@‡ Jiyong Haku felt better playing his guitar. He continue to play alittle longer then he heard footsteps. He didn't know where they are coming from. He stopped playing he crawl out of his nook and look around."um a-anyone here." He called out as footsteps got a bit louder.
@‡ Haku Jiyong had been stressed all day with dealing with so much drama. Nothing was working out today, but he wouldn’t give up. Instead, he’d think everything through and make a decision. Grabbing a drink, he walked out into the lavish gardens where he always felt at peace and could think. When he heard music, he followed it and listened.
After Haku got what he needed for his guitar and being able to carried it around. He was in the garden first time seeing beauty anyway. Haku felt a peace and walk around for a while. Then found a little nook it had every color of hydrangeas. Haku decided to make his special place sat in the area holding his guitar and began playing letting the melodies play as it relaxes Haku.
@‡ Yutaro /nods as I rub your back soothingly, shushing you as I try to explain/
Yu babes. I’m going through a lot mentally speaking right now. It’s not the pregnancy… I just… there’s just a lot for me to process. It’s not you or the pregnancy. It’s something else, okay?
@‡ Jungkook /sits on the grass, my legs on either side of me and my shoulders dropping at your words, unable to decipher if you're kidding since we're both being serious just a few minutes ago/
K-Kookie. . . I-I thought you're okay with it. . .
/pouts softly, tearing up yet again/
A-Are you sure you're okay?
/bites my lip, feeling guilty yet again at your words/
I'm really sorry. . .
/pulls my hand away and rubs my eyes, unable to stop crying at this point and keeps my head down/
I'm so sorry. . .
@‡ Yutaro /smiles ever so slightly when you take my hand, kissing the back of your palm/ of course I’ll come with you. But… I… I need some time. Just for a little bit. Then I promise I’ll be here to support. Just a day even.
/ruffled your hair teasingly/ okay cutie?
@‡ Jungkook It's okay. . .
/bites my lip at your words, tearing up again at how relieved I feel but also at how kind you are/
T-Thank you, Kookie. Your words mean so much. I felt so guilty about my own decision. . .
/takes your hand in mine and bows as I move to face you siting on my heels/
Thank you so much for understanding.
/smiles as I sniffled, rubs my eyes/
Uhmm, I don't know how to get the medicine. W-Will you come with me to the doctor so that we can talk to them?
/blinks, spacing out and remembering something before calming down/
Right sorry. I just blanked. I do know a doctor who could help us with the process. We’ll have to talk to them further but there are different sorts of methods of delaying or finishing a pregnancy. Either through longer term medication or a slightly riskier surgery. It… the surgery hurts… a lot…
/voice grows softer/
It’s okay if you aren’t ready. You’re young. And this was unexpected. Its… it’s okay. I will support you. I uh suggest that you do the medicine though since the baby is fairly “new” in your body.
And if you don’t wanna be a parent that’s also fine. Not everyone is cut out for it nor wants to be one you know~
@‡ Jungkook /hears your words and tear up, feeling so relieved at your words/
T-Thank you, Kookie. . . I-I was so scared that you'll be mad. . .
/sniffles, rubs my eyes/
I'm so sorry as well. I wanted to be ready but thinking about the baby, I-I just can't. . . I'm not ready for it.
/pulls the sleeves of my hoodie, using the end of it to wipe my tears/
I don't even think I'll ever want to be a parent. I just can't do that. . .
/lets out a deep breath/
B-But now, how do we like, go on about not continuing the pregnancy? Do you I need to go to a doctor or something?
/looks a bit shocked at the question/ I mean… I’ve always wanted a child. But I don’t think I’m ready for a relationship. I’m going through a lot of things… on the inside. But either way. I’ll love the baby if you kept it. And it’s your body. Don’t feel guilty if you’re not ready because if YOU feel you’re not ready, then you most likely aren’t.
And that’s honestly oky. Because you’re really young. And this was unexpected too.
I would be willing to go either way…
@‡ Jungkook /lets you lead us out in here and goes under one of the trees and sits down the grass/
I just need to gather my thoughts first.
/bites my lip, takes a deep breath and lets it out, squeezing your hand in mine as if I'm looking for some support/
U-Uhmm, about the baby. . . do you want to keep it?
/keeps my gaze down my lap, pulls my hand back and ends up fiddling with the hem of my hoodie/
@‡ Changkyun [H] *when you hold up your hand, making your vow, i find it so adorable that i find it hard to speak for a moment, my head filled with images of you safely stowed away in my pocket so i can spend every moment with you*
*once you bite into a slice of the pizza, i manage to control myself, clearing my throat, taking a bite of the pizza myself after you're finished, cheese and grease ending up on my plump lips*
*cleaning myself up with a napkin, i blink when you tell me i'm a big part of your world, nodding my head*
if you could be 100% percent of my world, you would be, kyunnie, but i know i still need to be able to function - - you know, like walk down the street without bumping into people and stuff - - but my brain, some days it feels like you really are all i can focus on, and i like it. it's nice to have someone else to think about and care about and worry about and love.
*laughs when you answer my question* i am a pup, aren't i? so you have a dog now. but i like both dogs and cats, so maybe we can get a cat together some day. a little version of my kitten *grins*
*when you take your turn, i have to think for a little while* honestly, not much scares me. i try to stay calm and collected if i can. i guess being startled can scare me for a second or two, but that's really not a true fear *looks sheepish* i guess the only thing that scares me right now is disappointing you, kyunnie.
that and maybe being attacked by a huge hoard of spiders - -
Oh. Okay.
/nods and goes to the room/
You'll probably see the test immediately too but like, we can terminate it if you're not ready. I won't force to have a baby if we're not ready for it.
/smiles sadly/ it’s not that I don’t want the babies. I want to know though so we can plan accordingly. Together. And we just go to the room of pregnancy rules.
O-Okay. . .
/gets up from the ground/
It's okay. This is important. You wouldn't want babies with someone you don't know that well.
/looks up at you/
Where do we do the test?
/after all of the chaos in the main room, I decided to walk out in here to decompress a bit/
I really still can't stand too much people around me. . .
/sits under a tree, watching the fishes in the pond/
@‡ Hyunwoo Right? Carry me around in a bag or something. I’m cute. I can fit into your pocket.
Holds up my hand and gives you a serious look.
I, changkyun, will take full responsibility of hyunwoo gets heart problems in the future!
Opens my mouth wide to bite a chunk of the pizza, the cheeze stretching from my lips as I chew fast to keep up with it, looking like a squirrel.
Black and white for clothes and blue for your favorite. Actually same. I don’t wear green— that’s a pretty solid reason for liking blue. You know? The ocean makes up more than 70 percent of the world? That’s how I feel about you. You’re now a big part of my world , hyunwoo.
Mmmmmmm I prefer my hyunwoo. Kidding- I like cats. They can be really independent. I’ve never had a dog before so I can’t say? My turn. What are you scared of? Like really really scared of?
@‡ Changkyun [H] that's a relief - - it's nice to know i have my own personal rescuer around
of course, my rescuer is also the reason i might collapse, so it only seems fair that you take responsibility for me.
*when you turn to face me, i smile as you drag the tray of food over, my eyes lighting up with i see the chicken*
*nodding when you mention that you want pizza, i pick up a slice, holding it to your lips, my eyes soft*
*i tear off a piece of the chicken leg when you offer it to me, my lips* yummy - -
my favorite color? i prefer black and white when it comes to clothes, but my favorite color is actually blue.
blue always seems so calm and peaceful - - stable - - and it appeals to me.
plus it's the color of the ocean - - really most bodies of water, in general, and as a swimmer, i love to be around water.
now it's my turn - - i'll start off easy. which do you prefer, dogs or cats?
@‡ Hyunwoo Lucky you, I know CPR. I’m a certified hyunwoo rescuer.
Chuckles, forcing myself to get up from the comfortable position and turns to look at you. My hands move to drag the tray of food between us, the movie playing in the background.
Feed me pizza.
mumbles as I lift a drumstick to your lips, smiling.
You said you wanted to get to know each other ? Would you like to play 20 questions? We can ask each other ANYTHING. But start small. You know my favorite color is green. What’s your favorite color?
@‡ Changkyun [H] *i smile when you talk about everything you did to prepare for the date, secretly in awe that you did all of this for me, reminding myself to go all out the next time i plan a date for you so you can feel as happy as i do in this moment*
*i chuckle when you refuse me kisses, shaking my head* all right - - my heart will just keep racing. if i pass out, you'll just have to give me mouth to mouth.
*for a few moments, when i lean into you, our bodies pressed together, i remain silent, content just to be in your presence, the food and the movie almost forgotten, but when you tease me about being cheesy, i can't help but smile, giving you a squeeze before i sit up a little, a light in my eye as i nod my head*
i'll be happy to feed you, kyunnie. what would you like to start with?
@‡ Hyunwoo Oh! And I found these really cute lights on eBay. It was sold out Everywhere.
keeps rambling on as I fix the blanket beneath us, thinking of all the things I did today, something I wouldn’t ever do for anyone else, even myself. When you say some kisses will fix your heart, a grin forms on my lips.
… no kisses for you. I want your heart to keep racing and racing!
I groan softly, feeling the warmth against my back as you hug me, my eyes drifting up toward the stars, my mind and heart at peace at this very moment in your arms.
Not silly but cheesy. They did it in the movies I watched, too-
I’ll feed you if you feed me?
@‡ Changkyun [H] *as i listen to you rattle off all the stores, my eyebrows shoot up, and i'm impressed that you've made such an effort for me since i can't remember any time in the past where my partners hadn't expected me to be in charge of any date we might go on*
i don't think i'm having a heart attack, but i do think you're doing crazy things to my heart. some of your kisses should take care of me, though
*i laugh when you begin to press kisses against my palm, falling over willingly when you lay down, scooting closer to you so i can rest my chest against your back, my lips finding the crook of your neck as i settle behind you, one of my arms draped over your hip*
i'm starved. would it be silly to ask you to feed me?
@‡ Hyunwoo My eyes follow you everywhere you go, afraid that if I look away for one second, you’d disappear and It’ll all feel like a dream.
It wasn’t too much trouble.. I found everything at the dollar store. And Amazon… and target and woah-
Blinks when you press my palm against your chest, feeling the pounding of your heart against my hand.
Are you having a heart attack? Should I call an ambulance???
You haven’t???? Well. We’ll watch it today! i really like it. It’s cute and fun. And the songs are catchy.
pulls you palm to my lips after, pressing more kisses onto it to get a one up on you and nudges you over so I can lay next to you as the movie starts to play.
I - but I’m pretty proud of this one. Are you hungry?
@‡ Changkyun [H] *settling on the blankets once you pull me down to join you, i sit cross legged, the array of food unable to entice my eyes away from your face*
i think this is great, kyunnie. that you went to this kind of trouble for me makes me feel amazing *to prove what i'm saying, i grab your hand, pressing it against the center of my chest so you can feel how hard my heart is pounding*
i haven't seen encanto yet, but i've been wanting to see it. to be honest, i love all kinds of movies so you can never go wrong if you take me to see a film.
*lifting your hand off my chest, i nuzzle your palm, pressing a kiss there before i link our fingers again, a silly grin on my face* i think you're pretty good at this dating stuff, kitten
Hello, first I am so glad this rp.is still here! Secondly I was wondering how long some one has to be inactive by on hiatus before I can ask for that character? Thanks
