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@son hyunwoo /with our eyes having met, I feel a little breathless to hear such a word come from your mouth about me, though I'm left nibbling at my bottom tier while deep inside the sentiment leaves me in knots before you even speak out the second time; with the feeling of your length at my entrance, I gasp out, breathy when I reply and then quickly turn my face away to hide within your pillow/ I love you too, Hyunwoo-yah... /the movements only feed the knot in my stomach like a lump of hot lead; and I bite down upon the pillow in my hold to keep from crying out, my moans muffled against the linen as you fill me up so completely/ H-Hyunnie-- please move. Please. I n-need you. /the soft stammer leaves my lips as I drop my back, popped up and hips pushed back against you so that the globes of my cheeks fill up your lap/

@kim donghyun *catching your eye when you glance over your shoulder, i nod, mumbling softly* yes, perfect *my hands reach out, caressing your cheeks, as i shift closer, one hand finding my , pressing my length between your crack, my slick shaft running up and down a few times before my thumb guides the tip, pushing it against the tight ring of muscles that guard your entrance* i love you, hyung *whispering to you, i slowly, the head of my member invading you, your walls squeezing me so tight that i groan, pausing to collect myself* damn, hyung - you feel so good *my hands grab your cheeks, pulling them apart, as i shove myself into you, only stopping once i'm encased by your walls, my body pressing against you, your hole hugging the base of my member. bending over your back, i trail kisses over your shoulder blades, murmuring against your pale skin, my voice a little breathless* tell me when i can move, hyung

@son hyunwoo /though your request catches me off guard, not expecting you to want me any other way than this, I oblige, moving my legs from around you my back arched as I slide toward my side on the bed, the curves of my hips and lower body all the more obvious before I get toward my stomach; with chest down on your bed and my hips held up in the air to keep my from the friction of your bed sheets, I rest my weight at my chest and knees and lift my head to look over my shoulder, along the line of my back/ Like this, Hyunnie... ? /the sight of you behind me and the sound of your voice make me a little sheepish, my face flushed as I reach for your pillow to draw it close against my chest, my hips swaying just a little in the air and curve of my round prominent in front of you/

@kim donghyun *when you spread your legs, exposing your most intimate spot to me, i nod my head, finding words superfluous in this moment. knowing i want to see your face when you come, i remind myself that we can change positions later because now i want you on your stomach, your in the air, so i can bury myself deep inside you* roll over for me, hyung *watching you, i imagine your , my big hands gripping each cheek, spreading them apart, and i swallow hard, waiting for you to get comfortable. on my knees, i pump my a few more times, almost as if i'm trying to distract myself because my shaft has been hard for a while, the lube making it glisten in the dim light, the head already swollen, drops of pre- collecting at the tip* hurry, hyung - *my voice is shaky, my need obvious as the bed creaks when i shift myself, settling behind you*

@son hyunwoo /the moment passes by both too quickly and too slowly, and as I peer up at you with sweat already beginning to bead at my hairline and my body flushed, visibly showing you my desires as clearly evident on my skin as I feel them; when you reach for the lube I shift on the bed, rising up a little on my elbows to peer up at you and watch as your fingers over your length/ I am, Hyunnie... I'm so ready for you. /murmuring softly, I bring a hand up to bury my fingers within your hair, brushing through your locks as you bend to kiss my heated skin and I whimper softly at your affections before I lie back down, my body uncertain where to hold itself in the moment but knowing that more than anything I want you, and my legs slowly fall open, thighs wide and body blooming for you/ Take me-- please... I need you.

@kim donghyun *hearing the urgency in your voice, your lips brushing over mine, i gasp when your walls clench around my fingers, my body shifting as i hover over you. when you cling to me, your hands squeezing my shoulders before your fingers tease over my body, finally coming to rest on the bed again, i can't help but shiver, my body on fire every where you touch me. oblivious to our surrounds, my members forgotten, i slowly pull my fingers out, my hand fumbling around, looking for the lube. watching your face, i don't speak, i simply pour some of the lube in the palm of my hand, my fingers curling around my as i begin to myself, wanting to do as much as i can to be sure that i don't hurt you* are you ready, hyung? *panting softly as i wait for your response, i lean down, scattering a few kisses over your torso, enjoying the taste of your skin*

@son hyunwoo Take me, Hyunnie... please, take me. /murmuring against your lips, the feel of that third finger sends a visible shudder through me and my walls flex about your fingers, gripping the bundle of digits as if trying to pull more within myself, all too eager for the feel of your in their place and for our bodies to be joined in that way/ You have me, I swear... ohh God I swear. /heated whispers rise from my lips as I cling to you, my hands leaving your cheeks to come to your shoulders and rest there, giving them a small squeeze beneath my palms before dragging down over your chest and my body falling back to the mattress, the bed creaking audibly beneath me and making me wince as I worry about your members overhearing the noise/ Just please take me... make me yours.

@kim donghyun *your kiss sends what feels like a jolt of electricity through me, and i do my best to keep our connection, even as my fingers press against your sensitive walls. groaning when you capture my lower lip, teasing it with your tongue, i make no effort to move away from you, even as my lungs begin to burn. when you release me, i take a deep breath, rewarding my beleaguered body with air, my eyes growing darker when i hear you call my name* i can't wait much longer, hyung - i need you so badly *my voice is closer to a whine, my desire palpable, as i add a third finger, pushing my digits inside you, imagining your heat wrapped around my . another groan, more like a roar, spills out of me, my chest rising and falling, a tightness already forming in the pit of my stomach* i have to have you

@son hyunwoo /holding your face between my hands, the warmth of your finger buried within the embrace of my inner walls, I arch my back slightly pulling away from the bed and trying to bring myself closer to you in the process/ Hyunnie... /my voice trails off in a quiet whimper, a plea, a silent admission of my need all too quickly from just a single finger; with your second finger within me, I bite my lip to keep from too loudly over the sensation and your request is all too easy to oblige when I'm trying to keep myself quiet; lifting my shoulders from the bed, my stomach tightening up as I pull myself up to press my lips to yours, sloppy and hard but needy, the tip of my tongue swiping across your lower tier and pulling hungrily at it as I feel my heart swelling and tightening within my chest and your lip snaps free of my hold as I struggle to take a breath, almost panting warm against your tiers/ Oh Hyunwoo-yah--

@kim donghyun *when you roll your hips, pushing my finger deeper inside you, i can't stop my groan, your hands framing my face as i watch yours, trying to read your emotions* hyung, i - *not quite sure what i want to say, my own emotions, usually kept well in hand, now a mess, i can only stare at you, wanting you to need me as much as i need you. my finger curls inside you, and after a few moments, i decide to add a second digit, as slick and eager as the first, my eyes never leaving your face as i push both inside you, scissoring them apart, the pads of my fingers skimming over your walls. with some effort, i shift my position, managing to lean over you while my fingers still do their work, my tongue running over my lips, not quite able to reach your mouth* hyung, please - kiss me

@son hyunwoo I'm just happy you think I'm beautiful. /hearing you growl doesn't stop me from moving my foot, needing to brush skin against skin and admiring the fitness of your body as I look down the length of my body to you; and I drag in a breath to slowly fill my chest, needing the oxygen as much as the effort of doing so causes me to almost squirm, just as much as the skimming of the waist of my briefs over my length, it already standing away from my stomach, not quite fully erect but more than ready/ I'm yours, Hyunwoo-yah... you just have to take what's yours. /my eyes meet yours, falling shut so briefly when you kiss my lips again, and I groan just audibly for us two as I feel your hand at my balls, my body just having been in need of attention/ H-Hyunnie... I will, just-- /my lashes flutter and my lids fall over my eyes as I feel your fingers brushing around my entrance before one finds entrance as I relax, inviting you inside as I lift my hands to rest them on your shoulders, needing that connection to you and slowly bringing my hands up to gather your face between my palms as I roll my hips a little too eagerly down against your touch/ Omomo...

@kim donghyun *teasing me with your foot, running it along my thigh as i kneel by the bed, i growl softly, hoping you realize that you're playing with fire* i'll gladly take them off of you, hyung *when you lift your hips willingly, i pull your form-fitting briefs off, making sure to lift the waistband carefully over your , already growing hard. i rise to my feet briefly, my eyes drinking in the vision of you lying sprawled across my bed* damn, hyung, do you know how beautiful you are? *running my hand down your side, savoring the curve of your waist, i lean over you, pressing a kiss to your lips, teasingly fleeting, my mind already elsewhere* i want you to be mine in every way, hyung *stealing another kiss, i return to my original position, settling on my knees between your legs. my hand finds your balls, weighing them in my palm, giving them a squeeze before i free them, reaching for the lube. making my fingers slick, i allow my digits to dance around your hole, rubbing against your tight heat, my tongue running over my mouth unconsciously* tell me if i hurt you, hyung - i'd never want that *my first finger, insistent, slips inside you, fighting past your taut muscles, as i bury it between your walls*

@son hyunwoo I want you, Hyunnie-- /the motions of your hands, your admiration of my body, leaves me breathless and I bury a hand within your hair, the dyed locks gripped between my fingers as I hold your head to my chest and I find myself rocking my hips against your thighs in need of something more/ Omo-- /my body hits the mattress, hand slipping from your hair and my arms rising above my head as I lie out, a little stunned, my chest covered in a florid red lace of lust, and my back arches from the bed as you hold my legs and pull me close/ Does my hungry bear like my legs? /my eyes are dark, desire banked within them as I let you drag me down on the bed and I can feel the little spots that soil my briefs grow cool where they touch my skin, my pre staining the soft fabric; my legs move with your every urging, though I use my feet to touch your hip, the side of my bare foot skimming down against the outside of your thigh before I heed your request and lift my hips from the bed/ You can have anything you want, Hyunwoo-yah... take them off of me.

@kim donghyun *your breathless voice assures me that you approve of my actions, my hands caressing your hips, keeping you close to me* do you like that, hyung? do you want more? *smiling at you, my eyes half-lidded, i scatter soft kisses over your chest, only stopping when i reach your other , my mouth leaving it as erect and swollen as the first* your skin is so soft *mumbling against your bone, i look up, my eyes greedy for you. pushing you off my lap, your back hitting the mattress, i fall to my knees, my hands reaching out to grip your calves, dragging you to the edge of bed* your legs - i want to kiss every inch of them *my lips press against the sensitive skin of your inner thighs, peppering you with kisses as i spread your legs apart, making room for myself. feeling around on the bed, i find the lube, leaving it close so i can grab it when i'm ready. my lips, i lean closer, nuzzling your clothed member, the thin cotton of your pretty brief making me swallow hard when i see that it's spotted with your pre-release* as much as i love them, i want these briefs gone, hyung. lift your hips for me, okay?

@son hyunwoo Probably not, Hyunwoo-yah... /murmuring quietly as I come closer toward you, my voice is soft as I peer down at myself and watch as you brush the pad of your finger along my waistband; and the feel making me bite my lip to stay quiet even before you pull me toward your lap/ I have more like them... /my voice trails off and I bring my arms about your neck, holding myself close to you; with your lips coming toward my I tip my head back, the sensation bringing a heat to the pit of my stomach already and the flick causing me to gasp audibly; I bring one hand to my lap, biting down on my finger to keep from at the sensation and a muffled whimper leaving me instead/ H-Hyunnie...

@kim donghyun *when i see your underwear, i swallow hard, my voice low, a hint of amusement in it* i guess boxers isn't really the right term to use for what you're wearing, is it? *my finger runs around the waistband of your briefs, teasing your skin* i do like them, though - very much. they seem to accentuate your curves, hyung *sitting down next to you, i reach over, dragging you onto my lap, one of my hands grabbing the waistband again, giving it a gentle snap. words seem useless to me at this point, my body leaning toward yours, my lips latching onto one of your s, on it til i feel it growing against my mouth, my tongue giving the swollen nub a hard flick*

@son hyunwoo I like that plan a lot. /when you grab for the hem of the shirt, I lift my arms slowly, allowing you to take it off and expose skin that I had attempted to hide, almost bloodlessly pale, toned from physical exercise but far from muscular beside my biceps and the visual matching with my thick thighs and round filling out the borderline feminine briefs on my body/ Of course, Hyunwoo-yah. /at your request I move toward the edge, rising up a little on my knees in hopes the view might be a little more flattering of my figure and showing off curves that, if it weren't for a relatively flat chest might look feminine/ I'm glad you like what you see. No one has really seen this lately.

@kim donghyun *as i wander back to the bed, i smile when i see your tongue running over your lips, hoping it's a sign that you approve of what you see* that was my plan, hyung *chuckles, grabbing the hem of the tshirt you're wearing* i may be hungry, but i have enough patience left to get your clothes off *lifting the tshirt off over your head, i toss it aside, my eyes watching as it flutters to the ground, landing on top of my own discarded garments* scoot to the edge of the bed for me, hyung *nods, holding my hands out to you in case you want some assistance* we need to get those boxers off of you too *leaning closer, my eyes stray over your pale skin, appreciation evident in my eyes* you really are beautiful, hyung

@son hyunwoo /when you leave my arms I find myself a little colder in the moment, though I shift to rise up a little on my elbows and my gaze follows you as you move, looking at the way the light plays over your skin and your toned and muscled body all too deserving of admiration; when you find a tube of lube in the chest of drawers in the room, my brows rise toward my hairline and I bring myself to sit up, hands resting on the bed at either side of my hips/ A very lucky day indeed. /smiling, I move from sitting up to come onto my knees, almost missing the sight of you stripping out of your sweats and your endowments leave me swallowing a lump in my throat in sudden surprise, my tongue threading between my lips before I whisper quietly/ Is my hungry bear going to undress me?

@kim donghyun your wish is my command, hyung *slipping out of your embrace, i rise to my feet, standing over you for a moment, my skin glowing in the dimly lit room. heading over to the door, i check it again to make sure it's locked before i head over to a chest of drawers that rests against the back wall, rummaging around in it, a smile brightening my face when my fingers curl around a tube of lubricant* it's our lucky day, hyung *slipping off my sweat pants, my boxers soon following, i return to the bed, comfortable in my birthday suit, waving the lube like it's a prize i've won on a music show* come on, hyung *sitting on the edge of the bed, i smirk* time to get you undressed too

@son hyunwoo That's the one thing I wouldn't be fickle about, Hyunw-- /your kiss, as much as your touch, manages to steal my breath and my words before I can finish my thoughts yet again; swallowing the lump in my throat when your lips leave mine I look up at you/ And if I said I didn't know if I could wait... if I could be patient enough to wait for things to be "perfect" with you? /my eyes are a little unfocused, almost verging on wild as I peer up at you with my own heart pounding in my chest/ I wish for you... that's what I wish for, whatever that means. /tipping my head up a little, I steal another kiss from you, my own lips being the more eager this time as I pull at your mouth, an audible pop of saliva following the separation a moment later and my tongue briefly pressing to the corner of my lips as I struggle to catch my breath/

@kim donghyun *my eyes watch you as you settle yourself under me, a flicker of passion igniting in their depths when your leg hugs me, a little thrill running through me when i feel the sole of your foot skimming over my well toned calf* you can be fickle about whatever you like, hyung - except for how you feel about me *even as i kiss you, trying to stifle any cries so my band members won't get too curious, i can feel my heart pounding a little harder when i hear your whimper, pleased to know that my touch excites you. catching your upper lip, i tease along it's outline with my tongue before i set it free, breaking the kiss, though my mouth lingers over yours, our breath mixing* i think you should have your wish, hyung - if you'll tell me what it is

@son hyunwoo I always thought fire could be rather pretty. /a soft murmur in reply is all I offer as I squirm a little beneath you, shifting to lie square beneath you while bringing my knee up, hooking a foot over the back of your leg and letting the sole of my foot brush against your calf/ You'll learn your hyung is very fickle, and only knows one thing for certain-- /before I can finish my thought, I feel your fingertips so close to the sensitive peak beneath the fabric of your shirt on my body, and your lips meet mine; a soft whimper sounds from my tiers against your lips to be swallowed up within your kiss; my back arches from the bed as I try to bring myself closer to you, already far too eager for your touch/

@kim donghyun you're playing with fire, hyung *my voice is low, the words whispered against your cheek, your arms draped around my neck, keeping me close to you* who told me that we should wait? who didn't want to be selfish? is it the same hyung who is teasing this poor bear now? *without waiting for an answer, i slip a hand under the hem of the shirt you borrowed from me, my fingers ghosting over your skin, only stopping when they reach your chest, my forefinger and thumb plucking at one of your s, smothering any cry you might make with a kiss, my mouth pressing against yours a little roughly, my lips pulling on yours with a soft, smacking sound, my thumb flicking your before my fingers slip over, giving your other some attention*

@son hyunwoo Hmm? /feigning innocence, a little gasp leaves my lips when you push me toward my back and I lie on your bed beneath you, my eyes meeting yours and a playful smile on my lips/ I don't doubt that whatever happens, I'll have a good memory of it because it will be with you. /with you tenderly fixing my fringe, I bring my arms up, slinging them carefully about your neck to hold onto you and tipping my head up a little, my expression almost coquettish as I lie beneath you/ You say that like I could dream of not feeding my hungry bear, when I think that's already all I want to do. /the corner of my lips tucks into my cheek and my eyes are hooded as I peer up at you/ But I'm teasing you now, aren't I?

@kim donghyun *your thighs heat my skin when they brush against my legs, and i look at you with confusion buried in my eyes* i thought - don't tempt me, hyung *taking a deep breath, i push you down on your back, my body hovering over you. throwing my thigh over your legs, i trap you between me and the mattress, my eyes seeking out yours* i don't want your memory of our first time to be hurried or awkward or even painful, hyung *supporting myself on my elbow, i reach over with my free hand, straightening your fringe, a hint of a smile lifting the corners of my mouth* i want you to have a good memory of your hungry bear - which will encourage you to feed me well and often

@son hyunwoo I do. I want you to want me, Hyunwoo-yah. /whispering quietly, I don't think twice about letting those choice words leave my lips while I feel more of my skin being bared, the hem of your shirt rising up a little and my bare waist pressing against you/ If you really wanted a taste, I wouldn't deny you one. /my voice is barely even a whisper before I tip my head up, feeling the sort of nervous jitters over something new being overpowered by a desire I know I should be able to much more easily set aside while my thigh brushes against yours once again, almost as if coaxing you to touch me even while I say that we shouldn't/ I'll try to make sure I can keep this hungry bear well fed.

@kim donghyun *feeling you trembling against me, i have to swallow hard, repeating a little chant in my head 'cuddles, cuddles, cuddles', though i know i would give into you so easily - and willingly - if you ask me to* ah, you like my impatience? that's good to know because i think you'll experience it a lot, hyung *my nose nudges your cheek before i press a kiss against your soft skin* i already want you, and i have a feeling once i get a taste, i'm only going to want you more *laughing softly, i tilt my neck when you plant a kiss there, your lips warming my throat* so be prepared for a hungry bear, hyung

@son hyunwoo Then tonight we cuddle. /the brush of your lips against my ear is enough to send a shiver down my spine while I hold myself to you; dipping my head down, I snuggle a little closer and come to brush my lips against your collar as if about to tuck myself beneath your chin and away from the risk of being lured into wanting more than I already do/ Is it wrong that I like that about you? I like the thought of you wanting to be with me that... much. /a soft laugh leaves my lips and I tip my head up, nuzzling against your throat in the process and kissing your neck/ Be impatient with me, Hyunwoo-yah. We'll get everything we need tomorrow.

@kim donghyun *my hand, once you free it, slips over to rest against your hip, giving it a squeeze, my eyes shutting when your lips skim fleetingly over mine, the contact gentle* then, here in my dorm, let's just enjoy being together tonight *my chest expands when your hand ghosts over my bare skin, the warmth of your finger tips leaving a trail down the center of my torso. leaning closer, i whisper to you, my lips barely touching your ear* tonight we don't need anything more, but tomorrow, i want to get all the things that we'll need to make love...including something special for you to wear *chuckles* i can be an impatient bear sometimes