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Update on my dog: he has an appointment tomorrow to get the lumps removed. A pathology will be done on the larger lump to determine if it's cancerous or not

Anyway, ima go nap. I deserve it.

Well lets see..I was rudely woken up by my phone ringing this morning and immediately I had to do stuff around the house...AGAIN...Like the third time in the past week and as I was doing so kept falling out of my hands and/or just out of nowhere, I was getting complained at and-- I just had it. I would have much rather had still been asleep than deal with today's crap.

What’s wrong atti?

Ima be praying for your dog!

Aaand im spent. Finally. I really don't want to be bothered to do anything now.

I hope he'll be ok

Welp, my dog has an emergency vet appointment in an hour

But im just so mentally frustrated it ain't funny

I need to stop myself from doing that tho

Gdi I just want to drop e v e r y t h i n g

There goes two rps

Im already so done with today. Ffs. I wanna go back to bed.

Eyes

Would you look at that. I just woke up and I'm still in the mood to drop rps I'm in.

DKHFGFKFJH

faceplants.

...

Good question.

Just how am I gonna entertain myself-

But now I want to be entertained.

I wish I was still sleepy like I was earlier.

I need to go do something else.

Ugh why am I still online?

And it's like a I-haven't-gotten-my-fix type of anxious.

I feel anxious.

Btw, this ooc chat might as well be mine now. I talk sooo much in here- as expected from moi.

I yearn for the connections, the interactions that almost feel physical at times, the lovestruck feeling I get through my characters, boil all that down and merely do I relish in the new experiences I get from this longtime hobby of mine.

I have way more of a life here than in the real world. Obviously that explains why i'm still doing this.

I couldn't bond with people irl, but escaping into the world of the internet gave me that bliss. That need for some sort of human interaction.

Then again, let's take a look back on the very reason why I got into rp in the first place. Society rejected me.