❛ softies

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /lifting a smile before I try to give you other perspectives.
Well, there could be many reasons. Maybe they want to be assess by other species, maybe they want companions that never grow old, or maybe they want someone who will love all their imperfections and they couldn’t find that with their own species.
/shrugs a shoulder after hearing your next sentences before continuing.
I have had a couple long-term ones before but I still believe that passion will eventually fade. So.. what’s next?
/furrowing my brows slightly when you address yourself as a doll, because I don’t see you as one, I rolled my eyes as I used your words.
So to the public, I look like someone who lacks skills, looks and personality?

@✶ kim youngdae Mhmm, that's how I viewed you humans- I kinda still do while being biased to you to exclude you from it- *snickers as I bluntly and shamelessly admit* how desperate could you human be to come /buy/ your own lover because you lack skills, looks, personalities to attract fellow real humans.
I wonder if you even believed in long-term relationship to begin with. And how that happens to be with a doll now... Must sound crazy to outer ear

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /pausing my attempt when I felt the vibrations of your voice instead, my eyes wandered around the view of furnitures in front of me as I took time to consider your question.
You’re right. I don’t think I have thought about that. It sounded like a big scam to “have a lover” when most customers probably have given up on real life romance. Who knew, the first boyfriend I trailed is the one I am romantically involved in.
/speaks as if you’re the third party while I snug within your embrace.

@✶ kim youngdae D u h. *snorts out a soft laughter, unaware of your attempted to listen to my heartbeat undisturbed*
I actually always wondered this. Would you have ever thought you'd be with ahhh /made/ human? Bet you didn't expect anything after hearing about the existence of mansion and visiting it to see us boyfriends.

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ You always have the last say.
/I chuckled softly, tilting my head to press my ear against your chest in an attempt to hear your heartbeat. Keeping as still as possible, the corners of my lips subconsciously curled up at your latter statement.
And I’m with this one peculiar lover.

@✶ kim youngdae *feeling your tighter hold of my hand, I smile and fight back a snicker hearing your next words*
/Many/ customers wanted /many/ things with me. Where are they now though? That doesn't matter.
Im with this one particular customer.

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /giving a small nod in agreement against your chest, I grasped on your hand a little more tightly when I hear your words and feel your touch.
You didn’t? I assume you have many customers who would want this with you.
/peek my eyes out a little so as to not visualise that scene I spoke of.

@✶ kim youngdae *when I feel you inhaling my chest followed by your comment, i feel heat in my face and I gulp before I speak, my thumb absentmindedly brush the back od your hand*
Me neither. I never knew I could be like this with anyone- and I certainly didn't expect us to get this far either.

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /feeling every movement of yours, I smiled against your chest, trying to control my gulps and finding it funny that no matter how much time has passed, my heart doesn’t seemed to calm down in your presence. Nuzzling my face against your pec, I face straight down against your chest to inhale the familiar yet intoxicating scent of you that I adore.
Never knew we’d be like this

@✶ kim youngdae *enclosing my fingers around yours into a brief squeeze upon feeling yours intertwining with mine. Looking between your eyes, my lips apart in breathless moment, only exhaling when you lay down on my chest, where my heart picks up a faster beat and I inhale deeply which raises my chest and your head with it, in an attempt to regulate my heart. I wrap my free arm around your back and duck my chin to nuzzle into your hair*
Mhmm, so very nice

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /interlocking my fingers with yours, I lay down on you, pressing my torso against yours, your face mere inches from mine. Inhaling deeply as I looked between your eyes, I tilted my head down to press my cheek against your pec, fluttering my eyes close and enjoying your warmth.
Hmm, this is nice

@✶ kim youngdae *slipping under covers, I tug on your hand to have you crash against me, suppressing back a groan before I relax fully with a sigh, enjoying the weight on me*
Hi there~

@✶ kim youngdae Mhmm, night. *uses whatever energy left in me to mumbles back tiredly, heavy eyes fallen shut and the added weight and warmth almost instantly knock me off to sleep land*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ Is that so? Let’s do more of that next time.
/once we reach the edge of the bed, I feel you tugging me down onto the mattress with you. Pressing our chest together, my smile lifted wider when I hear your words before I spread my arms to cover you. Leaning in to press a kiss on your forehead, I whispered.
Night, my red.

@✶ kim youngdae Yeah? I feel like holding onto your arm and walking instead. *smiles genuinely and rather sheepishly as I admit that, walking with you till we reach the bed, I drop down on it and tug you to be on top of me*
Be my blanket

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /lifts up another smile as I felt your arms wrapped around mine. Giving a nod, I started to walk with you to our destination as I intertwined my fingers with yours.
This is the first, usually I’d carry you to bed.

@✶ kim youngdae *tears myself away from your warmth for time being*
I wanna walk with you. *lowers my hand to hold onto yours, wrapping my arms with yours, my other one resting on your bicep as I lean to your side to keep the contact with you*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /feeling your body pressed against mine and your face buried on my neck, I gulped quietly before bringing my hands up your back, patting your shoulder blades gently.
Let’s go to bed then, shall I carry you or do you want to walk to bed with me?

@✶ kim youngdae *having my own struggles, little did I know you have similar struggles to my own. Instead, I try to convey my overwhelming feelings via actions; once I get on my feet, I press my body flat on yours and drag my nose down your face inhaling your scent, all the way down to your neck where I bury my face warmly and mumbles there*
Sleepy..

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /chuckling softly at the nibbles I felt on my skin, the actions of yours seemed to stop when I had my head against your shoulder. Feeling yours on mine, I smiled in contentment before slowly placing you back down on your feet, changing my arms to wrap back round your waist. Despite the overwhelming feeling of affection I feel for you, the three words are still stuck in my throat, as I wasn’t sure when is the best time to start saying them out.

@✶ kim youngdae *given the access, I press more kisses and change into playful nibbles as well as I randomly develop cute aggression toward you before you bury your face away from me and I resort to holding you onto me instead, resting my head to yours*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /catching your words due to the proximity, I smiled against the kisses you planted on my lips, trying to catch every single one. Exhaling a contented sigh when you moved to trail kisses to other parts of my face, I tilted along to give you more access, letting out shivering but satisfied moans at your affection. Gulping down the mixture of us and my lips, I press my forehead against your shoulder again, inhaling your scent that I love, feeling pampered by you.

@✶ kim youngdae *let out an airy moan upon feeling your eagerness that welcome me into your mouth, my fingers lock into your hair and focus on kissing you while feeling you taking it backwards till my back hit a wall*
Y-yours... *mumbles ever so softly as if afraid and shy to be heard, I busy myself by pressing multiple kisses to yout lips then tilt my head more to trail kisses to your cheek and angle of your jaw*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /tilts my head to the other side to aid with the deepening of our kiss, feeling the suction and nibbles, I parted my lips to welcome your wet muscle in, mine quickly rushed to greet yours with twirls and rubs where I can taste you fully, eliciting moans and groans at the impatience you were displaying. Hearing you claiming me as yours, I hummed in acknowledgment before pushing us to the wall, using it as an additional support to hold you up in my arms.
My red… my ting..
/saying between kisses as my hand starts stroking against your outer thigh, feeling my mind drowning with thoughts of you.

@✶ kim youngdae *gasping softly against your lips when Im hoisted up, I wrap my legs around you tightly and tilt my head to deepen the kiss, and nibbling on your lips*
Dae...my Dae.. *mumbles possessively against your mouth, my own claiming it again with added urgency, biting your lower lip but quickly soothing it after with lapping my tongue against it before it pushes inside your mouth to swirl with yours*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /almost forgetting to breathe when I felt your tight embrace, I lifted my lips into a smile upon seeing your look of displeasure, my heart a flutter at how slow I am that I didn’t realise or couldn’t believe that you have been paving your way into my heart that early on. Feeling your arms around my neck, I bend my knees to circle my hands around your thighs and hoist you up into my arms, wanting to feel your weight and be reminded of this present moment.

@✶ kim youngdae *holds you to me tightly and possessively, my brows knotted together at the memory of having to share you in our first trial and how much I hated it*
You better! *scowl plastered on my face, I threaten you but I soon melt off under your kisses that I flutter my eyes shut and bring my arms higher to circle your neck instead and kiss you back passionately with an audible hum*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /watching your arms folding and hearing your complaints, I lifted my hand to my lips with a chuckle. Finding you so adorable even when I’m called dumb, an adjective I thought I wouldn’t tolerate, I glanced down at you from a slightly higher point of view when I am held in your embrace again.
I shall. I aspire to be your one and only entertainment now.
/bringing my hand to cup and tilt your chin up slightly to look at me, I lean in to drop a couple pecks on the corner of your lips before working my way to plant a full kiss against your tiers.

@✶ kim youngdae Yeah because he is a harem boy?
*keeps my hold supporting you when you pull away and I look back at you, squinting*
Then YOU entertain me yourself why bring me a clown????
You are so dumb at times really- *let you go and crosses my arms with a grumble but I sigh soon after to bring you back to my arms and have our chests colliding together*
My dumbhead.

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /made a grumble and adjust the position of my head after feeling your shrug. Process your words a bit more before chuckling.
Really? I saw him being patted on the head all the time. Maybe a different tactic.
/leans back against your hold to look between your eyes when I hear a more serious sentence before feeling a pinch on my side, to which I quickly take a step away in attempt to be released from your pinch.
I- I just thought you might be bored, seeing how you’d lounge in the mansion most of the time.