@♡﹕ cho seungyoun. I’ll try my best. Though, it’s hard to know if I’m missing out on an opportunity if I don’t even know the opportunity exists in the first place. But yeah it has been. I can’t even explain why or where it came from. Maybe because I’ve been in a cuddly mood? Regardless, you’re talking to someone who (unfortunately) overthinks everything skdjdkdndj
I won’t lie that’s more confusing…but somehow also makes perfect sense? I guess I’m just not used to the word hot being used to describe me, in any way. I don’t think of it as bad though, just different *^* but I like it, like I’m actually blushing and trying so hard to not get shy again jdbdjfjfjf
@♡﹕ alexaundra schneiderman. yeah, it's good to take your time. that's true. just don't take too much time and miss out on your opportunities, y'know? and of course i'm gonna mention the lap thing. :] it's something you've been wanting and thinking about for a while, right? and it's so easy i swear!! if you're bold enough to dance in public or for the internet, i know you got this!! just don't over think it, yeah? :D
also, i didn't mean to imply that you don't think you're hot or attractive and stuff. i meant it more so like you don't see it like i do because you're you and you can't see it like i do. because the way i find you hot isn't just like an "oh, she's physically or emotionally attractive" kind of thing. i don't know how to explain it in good words, but i guess what i mean is i find you... hot overall?? idk, not good with explaining my thoughts like this, but i didn't mean anything bad by it, don't worry.
@♡﹕ cho seungyoun. hey now just because i was scolded, if i really didn't want to i wouldn't have- or swiped on someone else. i'm still getting to know everyone you know? i haven't gotten close enough to anyone yet, and i'd rather be friends first anyway. i don't want to rush into anything. not you mentioning the lap thing though I- i didn't expect that help dfkjhbfdks how can i be bold if i'm SHY fdkjhbdfsk :pensive: I'm working on it- honestly though? i probably don't see it the way you do :sweats: it's not that i don't think i'm attractive because i know i am, and i know i bring a lot to the table. i get shy and flustered easily but i /do/ know i bring something to the table for my future partner...I just also acknowledge that there's more attractive people and definitely way more experienced than me. it probably doesn't help than i can be a bit oblivious most of the time when it comes to myself fkjhbfdk
@♡﹕ alexaundra schneiderman. not the scolding being a main part in you swiping. :sob: i wanted you to swipe when you felt like it and on someone you were fr feeling. not just a potential friend, you know? friends are nice, but how are you going to find a lap to sit on if all you do is swipe with friendly intentions? :pensive: be BOLD, bbg. also, you're pretty hot too, imo. feel like you don't see it like i do tho.
@♡﹕ cho seungyoun. That was the main part tbh, but also every interaction we’ve had so far has been positive and so I figured if nothing else I’d make a new friend and (hopefully) get over my apprehension to swiping. Not to mention anyone can see you’re hot djbdjfbfbdbf
