⤿ amusement park

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /the corners of my lips curled up when I heard your response before humming out an acknowledgement. Taking a sip of the fizzy drink and a bite off my slice, my eyes were directed down to the plates of pizza, hyper aware of the moment we are sharing and feeling a little awkward at the rare forms of a casual date, especially with the person I adore. Pondering on where a good place would be to take on the challenge of showing you what is the definition of “being mine”, I believed I might have stopped blinking for a few seconds longer, spacing out before I blinked, accidentally blurting out my thoughts.
Haunted house?

@✶ kim youngdae *noticing your gaze shifting to the side and just when it falls to my right wrist do I realize you were looking at the red stud we both wearing as couple in addition to the bracelets and I had to flicker my gaze away from you with how I feel heat going up my cheeks again and cant control it with how obvious our closeness is to play deny now. However, hearing your words, my eyes flicker back up to yours with curious and enticed glint*
Maybe you should. *press my lips together to suppress a smile, I duck my head to hide it when I failed to suppress it, amusement written all over my face as I take second bite of my pizza slice*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /hearing your question, which I interpreted it as asking for a confirmation of our status, my eyes falling on your left ear then your right wrist. Bringing my hand towards your wrist to trace your red bracelet with my index finger, I glanced at the same bracelet on my left wrist that is in view close to yours. Indirectly indicating that our status are more than just transactional means, I followed up with a question rather seriously yet also in a teasing manner.
Should I show you in other ways what my definition of "being mine" is?
/Lifting my finger off from your bracelet, I retracted my hand and focused on the food before us, taking hold of a slice in one hand and the fizzy drink in another.

@✶ kim youngdae *seeing your smile falls, my heart falls with it and Im taken up by guilt, brining up a usual process of overthinking when it comes to my "attitude", is it finally the time my tsunning is getting too much? Am I upsetting you with it?. I fall silent as well, but the guilt won't let me stay still and shut, so I question although delayed*
...what did you mean then? *looking at the food you are dividing, I pick a piece of margherita pizza to busy myself with it while I await your reaction and words, playing oblivious to your actual meaning that I already know*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /expecting to see your Tsun attitude at my emphasis, I paused the consumption when I am met with your unexpected and delayed response. My teasing smile fell when I realise what you meant before I lowered my bottle, swallowing the contents in my mouth.
I didn’t meant that.
/I quickly followed up, looking away from you and towards the environment we are in, eyeing at the other couples around with a thought; wondering if we could ever have a proper date without either of us self-sabotaging what we have. Falling silent after, I flickered my eyes towards the food that the server brought to us. Straightening my back, I waited for the dishes to be placed on the table before I started to distribute some of the food between us, making sure to give you the larger portion.

@✶ kim youngdae *takes my bottle but I don't open it as I'm busy making sure you are drinking yours and just then i opened my bottle and was about to take a sip but I pause at your words which makes my face heat up at the emphasis on "my boyfriend", my first reaction to oppose and tsun that but it also took me a moment to remember that I /am/ a boyfriend, a man-made one, and it downs at me how /real/ you make me feel that I for once instantly thought of the romantic meaning of official boyfriends rather than my job. However, to hide how that is affecting me, I reply although delayed*
... I'm programmed for this. *blatantly lies and I don't even try to convince you as i hide my cheeky smile behind the rim of water bottle that Im finally drinking. Moments later, the pizzas arrive and along with it the sprite*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /blinking before my eyes darted between yours when I felt your hand on my forehead, I felt my cheeks burning up at your touch, which probably prompted you to ask me the question whether or not I’m okay. Watching you taking hold of the bottle to open it, I received the bottle you offer with thanks before bringing it to my lips and taking a sip, finding your concern for me very precious.
I’m better. I’m just thinking how well /my boyfriend/ takes care of me.
/I flickered my eyes towards you playfully with a wide smile before I took another sip.

@✶ kim youngdae *noticing you looking back at me, staring actually, I don't get that you are gazing romantically and due to how worried I am, i think something is wrong, especially with how redder you seem to be*
You okay? *reaches my hand over to feel your forehead and just then the water bottles are here. I retract my hand from your forehead to open a bottle for you, figuring you might not have energy right now to do that. I hand you the opened bottle and urge you to drink*
Here, drink water.

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /nodding at your choices, I peeked up towards you after my mind slowly stops feeling dizzy. The throbbing pain in my head had me in hyperawareness of the current environment and I realised I have never imagine being able to sit across from my person, at this age, in a brightly colored crowded diner of an amusement park, waiting for our pizza orders. The feeling I got from this was new and heart fluttering. Leaning against my palm, I silently gaze at you.

@✶ kim youngdae *whatever stern look i have on my face immediately dissipate with how softly you reply indecisively which makes me soften back up on how drained you look and I raise my hand to ask for a waiter. I order us 2 medium sized pizza, 1 Margherita and 1 regular with veggies and 2 sprites. I look at you after to see your approval of the order then nod in confirmation at the waiter*
Can you bring us bottle of water too? *smiles politely at the waiter then look back at you, figuring you need to get hydrated before food*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /hearing the thud on the table, my eyes dropped along with the fallen menu before I glanced up towards your face, noting your stern expression as I subconsciously my dry lips. Hearing your words and actions of disapproval, I watched you going through the menu to offer some options. Thinking hard but having no particular type, I responded.
Hmm.. you choose, I’ll share the dish with you.

@✶ kim youngdae Uhm-! *taken aback by your choice, I drop the menu down on the table not so gently as a stern expression takes over my face, the usual when I'm concerned for someone*
Really now? That's what you having? On empty stomach too? *clicks my tongue and shakes my head in exaggerated disappointment and disapproval before I go through the menu and give you options*
They have pizzas, pastas, burgers, fried chicken-

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /feeling your hand shifted from my waist to my arm, I pursed my lips and flickered my eyes towards you, noting your concern towards me and the seemingly lack of care of how you’d be portrayed. Following you into the crowded diner, I watched as you directed us to a cozy small empty table and felt so pampered by your actions. Taking a seat on the chair you pulled out for me, I rest my head on my hand that’s propped up on the edge of the table. Glancing towards you when I see you settling down opposite me and not exactly knowing the menu, my initial answer to your question is a cup of carbonated drink.
I’ll have Sprite.

@✶ kim youngdae *feeling your weight lifted off of my body, I turn my head to peek at you to see what's wrong. Hearing your words, I hum but can only take my hand away from your waist to grasp onto your arm, circling it with my own, not caring if I look like an annoying clingy girlfriend entering the diner together and I search around for the closest empty spot and I direct us toward it, pulling the chair away from the table and help you settle down on it then gently push the chair forward again before I make my way across the table to sit on the chair while scanning your face carefully. Wordlessly picking up the menu through knitted brows as I look at the options, I question*
What would you like to have?

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ Yeah.. let’s.
/giving a nod to acknowledge and agree with you, I take slower steps towards the eatery with you before I start to realise that being in a compromised position where you are holding my waist isn’t a good look for me. Quickly reacting by leaning away from you and trying to straighten myself up before someone else were to notice and possibly create a big spectacle by staring, I mumbled.
I’ll be fine when we found a seat-
/my hand shifted toward the one on my waist to tap on you and indicate to you to let me walk on my own.

@✶ kim youngdae Ah, I see- *notes while finding it interesting how we both tolerate different kinds of attraction, how I would take this spinning one over the rollercoaster any day*
Oh? You haven't eaten?? *not being one to eat breakfast or first thing i wake up, I was fine as its my usual self and I don't realize you could be affected from no food, unlike me. I quickly nod at your suggestion and just then glimpse the crowded diner*
Yes, we should. I haven't eaten either, its about time my brain senses it needs food too. Lets go. *my hand naturally remain glued to your side as we walk up to the diner, not realizing how ridiculously close we look nor do I care, currently worried about your lightheadedness*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ Yeah, maybe I just don’t do well with rides that spins.
/I muttered out an explanation as we exit the attraction premises. Leaning against you for support, my eyes followed a certain crowd to see a crowded themed diner before us.
Either that or I’m hungry.
/rubbing the pressure point on my temple, I could feel my stomach grumbling as I skipped breakfast in order for us to reach the area early. Glancing down at my watch to look at the time, it was certainly time for brunch. My eyes flickered towards you with the question.
What to you think? Shall we pause to eat? If so, at the diner?

@✶ kim youngdae *noticing how you don't seem really focused and still on your seat, I sensed something was off but I pushed that away and helped you up on your feet only to get my senses confirmed when you almost stagger and I quickly wrap my arm around your waist and lift you up to straighten you and anchor you with my body as we carefully step off the ride*
You okay? Wanna sit?

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /being in a daze after the ride finally come to a stop, I realised I’m not really good with spinning rides as it muddled up my brain afterwards. Blinking several times as I try to catch my breath, my eyes flickered up towards you when I saw you already in your feet when were released from the safety bar. Tilting my head down to look at the hand you extended out towards me, I lifted a hand to take yours, getting you to assist me out from the seat as I held another hand to my head, trying to calm the dizziness down.
That was something indeed.. phew.. I feel a bit dizzy.
/giving a rather delayed response, I used you as a strong support as I stagger my way towards the exit route.

@✶ kim youngdae *feeling your hand on my own, I peek my eyes open momentarily but quickly close them before I could have a good look at you due to how everything is spinning. Once the ride comes to a halt, my chest heave up and down rapidly to overcome the rush of adrenaline, noticing the obvious difference in my anxiety level between this ride and the previous one, being much less*
That was something- *chuckles as the bars are lifted up and I can get up from my seat and hop off the ride, this time reaching my hand to you to help you out*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /liking the breeze on my face as the ride begun, I looked down at the overview of the park as our seats swing and rotate from side to side. hearing nothing from you until the highest point, I chuckle when I finally heard you scream to which I placed a hand over yours as if to indicate that I’m here with you and there’s nothing to worry about. Masking your scream with my excited one, adrenaline rushes through me again, with the sounds of scream dying down as the ride is coming to an end.

@✶ kim youngdae *my breath hitches rather audible as I heave in a deep inhale, indicating my desperate attempts in self-composure and control at how you admit that so easily, despite me knowing and /seeing/ how blushing you are. Once the safety is around us, I hold onto the bar and hope it does /feel/ as mild as it looks. Till that's proven, my heart picks up anxious pace and I tighten my hold of the bar as I feel the ride starting, sending us to one side high then other in gradual increase that peeks soon and I hold myself not to scream again but once we reached highest point and we dropping down again, the seat rotate fast and can feel my legs dangling in this one too and thus I can't hold my scream any longer*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /watches the exaggerated shudder of you, the corners of my lips widened into a smile that I couldn’t contain a chuckle. Upon covering my face with my hand, I noticed you grumbling with a shake of your head as I listened to you before realising the impact of my little movement.
Then stop making me blush-
/I blurted out my inner thoughts before pursing my lips again. Feeling embarrassed, I hastened our walk until we reach the line. When it is finally our turn to board the ride, I sat down beside you, waiting for the staff to help us with the safety precautions before my arms wrapped over the bar, leisurely looking around the set up of the attraction and waiting for the ride to start..

@✶ kim youngdae Scary. *playfully exaggerate a visible shudder at the lawyers part then blink when you cover your face yet again and thats exactly how all that started, to which I grumble and shake my head*
Stop being cute or we are not to try any other rides- *let you tug me ahead and take the lead of us again after pinning you moments ago. Reaching the line of the attraction, it's not as long as other more crazier looking attraction which makes us hop on the ride faster. I sit down and wait for the safety bar to close over us*

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /flickering my eyes open and towards you when I felt you leaning backwards, I glanced off to the side with pursed lips, still not used to you referring to me as ‘cute’.
Then you’ll hear from my lawyers
/taking the opportunity to tease you, I chuckled softly. Staggering towards the public space again when I felt your pull, I quickly cover my heated cheeks with my free hand, not wanting others to see how flushed you made me feel, both biologically and emotionally. Looking ahead to where you pointed to, I turned my head towards you and gently tug you towards the attraction to get in line.
Let’s go then.

@✶ kim youngdae *chuckles breathlessly at your response and I take my forehead off yours to be able to gaze at your face with plastered smile on my face*
You are cute. I know. But I wanted to? Sue me. *unwraps my arms from around your waist almost as fast as I trapped you here to pull you out the spot and immediately point at an attraction ahead of us, showing I multitasked before "attacking" you. The attraction is a curve going right-left/higher and lower with rotating seats*
That one looks....mild-

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /relying on the cabinet to keep myself standing, I shifted closer towards the surface and pulled you along, trapping your hands between my back and the wall. Fluttering my eyes close, I tilted my head and pressed against your lips when I feel the suction on my tongue, greedily tasting you. When I felt the kiss broken, I heave heavily to reclaim the lost air. Feeling that you are doing the same while I felt your forehead pressing against mine, I quietened down my breathing to hear your words before gulping, feeling fuzzy inside.
You can get that anytime-
We don’t have to come here for that-

@✶ kim youngdae *feeling your arms shifting from my waist to my neck, I slip my other arm to join my other one around your slimmer middle to hold onto you tightly, thrill filling me up and send my heart thudding against our pressed chests and while I gasp softly to rubbing our tongues to each other, I can't help but taken to the thrill of being on the rollercoaster and how very comparable the rush is. Eventually, I catch your tongue to le on for the few seconds Im struggling for air in before I had to break the kiss to gasp in deep breath and pant while I press and rub my forehead against yours, speaking breathlessly*
Definitely my most favorite rollercoaster, stealthily kissing you.

@❅ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /my back arches slightly for your hand to slip through as I press my hips against yours, tilting my head to the opposite direction to meld our lips together in a rhythmic way. Hearing the sounds of our audible lips smack as I feel us going over each other’s brims, I peeked my heavy eyes out to catch the look on your face. Adjusting my arms and slinging them over your shoulders, I tightened my hold of your shoulders, kissing you with increased passion before parting my lips and slipping my tongue out to tease your wet muscle by you.

@✶ kim youngdae *sensing no protest from your side but your arms around my waist and pulling me close instead, I relax fully against you, my forearm on the surface beside your head and my fingers onto your hair while my other hand slip behind your back to circle your lower back and press you against me impossibly closer as I kiss you passionately, tilting my head to mold my lips with yours and a hum leave me as I on each tier leisurely, totally intoxicated*