder. When you conceded to his request and slid in behind him, Taemin wasted no time in slowly settling against your chest for more loving, giving you time to scold him so lovingly some more before explaining himself a little bit better. For starters, the younger took your hand in his own two and played with your fingers, while an amused smile played on his lips./
You know, I never really experienced what love was before meeting you. I thought before that people just like each other for a long time was enough to call it love. But you just made me realize that the moment someone else is able to see past the initial front of guarded emotions, willing to yell because of care and not because of anger - /that/ is real love. I didn’t mean to hide things from you. I don’t like being a burden on others, or to selfishly think about myself. You didn’t up, I enjoyed every moment of it. Yes, I’m a little sore, pleasantly sore - wouldn’t that mean you feel a tiny bit of soreness as well? Because surely your hips worked quite a bit last night~
/the blonde cheekly responded with soft chuckles, bringing your hand up to his lips to peck over your knuckles before pulling it back down underneath the water to place it against his hips/
This is a little sore. A kiss would surely make it better. And here..
/he proceeded to move your palm against his lower abdomen/
..is also a little sore. From the inside out though, I don’t know how to fix that. Oh, and here..
/the cheeky boy this time left your hand against his body in favor of pointing to his lips/
/This/ hurts a lot. Excruciating even! It can only be cured with lotsssss of kisses and gentle loving~
/the giggles followed his words before he lightly dropped the act to nuzzle his face into the crook of your neck where it met your shoulders, sighing out pleasantly as he thought on the rest of your words/
I want to go to the little cafe, I want to see the places you really enjoy. I call dibs on riding piggyback though! It’ll be like a whole new world, seeing everything from up there since you’re so tall already~~
And you’ve composed things for me? Hyung, how? Why? I’m the most awkward turtle duckling, where possibly could you possibly get inspiration from that??
Though, I do want to hear them if you’d like to show them off...I’ve been itching to hear more of your talent since the first night we met
I just had to hide the fact that I was indeed a rabid fan more than willing to reside in your basement so that I could stalk you- with my blanket, of course~
/he had to chuckle in between his words, constantly peppering pecks along your skin in random places as he let the warmth of your body and the bath soothe away all the pain/

@S - Taemin *I couldn’t take it anymore. Watching you withhold your own suffering and dismissing it as though it were just another day despite you obviously being in pain was too much for me to let go on any further. I knew it was just your nature, always so loving and constantly giving without expecting anything in return but what kind of boyfriend would I be if I just let you go on with a smile when every movement caused you to wince, tense, clutch me a little tighter to keep in a gasp. It was too much to bear when you wouldn’t even let me console you.*
Min... You’re not fine. I’ve known you too long for you to try and pretend like it doesn’t hurt blondie. You know I love you right..?
*Gently running my fingers through your silky blonde hair I closed my eyes taking a deep breath coming to a resolution as you send me another sparkling smile*
I’m not saying that that probably wasn’t one of the best nights of my life, or that I would do things differently. Because honestly I feel over the moon that I can officially call you my own, have you all to myself, and that you were willing to share that special moment with me. But you’re the one who’s sitting here barely able to move a muscle and still compelled to ask if I’m okay or sore? Baby… That doesn’t make any sense. I don’t like it when you hide things from me… When you say that you’re okay because I can see for myself that it hurts more than you’re letting on. Why is it so hard for you to admit that you’re in pain? Even for just a second, just one second, could you stop worrying about me and think about yourself? I know I ed up last night, you wouldn’t be this worn out if I’d just held back more but you’re still acting like I’m the one who’s going to be walking around with a limp for the next few days.
*realizing I’m clenching my fist at my side I mutter a soft apology, only just now catching the way my voice had begun to raise. With a tender peck to your lips I apologize again stripping out of my sweatpants and climbing into the tub letting you slide back between my legs while my fingers drape over your smaller frame tracing my fingers across your glistening sun kissed skin peppering kisses along your shoulder, the back of your neck, and atop your head*
I’m sorry for yelling, it’s just a little infuriating letting you think so little of yourself while putting everyone else forward… Since the day we’ve met you’ve gone above and beyond to make your presence known to me, constantly looking after me even when I didn’t know it. So today can you just please let me take care of you? And you have to tell me the truth, where it hurts so I can know how to make it better. I have a place in mind besides our little café, I think you’ll like it. I’ll carry you all the way myself if I have to okay? You might not be in your best condition today but I’m not going to let our weekend go to waste. After we get the food why don’t we stay in? We can watch a movie, cuddle in bed, I can play some of my new tracks that I’ve been working on for you… We can even stop by the hidden room in the library if you’d like. And then when you’re feeling better I promise I’ll take you out on a proper date.

@S-CNU /Taemin could tell from the way you tensed up during his hiss that he had upset you. Through plenty of kisses and pecks to your chest, he tried to calm you down and forget about what happened/
You’re asking me now, that’s all that matters~~ though you don’t have to worry about a bath, I swear I’ll be fine-
/but unknowingly like earlier he played you, his words fell on deaf ears as you went ahead and scrambled to the bathroom, leaving the blond’s eyes to follow you with nothing less than a grin on his face. Taemin had to chuckle quietly at all the attention and care you were giving him, he wasn’t expecting any of it - not the pet names, nor early morning affection, or even the extra bath salts thrown in the water. He was grateful as can be, the same silly smile from when he woke up back on his face, and even when you came to pick him up, he made grabby hands at you - more than happy with his decision to share his first time with you. The blonde curled up lovingly into your chest, not feeling a of pain with the gentle way you handled him, though he did have to pout when he was suddenly in the tub and you weren’t./
The water truly is lovely- You aren’t getting in either? But you must be sore too, or in the least bit, very much deserving of a relaxing bath
Pali, come in with me, aren’t you supposed to be my human pillow??
/he teased you cheeky as he slowly scooter forward in the tub to make enough room for you behind him - slowly because he knew that if he moved quickly, not only would he feel the sharp pain crawl up his spin again, but he would worry you even more than he already had, and he didn’t want that on his conscious again. As he waited for you to join him in order to lay down gently on your chest, the silly grin reappeared on his face and his fingers quietly tapped at the water surface to get a few bubbles to develop. He carefully brought his knees up to his chest in thought/
What would you like to eat today hyung? You’ve been giving into me and my likes a lot lately, I want to reciprocate the care. Let’s eat your favorite. And who knows, you put so much care into the bath that maybe by the end of it, all my pain will be gone and I’ll be able to go with you~
/the younger planned that with the bath relaxing his muscles a little bit, he would be able to at least slowly walk to his room across the hall to grab a couple pain killers in order to truly enjoy the day with you versus just staying bed ridden over something silly, lovely definitely but silly, as losing his ity with the most wonderful man he’s ever met/

@S - Taemin *gently my fingers caressed through your hair watching as your eyes finally fluttered open. I hadn’t planned to wake you or move you but seeing that bright smile so early in the morning left my heart thumping so diligently against my chest it was probably as loud as a drum. How could you be so calm after everything that happened? So absolutely stunning that I had to resist wanting to pull your body in closer to me knowing you’d most definitely be feeling the effects of last night, especially with your slight frame*
Hello there beautiful… Sorry if I woke you, I was just feeling a little restless and you looked so lovely and at peace that I didn’t have the heart to disturb you…
*my words seem to fall on deaf ears though suddenly finding myself in your embrace content beyond all reason at the way your body fits against mine like two perfect puzzle pieces, overcome by the gentle touches that followed: those sinful lips of yours that captured my own and curious fingers burying themselves in the long strands of my ruffled hair – This was bliss without a doubt*
I think that’s the afterglow talking. This isn’t the first time you’ve woken up beside me and I’ll be damned if it’s the last.
*I laugh under my breath, thumb carefully brushing along the bow of your marshmallow soft lips taking in the few hickeys that mar your normally porcelain perfect skin, the twinkling in your eyes that matched the night sky causing another grin to grace my lips. It soon transforms into a solemn frown once I see the instant pain flash across your face, reaching out to catch you at a moment’s notice in fear that you’ll collapse and without a second thought I your hair soothingly, not saying a word of how foolish you were for trying to move around so quickly not only after just awaking but knowing the toll your body had taken just the night before. I’m honestly left completely flabbergasted when despite you clearly being the one writhing in pain, your attention is still focused solely on me. It’s with open mouthed horror that I have to fight against my initial words, sighing as I kiss the top of your head to withhold my harsh thoughts*
Baby I’m completely fine I promise. Shouldn’t I be asking you that? You’re the one who’s probably hurting all over right now. I was so rough on you last night even though I held back as much as I could… And I knew you’d be in pain… That’s why I couldn’t leave you here all by yourself… But let me go draw you a bath or something okay babe? Soaking in the tub will help relieve some of that strain on your muscles… We’ll wash up and then I’ll run out and get us something to eat. Whatever you want. I’m at your service today blondie.
*smiles letting my lips ghost over the shell of your ear slowly breaking away to give you a moment to yourself while I prepare a warm bath for you grateful that I at least have this luxury in the new dorms as opposed to the usual communal bathrooms. A few bath salts are tossed in as well barely able to imagine what kind of pain you must be in to have such an intense reaction from your sudden movements earlier. Rushing back to the bed I carefully scoop you up into my arms trying not to eye your body more than necessary in case I get aroused again and instead ease you into the warm tub trying to make the process as simple of a transition as possible*
Is the water too hot babe?

@S-CNU ()love, I've taken my fair share of time too - don't worry! ^^;; the point to focus is is how freaking adorable they both are now since they're together!! Literally swooning over getting this reply out the last few days!

/the blonde smiled gently through his sleepy stupor at your words, his mind working to remember the beginning with you even when his body was too tired to deliver words. The happiness from the memories, to finally figuring out your name, to finally becoming one with you - it all followed him into his dreams, allowing him to keep the sweetest of smiles even when unconscious. Never did his hold on you lessen during the night nor into the morning, even when you lightly rolled him over and away from the light. It was then that his conscious began to slowly come back, limbs stretching pleasantly as they wrapped tighter around you. The moment soft brown eyes peeked open to the new day, thankfully without a cringe to the bright sun due to your gentle care in moving him, the most love stricken grin and giggle arose - freaking hell, you were even more breath taking in the morning, with your hair all fluffy and bed ridden, with your skin so subtly soft. The urge to kiss and touch you became ever prominent in his mind, so that's exactly what he did/
Good morning, handsome~
/the softest murmur fell from the younger's lazily smiling lips as slightly clumsy limbs tightened around you with the purpose of bringing you closer in for a kiss. Plump tiers slowly and delicately spread their love onto your own without a care, nimble fingers finding their home in the same fluffy hair of yours that he was admiring earlier, body molding against your own like this had always been meant to be/
I never woke up so happy before, you know? Waking up next to you, as cheesy as it sounds, is better than any dream I could ever have
/he confessed quietly upon parting for air, sweetness oozing from every inch of his skin as the same gentle fingers from earlier began remapping every curve and line of your torso. He was committing it to memory, engraving it in his mind, the memories of last nights intimacy bringing a love-sick kind of confidence back into the touchy, sentimental boy. With a streak of foolish, loving bravery Taemin gently pushed you to be on your back, but upon his attempt to follow and straddle you, a weird shot of stinging fire went up his spine - halting his intentions with a quiet hiss, the blonde went straight to hiding in your neck. Soft sheepish, embarrassed chuckles collided against your skin as he tried to gulp down the remaining pain, wait it out until it allowed him to move again/
I forgot this warning of the first time you make love with someone- are you alright hyung? Did you sleep well? Do you feel pain or soreness anywhere? Can I make it better?
/throughout all his worrying and leftover strumming of soreness, the blonde quietly Insisted on your wellbeing, palms caressing wherever you might be hurting, lips leaving soothing caresses and pecks wherever they could reach/

@S - Taemin [omfg do you know our rp has been going on for over a year? And our babies have just now become official?! FML QwQ I didn’t even realize how much I was holding us up with my schedule OTL

*the loud cry of my name falling from your lips, practically screaming the name loud enough for the entire dorm to hear, had me in a daze groaning as your walls convulsed around my even as we both came down from our high. The look of pure satisfaction that marred those sparkling eyes of yours was enough to make me smile, pulling in your worn out body tilting up your chin to deepen the kiss you surprised me with, lips moving automatically to savor the natural sweetness that only came from those plush pink lips. What had just happened between us, the moment we shared was unforgettable in so many ways; the love pouring out from your body had me hugging you a little tighter, every emotion flowing from the kiss until we had to part simply to catch my breath*
I love you too, Min. I mean it when I say I can’t even remember the last time I felt this way about somebody… You mean so much to me blondie, I hope you know that. You’ve brought so much brightness into my dull life since that first day at the club. I still remember seeing you sitting at the bar looking so innocent and naïve, so desperate for friendship… When you said you would bring a blanket if I was a psychopathic killer who planned to keep you locked up in my dungeon without blinking a single eye lash just because you wanted a friend, I was so speechless. I thought “this kid must really have a death wish. No one can possibly be that stupid or desperate.” But when I saw you again I quickly came to realize that you were just such an open person with so much love to give you needed someone to direct it to.
*gently runs my fingers through your hair, admiring the damp blonde strands after clearing my other hand of the rest of your unable to take my eyes off of you, transfixed by your drowsy gaze staring down at me with unspoken happiness*
You were exactly what I didn’t know I needed… A missing piece that I never thought would fall into place but you stood beside me every step of the way, you didn’t take any shortcuts even when you could have ended your suffering ages ago. I don’t know where I would be right now if I’d never met you but now that I have, I don’t ever want to let you go Lee Taemin. My angel… My precious little sunflower…
*pecks your lips again letting my lips ghost against yours as I pull away keeping myself buried within you as you seemed just as desperate as I was to stay connected. Listening to your words I knew you wouldn’t be able to stay awake for a second longer, merely watching as your eyes fluttered shut admiring the thin sheen of sweat that rested against your golden, sun-kissed skin chuckling to myself that you’re already so eager to make love again unaware of the protests your body will make the coming morning. Instead I vowed to watch over you, to protect you with everything I had no matter the cost, to love you the way you deserved because you opened my heart when I thought there was nothing else left to give*
Sweet dreams Min…
*with a final kiss to the top of your head I cover us both with the blanket letting you rest against my chest until sleep finally overcomes me as well. When morning rises I turn away from the obnoxious beams of light, turning us onto our sides to keep the rays from waking you when I see you’re still sleeping so peacefully. Waking up to you had to be the best moments of my life. Your natural beauty, the distinguish lines of your jaw and cheekbones, the toned muscles of your torso that were still so youthful but bore signs of all the hard work you’ve put into your craft. How someone as kind and loving as you could love someone like me, truly love me for all that I was, had to be nothing short of a miracle. I couldn’t break away, smiling to myself as I peppered sweet butterfly kisses over any sliver of exposed flesh I could reach. I didn’t want to leave you, couldn’t even bring myself to move when you looked so serene in your slumber but I knew you would undoubtedly be in pain once you awoke and I wanted to have something prepared to comfort you. However, the thought of you waking to an empty bed was too much for me to bear so I held my ground simply holding you close and rubbing soothing circles against your lower back until you were ready to awaken*

@S-CNU /all of the sounds of your arousal, the pants by his ear and neck, the grunts that rutted out of your throat , it was all uniquely sweet intoxication for the boy. As the coil in the depths of his being continued to twist pleasantly tight, his eyes closed, preserving all of his energy for the one moment he /knew/, even without experiencing it before, would change his life. It was as if there wasn't enough air in the room, both our sets of lungs taking all of the supply as we built up to the most beautiful moment of the night. Ticking time bomb eventually ran out the moment your warm, caring hand took such care of him, the notion of time itself become undone as he lost the count of your s - your words becoming his only guidance in the sweet, ardent fire threatening to weaken him in any moment. It was the combination of your sultry words bouncing off his sweaty skin, how full you and only you could make him, the last forsaken languid pull you did on his heated arousal, and the first sensation of being /claimed/ internally both with the white pearly essence and with your heart, that completely the last weak thread of composure the blonde had. The only thing Taemin could remember was the fire white sensation he felt take over his sentiré soul, being, heart. As if he was momentarily blind, his body convulsed as he unknowingly came into your hand at the same time you filled him from within, and the only thing that made sense to him was to shout your name. Again, time was an unknown essence, as his eyes parted some time later, whenever he had the energy to do so again - and what a time to do it, as he had caught the exact moment you off what his mind registered as the product of the intense pleasure and love he had get for you just moments ago/
H-Hyung..hyung, I love you. So much..
/the exhausted blonde felt something in his chest stir, his instinct, his desire, demanding him to lean forward and kiss those lips of yours that he /loved/ so much in the span of such a short time - it was still a little baffling even in his hazy state. Tired and pleased sensations led to an equally slow but thoughtful kiss shared with you, trying to express in every gentle pull, in every light sound of lips showing your affection, the depth of what he felt. He had to chuckle softly as your strong arms pulled him on top, letting you do whatever you wanted with him, now and for the rest of our days together, he already knew./
We can shower later...I want to stay, just Iike this. Don't pull out..please hyung. Please don't leave me..
/the younger understood your desperation, and mirrored it. He too felt too attached, literally physically and emotional, to bare the fact of letting you separate right away. However much he tried to express his feelings, to tell you and show you, the much bigger enemy of sleep was creeping up on his senses to ruin his plans. The boy was still stubborn to fight through it. Just as sweetly as you nudged his nose, the blonde reached out with gently, soft fingers pushed back your hair that, just like his own, was sweaty from the intensity. He nudged your jawline with the bridge of his nose, lips leaving mindless pecks on random spots across your skin, as his body unconsciously curled closer into your embrace/
Tomorrow, we can soak for as long as we want...Then I wouldn't mind going for another round of this...just let me gain a little bit...of energy... back....I love you
/the farther along in his thoughts the boy got, the harder it was to keep his eyes open, until finally with the confession, the last bit of energy ceased and Taemin fell asleep in your arms, with a soft smile on his face. He would remain like that even when the morning sun made its presence and shined through the windows into the room/

@S - Taemin *I could listen to your voice all night long. The beautiful whimpers echoing through the bedroom, every moan, muffled word, grunt, had me wanting you even more. There was not a single thing more satisfying in this world than the delicious sounds coming from your lips in return for every I gave. From that very first moment I knew I would never grow tired of that voice. You’re nearly tearful cries of ‘hyung’ will me to slightly speed up my pace keeping my s deep giving your hand a small squeeze before trailing my fingers over your perky buds for a moment letting my lips drag across your skin with a few moans of my own. The pain seemed to be long gone by this point if your ever growing moans and sudden boldness were taken into account. It was maddening. The way you began to take charge meeting every buck of my hips with a harsh rut of your own quickly losing control while your body practically begged me to take you completely. Swallowing back my saliva my eyes couldn’t tear away from the site of your plump hungrily devouring my , slamming back against me again and again just to reach as deep as possible like you couldn’t get enough. If you truly wanted it that badly who was I to deny you?*
*With our lips clashing and colliding with uncontrolled desire, tongues battling back and forth in a passionate soiree tightening my grip on your hip to keep you steady as I began pounding into you at an ungodly speed beyond the brink of keeping myself together. The sultry look in your eyes continued to draw me in reconnecting our hands still keeping a tight hold on you barely catching your stuttered words amongst the sound of your slick walls tugging on my and the sound of skin painfully smacking against one another. To hear you call out my name, my true name, after all this time was the icing on the cake; my s becoming erratic feeling my begin to pulsate inside you.*
Min baby…
*I whispered against your damp flesh, letting you guide my hand wherever you like wanting to give you just as much pleasure and attention as you’ve given me. The journey over your taut flesh was well worth the trip when my palm soon rested against the hot skin of your neglected arousal, muttering a soft apology as my thumb dragged over the member curiously. Giving the flesh an experimental tug and the sharp reaction I got in response, an eerie smile crept upon my lips relishing the fact that you were this way because of me. Before long my hand was matching my irregular s alternating between speedy tugs and languid pulls wanting you to enjoy the stimulation but assuring you wouldn’t immediately *
F-… Taemin… I… I’m going to . I want to so deep inside of you baby… I want to fill you up… For you to feel how much you … My hot load shooting inside you… I can, can’t I baby? I want you to for me…
*Though it was a request, I don’t wait for an answer as my s never slow down until one final buck of my hips tosses me over the edge holding you close while spurt after spurt of my comes pouring out while your walls tighten and convulse around the thick appendage like their trying to milk me dry even as I paint them with everything I have to offer. Riding out my I flick my wrists upwards pumping your along with my shallow s until I feel the creamy liquid dripping onto my palm giving it a curious before turning your head to pull you into a kiss – less hurried than the others as I flip us over again keeping my buried in your as I pull you on top of me to rest, my dry hand coming up to your hair*
That was amazing blondie… You were incredible. Thank you, for letting me be your first. And for this wonderful night. I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy before.
*I chuckle realizing just how flushed your complexion has gotten now that everything is over, tenderly nudging my nose against your affectionately not wanting you to feel self-conscious or embarrassed*
I’d definitely say this night makes the top 3 in the most memorable moments of my life. And it’s all because of you Min. I would offer to take us to the shower and wash you up but… I just want to stay with you like this… I don’t want to let you go…
*there’s almost a pleading underlayer to my tone but I try to keep it held back, subconscious fears trying to claw their way into my heart but I shake them away pecking your lips again*
Why don’t we get some rest? Then tomorrow we can spend the whole day together and we can even soak in the tub if you like. I’m worried you’re going to be sore in the morning because of me.
*my eyes flicker to the multiple hickeys along your skin, the purpling bruise of my handprint, recalling how rough I’d gotten towards the end*
Whatever you want to do tomorrow, I’m all yours.

@S-CNU /it felt like pure fire was taking over the blonde’s body as you continued to kiss, touch, and overall claim your ownership over him. No words would suffice describing the sounds escaping from his lips, sounds that the boy himself couldn't recognize. He continued to pant and release the softest of moans as you spoke sinful words to his flesh, raising goosebumps everywhere they landed. The moment he was to his stomach, the blonde couldn’t form any intelligible words from the downright ual feelings rooted in the way you dragged your right where he wanted it most. Lips parted in a silent call of pleasure, air couldn’t fill his lungs fast enough, eyelashes strongly pressed against the flushed and sweaty skin of the boy’s face - all in response to the way you denied him entry/
H-Hyung..Hyung, oh , please..
/his brain too fried from the pleasure, Taemin knew no other forms of communication other than to beg - that was until he felt your soft palms caressing his arms - and there, the poor blonde lost all thinly composed levels of sanity he had left in him. An ever so soft whine bounced off the walls, head thrown back almost hazardly as his back sharply arched from the electricity that ran through every nerve ending of his body. A loud gasp followed, before his hips could no longer hold back their composure, beginning to rut back into your own groin area in a show of needy outcry. Each kiss you left on his neck, each pant that left the boy’s lip, all the while he gave you more room to room and claim skin as you own - his own sticking to your own flesh desperately like bees to flowers./
/in a matter of seconds, all of which was undetected by the blonde, you crammed your entire girth into the deepest parts of his being - and the boy absolutely lost his /mind/. Chest feel against the mattress, arms outstretched above his head to grip onto your fingers like his entire soul depending on it for his existence, and his rutted proudly towards the sky against your own frame - all simultaneously, all while the most sinister and sinful outcry of your name abused the mattress. The younger’s muscles shook from the overwhelming desire, skin glistening in the pale moonlight brightness filling in the steamy atmosphere through the window. Shamelessly, Taemin’s knees spread themselves further at the same moment he harshly pushed his hips back, mewling at the enticingly loud slap heard in the way his collided against your groin - time and time again, all with the sole purpose of feeling you absolutely and deliciously tear him apart from within. Red swollen lips turned to meet your own, purposefully tearing their attention away from his neck so that he too could have his fun claiming parts of you - teeth playfully bit and pulled at your bottom lip, letting it go to see the highly arousing sight of it falling back into place perfectly. Tongue no longer hid in its cavern as it flew past your own pair of lips to dance along with your own tongue, at the naughty sounds, naughty sensations of being this connected with you and feeling absolutely on cloud nine. Again the string of saliva kept the two souls connected even when lungs demanded their air, somewhat comprehensible declarations said in between all the sounds/
I l-love you Dongwoo..I love you so much it hurts a-and feels so ing blissful at the same time..
/the flushed boy tried to explain in between heated, excited panting. He resulted in leaning his forehead and nose against your own as one of his entwined hands with yours lead it down to his very erect, throbbing . It was indistinguishable if the pink on his cheeks was from the overall sweet exertion from the lovely or from the bashful response to his own sensual desires. But as his hips continued their never ending rutting back and forth onto your , his own nudged and silently begged your hand to join in on the fun/

@S - Taemin *the transition of your moans from strained to had my mind reeling in desire, clouded eyes staring up at you to be certain that this wasn’t just another one of your attempts in appeasing me until I caught the way your walls were convulsing trying to grasp onto something that was no longer there; the tremors that shook the bed made me chuckle lowly, leaning forward to capture your lips again to calm you down from the onslaught of pleasure that had overcome you*
I know Min, I know. I just wanted to make sure you were ready… And it definitely looks like you’re more than ready now…
*Gently I caress your cheek listening with avid attention as you fiendishly pour out your desires. My twitches with every word swallowing back the saliva building up in my mouth from hearing you speak in a way that was so undeniably erse yet echoed my own longing for you that without needing any further encouragement, I nodded. Following the trails of your finger I gingerly brushed my lips against your smooth sun-kissed complexion at the imperfect perfections that made you who you are. You were a masterpiece I would have been a complete idiot to not give you what you wanted when you were practically begging me. So after putting my own doubts and anxieties aside, I pressed one more kiss against your plump thighs before flipping you over onto your stomach gently raising your hips admiring the lush globes while rutting my teasingly against your eager hole*
You really make it impossible to hold back Min…
*With slow precision my hands traveled down your slender arms interlocking our fingers together as tender kisses rested upon your neck, my breath warm and filled with imminent lust continuing my miniscule ministrations.*
But I want to make sure those precious moans of yours are only for my ears.
*Without further warning I pull my hips back lining myself once again to your tight entrance before slamming in, a sharp groan shooting from my own lips at the unfathomable warmth of your walls coiled around me squeezing with each wild . Every buck of my hips harder and deeper than the last squeezing your hands tightly as a reminder that this was so much more than just one of my drunken nights, another notch in the headboard, this was me making love to someone I truly cherished more than anyone else I knew (well, second only to my cousin) and it was amazing. My lips found their way to your back groaning as your muscles strained whenever I’d into your particularly deep but I loved it, releasing one hand to grasp your hips forcing you back to meet my s wanting you to feel all of me just as you asked*
Taemin… Ah… I love you…

@S-CNU /Everything halted. Even the ticking of the clock on the wall was irrelevant as the boy’s chocolate brown eyes came into view once more, his chest unmoving.
Those words. Those words repeated over and over again in his mind...Never have his eyes glistened so brightly. Pressing his lips hard against yours, Taemin’s actions turned more raw, fiery. Your encouragement was the missing piece the boy needed to let any hesitation embedded in his muscles to melt away. Cries bounced into your warm cavern, his tongue more confidently feeling every nook and cranny of your mouth and memorizing it forever into his memory. Hands pulled more eagerly on your body, as signaled by the frustrated groans once you moved away from him and began to tease first his torso, then down to his thighs/

/hands moving to tug at his own hair, mouth slack and barely breathing, the leftover intensity from your form inside of him almost felt as if they fried the nerve tracts in his body. The boy shook as if an earthquake had possessed his being and lost his last strand of composure against your supporting form. Your warmth from the inside out had Taemin so entranced that the moment you pulled out, he was immediately missing it, your tongue marking him had his eyes rolling back, and he was very vocal about the now lack of you/

Y-you know exactly what I want from you, hyung. Don't t-tease when you've already given me such a delicious taste. I want you, all of you. I want you to me and love on me into oblivion, until I forget my name. Until I forget how to speak, what day it is, what universe I'm even in. I want you to use your fingers to learn and map to memory every of my body. I want your tongue to caress in places even an avid sinner would blush at. I want your to reach the farthest depths of my core and make me scream these walls to the ground..can you give me all of that hyung? Pretty please~

/the boy bit his lip coquettishly, cheeks flushed a pretty pink as he gave you the sultriest eyes he could muster. His fingers that were previously tugging at his own hair came down, caressing over his body teasingly until they reached your own soft locks. In gentle pushes to get the idea across, the boy pushed your head down closer to his skin, as his still shivering and excited body arched off the bed in attempts to get closer to you. He didn't care if it was your or your lips- Taemin wanted you on him, pleasing him so well/

@S - Taemin *even your murmurs of reassurance made me frown. You were clearly far from okay, this was your first time being intimate with someone like this and the pain was written all over your face; I was simply too caught up in my own pleasure to notice before. Whether your words were really meant for me or just a means of comforting yourself, I wasn’t falling for it at all. This was your first time and I didn’t want your memory of losing your ity, of our first-yet-hopefully-not-last-night together to be filled with pain and regret because you were too stubborn to tell me that you were hurting.*
This isn’t just for me Min, this is about us. How can I possibly enjoy finally getting to be with you when I’m the only one feeling good hmm? How can I show you how much I love you while watching you hold back your tears? I’m sorry for not realizing sooner baby… I let myself get carried away.
*I knew this is just the way you were, always so loving and willing to give but that just didn’t sit well with me. This had to be a night that you would remember for the rest of your life; a night filled with me imprinting my never-ending affection for you over every inch of your body inside and out. It was with these thoughts in mind that I continued exploring your body much more thoroughly, taking in your body’s response to my actions subtly changing course with each new discovery. It was beyond hypnotic the way your back constantly arched off the bed from my teasing only enticing me to discover your other vulnerabilities. With bated breath I let my fingers slowly trail down your lean torso to the pit of your stomach, the delicate curves of your sides down to your hips making my mouth water as I pumped into you slowly, barely ing my hips forward while taking you in. Words were not enough to describe how absolutely stunning you were and it was getting impossible to tell where my love ended and the lust began eyes fixated on yours when you called out for me.*
You just have no idea what you’re doing to me right now Min… I’m not letting you leave this room until I’ve claimed every inch of you. But if you keep sounding so y like that baby I really am going to lose it again.
*I whisper out in warning afraid to let go and hurt you again but your taunting words and sinful moans were chipping away at the walls I’d carefully put up faster than I could rebuild them: It was a battle and lust was certainly winning. Matters only grew worse when the tables began to turn, your fingers grabbing at any part of my body they could grasp until they settled on my , your slim hips rutting upwards to force friction between us making my shaky moans grow louder. The tipping point occurred when your heated breath whispered words of ersion so sensually against my ear that my body began moving on its own. That was it, there was no more waiting or comfort as my patience washed away among the shore letting your voice echo over and over in my head*
Whatever you want baby. But I can’t… I can’t hold back anymore.
*With a firm grip on your waist I placed a loving kiss upon your lips letting my tongue slip past the parted rubies giving over any self-control I may have had while my hips began to pump into you, slow and deep so you’d be able to feel every inch of me scraping against your walls. The way your body clung to me keeping me tightly coiled whenever I pulled back caused my mouth to salivate, strings of the basic liquid snapping as we break apart. This feeling, of being here with you, knowing that you were mine and to watch your face contort in agonizing pleasure burned me up from my chest all the way down to my unable to pull away from your gorgeously flushed skin once I picked up my pace letting the pressure build until my thighs began slamming against the bottom of your with each . Passionate grunts of your name echoed around the room, keeping my hold on you unwavering while your words rang in my mind again ‘claim me hyung’. My assault began at your neck, the delicate expanse of skin so thin and easily marked purpling after just a few bites and flicks of the tongue. Your torso was next moving around the rosy buds that already had miniature hickies developing around them (and lord it was hard to pass up the inviting morsels when they were already so puffy and swollen from my earlier exploration) down your beautifully flat stomach admiring the sunkissed complexion of your body and back up to your toned arms nudging the taught skin with my nose before giving each arm equal attention. Your body was so exquisite how could I not want to claim every inch of you? Letting my slip out of you just for a split second, the sinful squelch that answered as the engorged organ popped out, I let my lips wonder over your supple thighs watching the reddened flesh grow darker by the minute*
Baby… Do you like that? Tell me what you want baby, where do you want me to touch you, to you? I want to hear it come from your lips Min.

@S-CNU /the blonde was so preoccupied with shutting down the pain from his mind, to only focus on the sweet gasps and sounds coming from your lips since his own were shut tightly in response to the near unbearable sting, that his muscles visibly jumped when your lips were suddenly caressing his ear, and your hand was caressing his cheek. Brown eyes glistened, a distraught look crossed the blonde’s face before shaking his head softly - the blonde and wet strands of the younger’s hair framed his worried eyes like a fairy/
H-Hyung, I’m okay…I promise…
/Taemin had to whisper and reassure you, reassure /himself/ that he truly was okay. Yes, it hurt like hell, yes he could already began to feel the beginning stages of soreness taking over his inner muscles. But the beauty of everything was how much /bliss/ was evident in your eyes, in your expressions, in the way you held him. The boy was almost positive that he would be getting bruises tomorrow around his hips - and that strangely turned him on further despite all the pain he was pushing aside. The end of the matter was that you were feeling good at his side, and that’s all the blonde could ever possibly desire, no matter at what costs that comes to him or his own well being. That simply was the kind of lover that Lee Taemin was, the fool that gave every ounce of energy from his soul and didn’t expect a single of it in return./
/Your words were his sole source of energy, of encouragement, until he had to stop and hold his breath at the sudden change. He didn’t expect to be on his back, he didn’t expect to be looking up into your beautiful lust-blown eyes. Mouth slicked open, silence reigned until finally your words rang into the shells of his ears, soothing the tension away from his body, and your sinful lips didn’t stay far back from all the attention. The teasing to his caused the younger to make a strange sound reminiscent of a chirp and a moan, back arching deliciously in response to your kind hands claiming every inch of skin it grazed. With this treatment and position, the younger’s mind cleared and turned hazier at the same time - the worry of seeing your pleasure taking a toll on his body vanished, In its place, Taemin truly began to feel the /pleasures/ of - the coquettish touches, the goosebumps rising on his skin seconds after your fingers and hands tickled his sweaty canvas. Taemin began to feel /natural/ in this setting, like he had finally found his groove, the right position to get the gears going - and at that point, there was nothing that could hold back the very vocal youngster.
Holy , hyung..take care of me well. Please, make me yours. I want it, I /need/ to feel you mark me as yours
/whispered lustful words flew past your ears as an arched back and dainty moan with his nose scrunched signaled the new pleasure the blonde was feeling. Nether regions still burned, but now it was masked with he sweet sensations of care, feeling in his core the sweet intentions you had of giving enough time for the burn to subside and pleasure to fully come through. Taemin dug his heels into the mattress, lifting his hips in attempts to push you in deeper, as a hand flew to his own hair in need to tug in indescribable pleasure. Eyes rolled to the back of his head, lips slacked as a moan bounced off the walls, and toes curled. The feeling of being full from his core began to feel good, and the boy began to slowly let loose. Pants broke up the moans, hands got grabby and desperate all along your bare back, making a trail down to your perky and perfect . His palms had a field day then, squeezing gently and claiming the soft mounds as his own, while he too pushed your in further - a reaction that pulled out a light and airy gasp of pleasure. Face red, lips and skin glistening with the beginning mists of sweat, the boy rousingly repeated his earlier command right into your ear/
Take me hung, claim me, own me. , your girth…it’s starting to feel really good!
/the blonde’s words accidentally shifted higher pitched towards the end, his voice turning huskier by the second, huskier as you pushed deeper into a place he’s never allowed anyone else to get to/

@S - Taemin *The feeling was completely indescribable, buried into you up to the hilt pumping relentlessly as your walls constricted around me with vice-like determination. I was surprised you were taking it so well, not making a single ounce of protest despite it being your first time but it wasn’t until I focused on your face that I slowed my pace as guilt immediately slammed into my face seeing you hide your pain*
Min…
*As my fingers delicately brushed against your damp cheek frowning at the sight of the subdued tears streaming down your face, I sighed pulling you closer to me peppering soothing kisses along your sharp jawline. It broke my heart to know you were suffering because I couldn’t hold back my desire but even more so that your constant need to please me held you back from crying out*
Why are you so damn stubborn baby hmm? Didn’t I say I want you to tell me if it hurts? To rely on me if you’re in pain? I don’t want you to hold it in for my sake, ruining those beautiful lips of yours that I love so much. If you’re hurting I want to share your pain, don’t endure it all alone. If I say bite me then bite me. I love you, Taemin so I want you to tell me how you really feel and not just bear it. Hyung can slow down if you need me to. I want you to feel just as good as you’re making me feel right now.
*my lips linger against the shell of your ear, tracing the delicately flushed skin admiring your beauty in the dim lighting hoping you’ll take heed to my advice though you seem pretty resolved to suffer in silence. Thought it was one of the things I admired most about you – the way you’re always able to put on a brave smile and make the best out of any situation – it was also the source of my greatest concern as you always seemed to put me above your own health. You were incredibly precious to me, my beautiful little sunflower that I wanted to shower with unlimited attention and love basking in your radiance but perhaps you couldn’t see what I can. Everything about you was ethereal, the pearlescent glow of your skin, your taut yet slender figure crafted by years of dance, the rich brown of your eyes that always seemed to sparkle and your smile that never failed to make my heart melt. Even if you thought it would hurt me, I wouldn’t care as long as you were safe and happy. But if that meant putting your own concerns for me ahead of yourself, I had to find a way around it. Of course my worries were abruptly torn from my body when your rampant bucking began, quickly gripping onto your hips in hopes of slowing you down failing as I just as suddenly give in groaning out while watching your hips swivel on top of me. If you were still in any pain you were doing a damn good job of hiding it now*
Sh-… Min… Yes you feel incredible… You really want this don’t you?
*my fingers slowly begin to dig into your hips guiding you up and down my as you ride me with unrivaled speed, practically mesmerized by the sight of my pumping in and out of you with each rise and fall of your hips my lips before turning to watch you for any signs of discomfort wanting to be absolutely certain that you’ll be able to take it before I lose control again. This wasn’t just about satisfying my lust, I had to be certain that you could feel how much I loved and if that meant taking it slow, I could do that. This was only our first time together and god forbid I ruin the experience for you with my greed for your addicting body.*
I… I belive you blondie. If you keep that up you’re really going to have me on edge.
*with those words I wrap an arm around your slim waist and flip us over letting my slide out of you with a solemn ‘pop’ as I pin your arms above your head trailing my lips over your gorgeous little body while my eyes meet with yours wanting you to watch everything as I admire your body from head to toe*
Why don’t you let hyung take care of you now? My Minnie is always doing everything for me and now it’s my turn to look after you… A body like yours should be cherished not just ravaged..
*This would be a first for me, in a very, VERY, long time but you weren’t just anybody, you were Lee Taemin, the boy who had stolen my heart. My lips made their way down to your pert wrapping my lips around the tiny bud giving it an experimental gauging your reaction while my crotch continuously rocked between your soft cheeks feeling my nudge against your hole going much slower this time as I eased my back into the unbelievable tightness of your core this time stilling my hips to let you adjust before I even think of moving*

@S-CNU /the felt like a piece of heaven had fallen from the sky and had grazed him. He had never felt happier with anything else in his life, your words of encouragement were all that the boy needed to continue giving it his all, to continue trying his hardest to make you proud. The blonde felt like he just about had it down, like he had completed his motive - until you pulled him off, and Taemin let out a loud hiss from the burning sensation taking over every cell in his body from his core to his extremities. He remained nearly immovable as your hips continued to work out of pure lust, torn between voicing out his pain or letting you continue with your pleasure. Not able to withstand the thought of bringing you any harm, the younger opted for biting down on his own lip than to clamp down on your shoulder, a few of the whines he was so desperately trying to keep down escaping his throat at louder volumes. Hell, did losing one’s ity hurt! The pain and burning was so intense that the boy began to sweat even more profusely, the salt from his sweat mixing with the salt from his tears the boy didn’t even realize was running down his temples from his head thrown backwards./
/suddenly your confession began to bombard his mind….you loved him, you were loving this, you /needed/ him…and hell did it feel good to be needed so and loved! Groaning out the last bite of his pain he dared to manifest, Taemin filled his muscles with endurance and courage. Arms wrapped around your shoulders tight, teeth clenching down horrible hard, the blonde gave out a charged cry as he closed his eyes and ramped up the speed at which his hips were claiming your at the speed of light. You wanted him to show you how much he wanted this? Well there you had it. True, the boy wanted this just as bad as you. But at the moment, the desire to make you /happy/ outweighed his own feelings. Taking the pain, which was finally starting to numb at this point, Taemin groaned against your lips/
Take it hung - does that feel good? Feel how hot and tight I am for you

@S - Taemin Pt 2

You shouldn’t give yourself so willingly Min… Not when you’re not fully aware what you’re asking for… I’m sorry baby but I-I can’t anymore. I need you Taemin..
*were the last words I’d managed to stutter out before grabbing your hip and holding you steady while I force you down onto my bucking up into you at the same time, my grip tightening against your gorgeous sunkissed complexion as your body swallows me up whole inch by inch wanting to give you time to adjust after the rough way I’d entered you but I was already losing my mind – your walls clamping down on my so tightly as if they were trying to memorize the shape and size of my while simultaneously fighting against the intrusion, the warmth that radiated down to the core of my being so hot that I wondered how my wasn’t melting inside you. It was… transcendent being with you like this. A sensation unlike anything I’d ever experienced in the past and I couldn’t wait a second longer to feel more of you*
. Taemin, i-if it hurts just… bite down on my shoulder okay? I love you baby but I… I d-don’t think I’ll be able to stop myself anymore..
*my lips brush against yours affectionately, gazing into your soft brown eyes as I raise your hips shifting my hands lower until my palms are full of your round squeezing the pert globes while pushing you back down to slam against my , repeating the action over and over, up and down letting our lips collide haphazardly amongst the frenzy while I try to get your used to the large appendage as quickly as possible waiting as your walls slowly start to loosen up giving way to my slipping in and out with ease. There was a line blurring now between love and lust, pure desire jumping ahead once my hips join the assault meeting up with a loud slapping noise every time my thighs rise against your bouncing bottom quickening my casual pace entranced by your reddened skin, your voice filled with such lovely tones that it should be sinful, how you practically glowed covered in a thin sheen of sweat that left your skin glistening in your bare glory. Certainly there wasn’t anything more beautiful in this world*
Ngh show me Min... How much you want me too… I need to know that this is what you really want.. I want to make you mine inside and out..

@S - Taemin [] XD I actually just finished replying already bae. I told you you didn't need to re-write it. The fluff wasn't the issue~

*with each bold appraisal it was amazing how you transformed; letting go of your insecurities and opening yourself up to what was happening between us. This was new for you, it was becoming very clear even without your confession but I could tell just like myself, there was something else driving you. The desire to bring as much pleasure to your partner as possible, to learn their body and discover what triggered them the most. Because there was no greater joy than seeing the person you loved in pure ecstasy knowing you were the cause. How long it’s been since I’d even felt anything remotely close to this I couldn’t say, but watching you eagerly try to gobble down my member with such inexperience was impossible to turn away from wanting to shower you with all the affection I had to offer. In this, at the very least, I knew I was more than capable. It was almost maddening to hold back so much not wanting to hurt you with my lust-driven actions that were honestly working on overdrive after finally getting to be with you after all this time – for this is exactly what made all of the waiting worth it. Truthfully I hadn’t slept with anyone since the day I first spotted you in the club, your sparkling eyes twinkling under the flashing neon lights, words too naïve and innocent to be taken seriously yet you spoke them with such sincere determination that I’d been captivated ever since. And now here we were, the boy I’d grown to love working desperately to accomplish something you had no experience in but it didn’t matter; you were the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen*
Min baby… Slow down… if you keep that up I really might ..
*the words were shaky in my effort to keep my voice down, unable to stop my hips from occasionally bucking up on their own as the slick sounds of saliva and moans echoed within the small dorm room fueling my desire like an unforgiving flame. If this was only the beginning of our future then there was so much more to look forward to with you. It was unusual, something bizarrely different yet unmistakably lovely, the way your voice mimiced your body’s actions producing such soft and captivating sounds my fingers worked even harder to produce more. It was greedy I knew, my selfish desire to be the only one able to hear the titillating harmonics of your voice though it would probably be impossible for the noises not to be heard by the surrounding rooms, and still I couldn’t get enough slowly spreading my fingers wide every time I felt the tightness of your walls loosening under my touch relishing the loud moans that followed. Though I’d been worried about hurting you (or rather damn near terrified) you held no signs of pain making me wonder if you were even more gone than I was or if, by chance, your body knew exactly what you wanted better than you did. Either way it didn’t stop the quiet voice that resided in the back of my head from whispering to take things slow, to cherish this moment, to make your first time as seamless of a transition as I possibly could though the rest of my body screamed to simply take you now.*
*A third finger slipped into the tiny entrance mesmerized by the arch of your back, the cry of pleasure that left your lips once your mouth was finally free of the that had barricaded the stunning sounds. I wanted more. Needed more. The desperate moans, ones not of my own volition, that soon resonated within the entire bedroom mirrored the sheer desire I’d been holding back all this time. Watching you rock against my fingers on your own had my mouth salivating unable to look away as you worked yourself open on the thin appendages; twitching violently at this point ignoring the sting of your nails and instead losing myself in everything that was you. It was the way you took the lead, settling yourself perfectly in my lap while holding me down, that had another deep-seated growl vibrating in my chest. Such a tease even now my eyes never leave yours feeling my slip between the crevice of your pert brushing against your hole begging for entrance yet being denied though the way you called out for me almost made up for the torture*
Damnit blondie you really are trying to kill me aren’t you? Do you even have any idea… How much harder you’re making this for me baby?
*I whisper against the shell of your ear, a single hand tangling itself into your luscious blonde hair while the other snakes down your sensual body reaching between us to rub my against your again, groaning at the way the entrance responds to my head pressing over it staying perfectly aligned to the puckered hole taking a deep breath releasing everything I’d been holding back after your constant assurance that this is what you want*

@S-CNU / Taemin /felt it/. Skin against skin, lips naturally curling up in a smile as your moans raised goosebumps on his ardent skin, a few persistent giggles accompanied your loud moans that perfectly summed up the /depth/ of what the skinship meant for the both of us. This was more to us than a ual act to let off stressed. This was trust, compassion, mutual longing and ache and /need/ to be with the other/
/ he tasted the taunt skin of your . Seeing you enjoy his affection even when the action was so simplistic in nature gave him the confidence to one day give you exactly what your body silently desired …simply because the boy loved you with every fiber of his being./
/Hands immediately went to gaze lovingly at the skin adorning your toned thighs. Taemin was addicted. Gentle thumbs grazed along rises and dips of your hips, eyes glazed with sincere lust. The pet name, ironically enough, was the cherry on top of the increasingly long list of things that drove Lee Taemin absolutely mad with lust. The notion of you coming in further to please yourself all the way down to his throat was immediately reciprocated, never able to get enough of the slick and warm friction within his mouth that he was learning to love. The smooth and watery sounds were loud in his ears, raising goosebumps for the nth time that day along his skin. His mouth was preoccupied with the task of making you feel nothing but bliss/.
/The coldness of your fingers against his excited skin pulled soft hisses from the blonde, breathless grunts and whines accompanied the too eager motion of spreading his legs wide for you despite the general string of the unusual intrusion. Each your fingers gave further into his body made the younger winded to the point the boy was afraid he would break into hyperventilation from the anticipation, struggling to breathe amongst the pleasure he was feeling and the pleasure he promised to give you. The lean muscles of his stomach mimicked the fast rise and fall of the flawless chest, quivering almost in an ic twitching manner, fighting to resist not only throwing his head back in a howl of pleasure, but also bucking up his hips for more direct, desperate contact/
/ Slick sounds signaled the lips that left your due to the unimaginable buildup. The first syllable of your name barely made it past the younger’s lips before it was replaced with the loudest gasp the lean body could produce. The sound was raw, scratching at his windpipes. There was no conscious thought in the way hips bucked back towards your fingers, making it as clear as day exactly what his body desired most in that moment. Barely coherent curses sped past Taemin’s lips, eyes already shut tight as all control was lost to the pleasure only you could give. Lee Taemin was calling out for you, begging for the tingling overwhelming his most sensitive and reactive nerves to /never/ stop/
/Already panting and beads of sweat showing up in the hollows of his neck and collarbones, Taemin was barely able to part his eyes wide enough to get a good look at you. The sight of you, dominating over him was igniting the blonde in ways he would have never dreamed was possible. Tense muscles finally pushed your torso back onto the mattress and continue through straddling. Being able to push his way firmly down into your lap brought the smooth and hardened head of your to graze ever so deliciously against the sensitive puckered entrance along the younger’s body. Lee Taemin had no choice but to tilt his head back, partly let his jaw slack against his will, and let out the most sensual cry of ecstasy – He wanted you inside. Desperately. The cry was composed of your name, followed by the most coquettish, almost shy fit of giggles. Head tilted forward once more, eyes so forsakenly lustful, the blonde took the tiny shiver of recovered autonomy to push your arms back, both limbs flushed at your sides against the dainty mattress. In a sweeping motion, Taemin was hidden in his favorite spot on your body – your neck. The boy’s panting was loud against your skin, sweat far more evident now as it rolled down his torso and back. His own manhood caught in between the sweltering bodies and receiving uncanning pleasure from the rubbing against your toned abs, Taemin drew his burning tongue out to take a prideful from the base of your neck to your jawline – almost as in a claim that you belonged to him and only to him./

“Do you still think I ever wanted to stop when I want every single bit of you? Alcohol in your system or not, I want you Dongwoo. Don’t apologize for my mistakes, I still /want/ you. I don’t care if it hurts a bit, I just want to see you lose your mind, enjoy this the same way I am. Please hyung.. I promise I can take it.”

()cut all the fluff out this time

@S-CNU /The dancer felt the excitement break through his limbs as the pressure you filled inside of him again and again had his knees slightly giving into desire and swaying closer together on natural reflexes because surely he believed the soft prodding of your fingers were the most blissful feelings he’s ever experienced. Slick sounds signaled the lips that left your due to the unimaginable buildup. The first syllable of your name barely made it past the younger’s lips before it was replaced with the loudest gasp the lean body could produce. The sound was raw, scratching at his windpipes the same way that his nails instinctively scratched at the poor victim that was the skin around your thighs. There was no conscious thought in the way hips bucked back towards your fingers, making it as clear as day exactly what his body desired most in that moment. Barely coherent curses sped past Taemin’s lips, eyes already shut tight as all control was lost to the pleasure only you could give, the pleasure that was playing the puppeteer string connected to every cell within his body. Lee Taemin was calling out for you, begging for the tingling overwhelming his most sensitive and reactive nerves to /never/ stop, hips seeking their own demise in your slick digits while his hands were just desperate to claw at something to keep him grounded/

/Already panting and beads of sweat showing up in the hollows of his neck and collarbones, Taemin was barely able to part his eyes wide enough to get a good look at you. The sight of you, dominating over him was igniting the blonde in ways he would have never dreamed was possible. Tense muscles finally followed through with the younger’s wish of sharing the love, pushing your torso back onto the mattress and continue through straddling. A hidden beast inside the naive and quietly tender dancer boy had awoken, and he was more than prepared to give you the time of your life, no longer holding back his limbs with every move being dictated by the most genuine and raw form of adoration he’s ever felt in his short life. Mindful awareness and thoughts were all thrown out the door until the boy was solely acting on instinct – instinct to make you /feel/ the mind-blowing pleasure that he was feeling, instinct to give you the best of him despite it being the first time he shared this level of intimacy with someone. Being able to push his way firmly down into your lap brought the smooth and hardened head of your to graze ever so deliciously against the sensitive puckered entrance along the younger’s body. Lee Taemin had no choice but to tilt his head back, partly let his jaw slack against his will, and let out the most sensual cry of ecstasy – He wanted you inside. Desperately. The cry was composed of your name, followed by the most coquettish, almost shy fit of giggles. Head tilted forward once more, eyes so forsakenly lustful, the blonde took the tiny shiver of recovered autonomy to push your arms back, both limbs flushed at your sides against the dainty mattress. In a sweeping motion, Taemin was hidden in his favorite spot on your body – your neck. The boy’s panting was loud against your skin, sweat far more evident now as it rolled down his torso and back. His own manhood caught in between the sweltering bodies and receiving uncanning pleasure from the rubbing against your toned abs, Taemin drew his burning tongue out to take a prideful from the base of your neck to your jawline – almost as in a claim that you belonged to him and only to him./

“Do you still think I ever wanted to stop when I want every single bit of your being claiming mine? Alcohol in your system or not, I want you Dongwoo. Don’t apologize for my mistakes, I still /want/ you. I don’t care if it hurts a bit, I just want to see you lose your mind, enjoy this the same way I am, make you excited for what’s to come like I am. Please hyung..don’t restrain your desires or love tonight. I promise I can take it.”

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@S-CNU /Honey, your words were honey and he was the insistent five year old wanting more of it in his tea. The words whispered by your ever so affectionate lips had the blonde in an addictive buzz – what he was wondering about was all the previous times he had rolled his eyes in disbelief whenever someone professed an unexplainable yearning for being with their loved one. In the younger’s defense, Taemin still didn’t whole heartedly believe that his humble heart was valuable enough to be loved, nor that he would ever have the opportunity to experience what so many people claimed to be the most exhilarating moment of their young lives. But it took Taemin a chance, multiple chances truthfully, to love someone without second-guesses and be loved just as ardently. Being there, in the velvet cocoon of your warm room, most perfect blanket of privacy, feeling the heat of your body against his own– Taemin /felt it/. Skin against skin, lips naturally curling up in a smile as your moans raised goosebumps on his ardent skin, a few persistent giggles accompanied your loud moans that perfectly summed up the /depth/ of what the skinship meant for the both of us. This was more to us than a ual act to let off stressed steam or a method to fall asleep faster. This was trust, compassion, mutual longing and ache and /need/ to be with the other/

/Your assertion to being alright with his inexperience was all the boy needed to push past the timid barriers tugging at the back of his mind, needing your reassurance that it would be alright to unleash his most hidden desires with you, not matter how daring or bold. It began with the moans he /loved/ to hear, wanted to hear as he tasted the taunt skin of your . Frankly, it was music to his ears. Seeing you enjoy his affection even when the action was so simplistic in nature gave him the confidence to one day, with the hope of sooner than later, give you exactly what your body language silently desired. Yes, the boy could feel the muscle tense underneath the pressure of his tongue, giving you the pleasure because you deserved it after all that fate had put us through and…simply because the boy loved you with every fiber of his being./

/Hands immediately went to graze lovingly at the skin adorning your toned thighs. There was just something warm and tender, doting, romantic even, in feeling your plush skin cradled so gently in his palms – like with everything else, Taemin was addicted. Gentle thumbs grazed along rises and dips of your hips, eyes glazed with sincere lust. The boy was caught in the web of your attraction, of your appeal, until your words were the spontaneous spark his body needed to spread the heat around his body worst that the already persistent wildfire. The pet name, ironically enough, was the cherry on top of the increasingly long list of things that drove Lee Taemin absolutely mad with lust. The notion of you coming in further to please yourself all the way down to his throat was immediately reciprocated, never able to get enough of the slick and warm friction within his mouth that he was learning to love. The smooth and watery sounds were loud in his ears, raising goosebumps for the nth time that day along his skin. The most shocking reaction yet however was the production of sounds lee Taemin himself has never heard before. There weren’t coherent words to describe it in full meaning – it was whimsical, almost like a whispered but desperate hymn, reminiscent of a cat in heat, yet snuggling to keep quiet even when his mouth was preoccupied with the task of making you feel nothing but bliss/.

/The coldness of your fingers against his excited skin pulled soft hisses from the blonde, breathless grunts and whines accompanied the too eager motion of spreading his legs wide for you despite the general string of the unusual intrusion. That’s how far gone Lee Taemin was in the midst of your affection. He didn’t care any longer about what was private or exposed, as the boy trusted you enough to bare all for your pleasure. Each your fingers gave farther into his body made the younger winded to the point the boy was afraid he would break into hyperventilation from the anticipation, struggling to breath amongst the pleasure he was feeling and the pleasure he promised to give you. The lean muscles of his stomach mimicked the fast rise and fall of the flawless chest, quivering almost in an ic twitching manner, fighting to resist not only throwing his head back in a howl of pleasure, but also bucking up his hips for his true craving – more direct, desperate contact/

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@S - Taemin Pt 2

... Min...
*I growl out pulling your head back just a bit in warning before I begin bucking upwards, slowly at first tossing my head back as each brings forth new pleasure. How warm and moist your mouth was, determined to bring me to a state of euphoria as your tongue occasionally flickered against the swollen head of my forcing pearls of precum to bubble up around the seductive pink appendage as I loosen my grip not wanting to overwhelm you or go crazy when you were clearly trying so hard to do your best. I could only imagine what kind of ecstasy would come once I finally entered you*
You're doing well baby... But you're just making me want you even more...
*sitting up I carefully crane my body over yours not wanting to accidentally shove my down your throat as my fingers travel over the gorgeous curve of your back before tucking them into my own mouth to moisten them up, my free hand making quick work of your own underwear as I your luscious globes kneading your bare in my large palms wanting to relax you for the intrusion that's soon to come. My fingers follow suit returning down your body spreading your cheeks to allow them to trace the delicate rim of your puckered entrance. A tender kiss is placed upon the top of your head before I carefully push in a single finger letting it break through the clenching walls groaning as your hole swallows up my middle finger trying to virtually push back against the intrusion while taking me in as well*
your tight as hell Min... Relax your body okay..? I'm gonna have to prep you really well or there's no way in hell you'll be able to take me in...
*'without it hurting like nothing you've ever felt' I could have added but I knew that as ually frustrated as I was, I wouldn't be able to stand the sight of you crying out in pain because of me and I would sooner stop everything before I let that happen. I gently slip my finger out scrambling back towards the bedside drawer fiddling around until I pull out a bottle of scented lubricant pouring a small amount into my hands leaning back over to work it around your and my fingers until I'm completely satisfied, slipping in both fingers at once to test the smoother entrance*
Does that hurt baby..?
*I whisper pumping the appendages in and out of your entrance at a languid pace just trying to get your body to adapt to the intrusion as I lean back lifting up your chin to meet your eyes*
If I'm going too fast, tell me. You're my number one priority Taemin.

@S - Taemin Pt 1

*brushing the back of my fingers against your cheek so delicately as if even the slightest hint of pressure would cause your beautiful form to wither away in a brittle bundle of ashes, I meet your eyes again seeing so clearly how hurt you were by my assumption and the intense reaction that followed with it. I know my words were harsh and though the last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you I know that's precisely what I'd done*
So you don't want to stop..?
*my body visibly relaxes from your rebuttal knowing it honestly would have taken every ounce of sanity and strength I had left to stop myself and leave this behind after all these months of craving nothing else but you. My fingers running through the silky layers of your blonde hair my usual smile returns tracing your plush lips with my thumb*
Good because I'm not sure I'd entirely have the will power to actually stop... And I know baby, I know. You're right it doesn't make sense for you to try and spontaneously bring it up out of the blue for no reason at all when we didn't even know where we would end up. But I would have thought, or hoped at least, that you would have enough trust in me to tell me once you realized things were starting to get heated and not while you're already half and stealing my lap.
*can't help the husky chuckle that excited at the irony of it all as honestly as forward as you've been from the very beginning it's still a bit of a shock for me to hear that you've never really been intimate with anyone else. Of course that fact that you actually want to take that step with me of all people leaves behind a hunger unlike anything I've ever felt before - one not solely fueled by list but a sensation so indescribable I'm unsure of if it would ever be scared until you were completely mine.*
I'm sorry for scaring you Blondie I know you didn't do anything wrong and I'm sorry for taking my feelings out on you. I'm just a little worried that I... I don't want to get carried away and end up hurting you more than satisfying you.. I'm not exactly the most gentle when it comes to these things and with a bit of alcohol in my system...
*my words falter already imagining the horrors that would ensue if I had actually become truly intoxicated during our date which would have surely ruined everything between us. Thankfully the amount of alcohol I drank was enough to bring me to that level I'm so used to reaching but rather a pleasant fuzziness making things a bit clearer amidst all the confusion and desperation. Another muffled laugh hides in the back of my throat when I catch the twinkle returning to your eyes, no longer full of fear but a lust I dare say outweighs even my own when your eyes eagerly scan my body*
I don't care about how much you know, Min. I mean, yeah it's important and a bit good to know but experience can be learned. What matters most is how I feel about you and how much I want to be with you right now. That's something that no amount of experience could take away. You have nothing to apologize for this was my fault for not even considering the kind of position I might be putting you in...
*the way you stare down at me has my mouth going dry. So much determination and trust that I don't deserve knowing better than anyone that if you keep throwing yourself at me like this and willingly giving me permission to do as I please then I truly won't hesitate to do just that. To destroy that purity and innocence even out of live feels like a sin I'm not sure I'd be able to bare if I truly went through with the hints you were sending me. However my judgement begins to grow cloudier with each second, gaze following your every stride as your lithe body traverses down my own wanting to question your intentions but the moment realization dawns on my, I don't even have time to protest as those plush lips wrap around my engorged causing a strangled groan to echo through the room immediately burying my fingers tightly in your blonde strands already feeling my vision go blurry with the pleasure of it all. It was true that your movements were a little sloppy in your inexperience, your movements languid at one moment then choppy the next as you tried to determine what I find pleasurable while also developing a rhythm of your own and though it was an interesting development in and of itself to have you trying the newfound skill on me, it was honestly the most pleasure I've felt from anyone in ages. My eyes began to glaze over staring intently at the way your lips stretched around my amazed by how much you could take in on a first attempt though it was immediately evident that the member was too large for you to take down completely which wasn't all that important when your curious eyes landed back on me, each , , and the vacuum of your throat growing strong with every moan you received from me in return*

@S-CNU /the younger tried to offer his best apology, eyes soft and pleading as his smile tried to instill in you the confidence that you really could do whatever you wanted with his body – Taemin surely wouldn’t mind it. Vulnerability did creep up the boy’s spine after letting you know where he got his knowledge from, but that was the point of being in a relationship – letting the other person in your life to see the good, the bad, and the ugly. The way that Taemin wanted to make all the disappointment and irritation up to you was simple, it never failed in the stories he read in the past. Shuffling down off of your lap and onto the ground, Taemin kneeled right in front of the proud that caught his attention just earlier. He gave his lips one last with a quick prayer to do everything right before wrapping his lips around the head of your hard manhood. The boy started slow, giving experimental to see your reaction before he deeper, inch by inch, into his throat. Fingers worked on the area that he couldn’t place into his mouth, soon enough bobbing his head, slowly first so that his eyes could peek up towards you and see if you were enjoying the treatment or not./

pt 2/2

@S-CNU / the moment that the boy fell into your lap and displayed a smile for you, little did he know that things were going to take a shift in the opposite direction. Taemin felt how his mouth began to grow dry the moment your eyes widened, not in a good way, and he was at a loss of what to do once your words hit his heart. Hard. The smaller body felt an incredible sense of warmth fill his muscles, nerves, every cell in his being. It was more than just the heat of shyness or the heat one feels for being flustered in a conversation. Lee Taemin was downright /embarrassed/ with himself after causing you to be angry. The way you stared at him, disbelief evident in your eyes, made the boy want to crawl in a hole and hide away for the rest of his pitiful days./

I-I never said that I wanted to stop this. For a while now, I’ve wanted to reach this stage with you, see you fully and love you to the best of my ability. I didn’t mention before that I was a …because it honestly never came up in conversation. It would be weird too to just randomly pop in the middle of an unrelated conversation that I haven’t actually gone all the way with someone before.

/the blonde whispered a bit hastily, trying to defend his case while at the same time pushing through the uncomfortable feeling setting in his stomach. His discomfort wasn’t because of the itself – he surely wanted that. It was the fact that he ruined the chances of it being a nice, flawless night because he opened his big mouth and ruined everything. Taemin sat there on top of your lap, eyes hiding behind his overgrown fringe, silenced and looking like a kicked puppy after the obvious irritation on your face. Thoughts in his head began to battle for what he should do – should he just get up and leave you to your peace? Should he argue with you that your anger was in fact unfair to him? Should he bow down and beg for you to forget the fact he said anything at all and just continue on your merry way? Taemin could feel his eyes getting glossy and he desperately tried to swallow down the tight knot that was forming in his throat, feeling goosebumps form on his skin from the pressure crowding on his shoulders…until your kind hand pulled him down for a kiss that never in a million years did the boy expect/

/Your kiss and your words helped the process of bringing back calmness into the blonde’s tensed and scared body. Little by little, Taemin could feel his muscles relax and the courage seep back into his soul, feeling as if just maybe he could sneak a peek at you without receiving a look of annoyance in return. The final step needed for Taemin to unwind were your chuckles, allowing himself to silent following the movement of your hands, eyes watching just as how you removed the last article of clothing from your body and your sprung up proudly. The sight had the younger male unconsciously his lips, the lust from earlier ebbing its way back up for the forefront and doing away with his fears, his insecurities/

I love you, too…the ual knowledge I have mainly come from things that I know feel good when I do it to myself, or from books. Or from things that just felt right to do at the moment…I don’t know how to explain it. I like you a lot, and when I’m riding on that cloud of happiness, a feeling of confidence takes over and I do things I’d never thought I’d previously do. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you earlier, you don’t have to slow down for me or hold yourself back, I can take it…let me make it up to you, please?

Pt 1/2

@S - Taemin Pt 2

*I collapse back onto the bed tugging at my own dark locks of hair letting this new information settle in my head. Never once had I really stopped to question whether you’d ever been intimate with someone else, actually gone to the next level as all of your previous actions before now seemed to stem from some sort of ual knowledge or perhaps it was only the imaginary fantasies raging in your head that had made you so bold. But to know that your innocence truly lies beyond the slight naivety, the fluttering lashes, flushed skin, and ever present smile leaves me completely dumbfounded and almost a little guilty for not having realized sooner: The vexing, almost infuriating, push and pull I found myself in not just one of your games but an actual uncertainty given your own current status versus my more than experienced nature (especially after having put things off for so long)*
Why didn’t you tell me sooner? Seriously Min that’s not exactly something you say while you’re straddling… Not unless you’re having second thoughts. We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, if you’re not ready. I don’t want to force you into something you’re not comfortable with. Though I seriously wished you would have told me sooner because now it’s just going to make it that much harder to stop.
*with another sharp inhale of breath I sigh and close my eyes, trying to let everything bubble down, to dampen my own irritations and lust though it all seems impossible to recover at this point. What’s right or wrong, giving up or taking responsibility and moving ahead, whether it’s my own desire or yours nothing makes sense anymore trying to think beyond my own personal dilemma to accept the terms laid out before me and imagine myself in your shoes. My reaction probably didn’t help your resolve at all and your words were probably spoken out of your own insecurity and nervousness more so than a plea to stop and reconsider what you were doing and this thought alone has an entirely new level of guilty adding on to the growing pile as I wrap my hand around the back of your neck and pulling you down for an apologetic kiss. The heated nature of the kiss completely vanished, simply a brief, fluttering connection of lips before I meet your eyes*
Okay so… you’re a … I guess that means we should dial things back a bit. Look Min, I’m not going to lie. I want you, more than I’ve wanted anything in ages and I don’t want to be scared of me or afraid of what you want because I know you want me too even if your mind is telling you this is something you shouldn’t do. So for now… let’s just tone it down a bit hmm? We can take things at your own pace baby, I want you to be comfortable and if at any point you want me to stop just say the word okay?
*I whisper brushing my thumb along your defined jawline while letting my fingers slip up tugging at the waistband of your boxers almost teasingly before dropping back down*
I don’t want you to think about whether or not I’ll be upset, I can handle myself, I just want you to know that you have just as much control over this situation and I don’t want you to think otherwise just because you’re afraid of disappointing me or think I’ll change my mind about us if you don’t do this. That isn’t the case and it will never be. With that said I suppose it’s only fair to even the playing field since ‘you can’t be the only one doing all the work’ right?
*taunts with a playful chuckle before both hands drop down raising your hips though my eyes continue taking in the sight of your body in more than just the lust-filled intent of the past (thought it honestly hadn’t completely ebbed) but in adoration of what it really meant for you to be giving yourself to me like this. More than just showing the love we have for each other this was a huge step for you and that alone made my own set of nerves start to tingle nervously in the pit of my core. However it wasn’t enough to stop my train of thought, a hand keeping your hips raised as I wiggled out of my own boxers ignoring the way the raging springs forth in its full glory pulling you back down for another kiss trying to relax your body as much as possible while massaging your hips and letting my fingers dance along your sides as I mentally set down my own intents of simply ravishing your body. Because what we had was beyond physical, much more than just a mere attraction and if it took letting you be in control until you were comfortable then that’s what I would do*
I love you Min… I’d do anything for you… You know that right..?

@S - Taemin Pt 1

*It was hard to stifle the sheer look of smugness that threatened to creep upon my lips catching the way your jaw practically dropped from the sight of my chest. This wasn't the first time you'd seen me types and I highly doubted it would be the last but rather than the stammering, flustered appearance you had last time, there was only curiosity and possibly hunger shining in your eyes as you reached out. I didn't know what to expect when your palm grazed my exposed body but the warmth of your fingers left a strange, almost icy trail in its wake groaning as one by one you traced over every muscle on my chest. If you had dared to go any lower I surely would have lost it with the chaotic thoughts swirling in my head: the way your eyes shimmered in the darkness unable to remove themselves from the view in front of you, the rise and fall of your own body making me wonder which emotion was currently fighting for dominance - fear or lust -, the lovely glow of your milky complexion radiating under the false lighting of my bedside lamp. All of it left me speechless having to remind myself over and over to not rush, to control my desire and show you the love and affection you deserve, the feelings I'd been holding in since the day we met that were simply BEGGING to find purchase.*
*A muffled moan of my own resonated in the empty bedroom as your kisses began to feel more hurried, far more lust-driven than I anticipated though I don’t complain as my own desire has nearly become impossible to manage myself. The dark shades of violet red I feel blossoming upon my skin like miniature roses coming into bloom leave me momentarily stunned as I never imagined you as the type to be so territorial, so fervent in your own need that I wondered if you even realized what your work could entail. It wasn’t hard to fall under your spell, giving in to every whim as you lead us back to the bed; my body not even registering the movements as the only thing replaying in my mind was the softness of your marshmallow lips, the curious tongue that lapped up each section of exposed skin, teeth teasingly gnawing upon the tender flesh only causing the love bites to darken more quickly. Of course all of this completely paled in comparison to the unbelievable view of your beautiful sun kissed skin that seemed to glow even brighter now under the dim lighting. A huge lump buried within my throat soaking in the gentle contours of your body only tugging you even closer to me; desperation becoming more evident with every passing second as each subtle movement of your body, every sound of soft grunts and smacking lips made me crave simply taking you right then and there but I stifled down the urgency in my touches remembering that this was about much more than my physical desire for you*
*The color nearly drains from my body, pooling itself into the very core of my body as your pants are removed leaving only one article of clothing left covering that glorious body of yours. It wasn’t difficult to realize that you had no intention of fully exposing yourself just yet leaving me a bit frustrated though it does nothing to simmer the way my eyes rake over your body tugging your legs up just a bit higher to admire your slender thighs practically salivating at what was to come next as our movements forced you to settle yourself upon my lap; honestly probably not the best place to stop and have a conversation though I tried my best to decipher your words even as your rested upon my swallowing back every burning image that screamed out ‘WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!’*
Oh trust me, I doubt I’d be the only one receiving any ‘benefits’ out of this~
*I smile up at you reassuringly, my hands leaving their new home on your thighs to rest upon the swell of your hip while the other brushes against your reddened cheeks only realizing now how impossibly pink they’ve gotten in such a short time. The fire in your eyes sizzling out for a moment before coming in full force when you once again traverse my body causing small spasms in the course of your kisses as your lips begin to travel dangerously close my only to stop when you reach the hem of my pants which seem to quickly come off under your guidance almost laughing in frustration when you continue to be so forward, once again taking the lead but within the next moment you’re back to being so shy and aloof that one by one the threads holding my sanity together begin to snap. That is, until your words register in my head, my eyes shooting open wider than saucers before narrowing almost accusingly though honestly in search of your own glistening orbs behind the darkness as an unforeseen light dawns on me*
Taemin… Blondie. You… You’re not really a are you? This can’t possibly be your first—Oh .