The Rant Room

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RAWR!!!!!!!! <3

At times like these I'm glad that this rant room exist:

Firstly, I wanna apologize to Xiumin.....bro im sorry but I dont think that I can keep the promise to always help each other through our worst.

I seriously dont think I can keep on going anymore. It feels painful to keep on living. Even as im writing this the tears are falling on my phone and its difficult to breath and painful with the throbbing pain in my head, I just really dont think that I can keep on living. You would understand if you heard the words that my mom spoke to me. I didnt say anything and just kept a straight face while the tears fell. It was really hard listening to all of that. I wish that I was more like you and Kyungsoo and not give a about anything, but im NOT like that. I just really dont know what to do any more.

Maybe....I should just kill myself right now and make it better for everyone. So that im not a burden.......

I dont know what to do anymore

I cant get a job.......im ing traumatized
I cant pass school.....maybe I have a learning disability
I cant do chores......maybe because you yell at me anyway
I let a fight between my ex and I get the better of me........maybe because I was so hurt and you dont know the full truth..or maybe because I was too much of a softie

But.....to hear a mother say that she doesnt care about you???? How would you feel....cause I feel like and want to commit suicide...call it self pity....I dont care but how would YOU feel??? Please don't tell me that she doesnt mean I cause I very much know when she means it.

I just wanna die

ity fuxkity ity my life
#dyyyying

Let me tell you how I'm living like.
Same , just a different night.