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Couldn't be happier

*sighs and sits here*

Not the one I was looking for but hi-

*perks up, since he is a big cat*

Has anyone seen the big cat?

Hello-

*walks into the room and stretches*

Uhm..

-rolls my eyes at the two and sits in the corner-

*sits down on the floor and looks up to the ceiling, not making a sound*

Nice to know I let myself date someone who didn't think anything of me. ´Frowns a bit and just turns on my heel, heading for my own room´

*flinches away and shakes my head even more, not knowing how to deal with the whole situation* of course I am.. don't be surprised if you can't find me. *turns around to run out of the room and into my own*

´Hesitates a little and reaches out to brush away your tears´ Knowing what I've done.. Maybe you're better off , er.. Changbin, right..? Please don't cry over this, it's.. not worth it.

I don't know.. I don't know anything.. *lets go and stumbles backwards, shaking my head with tears on my cheeks* how frustrating..

Do you think I'm not frustrated..? I woke up this morning in the hallway with a piece of paper that told me my name and why I was here. I don't know anything about myself, let alone anyone else. What do you want me to do..?

I can't just reveal everything.. after doing it once and letting you see more of myself than anyone else. It's just.. you don't seem to care at all. I could just end as well.

´Furrows my brow a bit, glancing down at the hold before eyeing you curiously´ So I've already been told. You're asking me this like I just know what would help; like I know how to suddenly be myself again. What it nothing will, huh? What if I'm just stuck having to start over?

*tears up and walks up to you, grabbing the collar of your shirt* you're such a ing jerk. Would showing you the scars you left help? Telling what kind of we went through? What do I have to do to stop that feeling of being left behind again?

I don't know; I don't recall what desperation looks like. What do you want me to do? This isn't a movie, I can't just hit myself in the head and magically remember. You just told me who you were and you're prepared to walk off - maybe I'm better off not remembering if it's so easy for you.

I haven't let anyone touch me, alright? Do I really look like I'd jump at the closest person? It hurts. ing hurts to be forgotten and you aren't trying to remember either.

Tt.. I'm guessing we weren't that good together? Or what, did you find a new toy while I was away? Generally, a so-called boyfriend would help in this situation but I'm guessing by your lack of interest, that you're happier with me not remembering.

Whatever.. it. you.

It's not my fault; not like I asked for it.

Of course you don't.. *steps back with a bitter smile*

´Lifts my shoulders in a slight shrug´ don't remember.

Changbin. The one who's supposed to be your boyfriend. What the is wrong with you?

Yikes

-blinks-
oh wow-

If it's so important do us both a favor and drop the ty dramatics and just tell me who you are. It isn't rocket science.

So you don't remember me. Wow I can feel the love. *hisses loudly*