@† Meto [SH] -grips a bit at your arms again as you draw my gaze to you, smiling softly and then letting my eyes fall closed, kissing you back, my pace slow as I do so, definitely is aware that I have a weakness for deep kisses, among a few other things. rocks my hips lightly to your touch a few times, unable to help myself but easily stills afterward, rubbing over your arms as I continue kissing you back, soft sounds passing from my lips and getting lost in the midst of our kiss-
@† Yusaku [SH] /notices how you soften as I kiss you and makes a mental note to kiss you more
/bites down on the inside of my cheek as you watch my hand and raises your chin to look at me
/keeps with slow, regular and matches lips with you
/pecks your lips again, and again and then goes in for a deeper kiss, humming softly
@† Meto [SH] -lets myself melt some into the kiss, careful though as I'm not sure when you'll be pulling away, some on my bottom lip once you do. looks at you curiously before jolting, your touch catching me off guard, chuckling softly. rests my hands on your upper arms, near your shoulders, holding onto you as I watch your hand move over me, throbbing against your palm-
@† Yusaku [SH] /keeps nipping and kissing your face for a few moments and then stops
... /looks at you, eyes narrowing into mischievous slits
Actually... there is something you could do... /spits on the palm of my hand
/pecks the corner of your lip and reaches down, rubbing your length with my moist hand
@† Meto [SH] - sighs softly but ends up smiling at your actions, tracing back and forth over your lower back as it soothes me, hoping you like the feeling, too, of course-
Well, I'm glad then.
@† Yusaku [SH] No. /hums and swipes my tongue over one of those raised brows of yours
I feel better already /leans in again, this time to nip at that wide smile of yours
/I do feel better, maybe I'll also trying to distract you from what just happened with , nips and kisses
@† Meto [SH] -raises both of my brows, chuckling quietly-
Are you going to tell me what they are? If be more than happy to do what I can to help you feel better.
- smiles widely at you-
@† Meto [SH] -returns the peck, nuzzling noses with you a bit, whispering since we're this close-
Anything I can do to help you feel less embarrassed?
-ends up squeezing your hand now-
@† Yusaku [SH] /smiles at you and I try to feel a bit better, but I wish I didn't show you so any of the sides people usually don't see so frequently; I wish I'd show you more attractive sides of me
/squeezes your hand lightly and leans in, pecking you on the lips
@† Meto [SH] -blinks and tilts my head, just keeping my gaze on you as you turn around. jolts a little when you laugh but smiles, getting up and coming over to you-
Now, what are you so embarrassed about? I'd rather you be honest with me after all.
-smiles and takes your hands down from your face, holding one in mine-
Everything's all good.
@† Yusaku [SH] /nods with great determination and turns back towards you
I'm fine. Fine. Just embarrassed.
... /can't help but let out a sudden laugh
I'm fine /shakes my head and presses my hands to my face
...just embarrassed /repeats
@† Meto [SH] -smiles warmly, the smile staying in place even as you move to stand up, tilting my head with my hands in my lap as I watch you, honestly hoping that you're okay. decides not to bother you or interrupt whatever it is that you have going on at the moment before blinking, the sudden shout startling me and admittedly making me a bit uneasy and concerned all over again-
Mm... Meto... Are you okay?
-stays where I am on the floor, more so sitting now since being on my knees for any longer would make me more sore that I'd like to admit, considering this floor isn't carpeted or holds any cushion at all-
@† Yusaku [SH] /scoffs, my pride hurt
of course I can! /since i've already embarrassed myself this much, might as well go the whole mile/ i just... want you to too...
... /bites down on the inside of my cheek and thinks that's not a terrible solution to what I'm worried about
/realises there are tears dripping down my cheeks and quickly wipes them away before you can see
/lets go of you and stands back up, turning away from you
/stares at the ceiling to stop more of those salty devils from escaping and quickly wipes any that succeed in their prison break
AH! /yells at nothing in particular, trying to blow off some of the embarrassment I'm feeling
@† Meto [SH] [] because he's not usually like this. xD
Meto... baby, just because you first doesn't mean we're done playing. Or can you not take anymore after that first go round?
-rubs over your back, tracing back and forth over the small of your back-
Yes, really. I appreciate the concern but I'm perfectly fine. Although, if you want to play with me more often, I may just have to stop you from . Something like edging but more like denial.
-grins, finding the idea quite appealing and amusing-
@† Yusaku [SH] [] aldkjfalksfjalskdjf meto is in dIsTrEsS and ur saying it's cute asdkfhasdkfjaf
/feels a little better when you squeeze me
.............. /it's embarrassing, it is, but yes- I'm worried cause my stamina doesn't match yours and I feel bad about it/
/chews on the inside of my cheek
...but... i don't want you to not when I play with you... /nevertheless, you are starting to convince me; maybe it's okay if I faster than you, maybe you like that...?/
/sulks when you chuckle but quiet when you say I don't need to worry/
.....
......
........
really?
@† Meto [SH] [] That's so cute and sad at the same time. orz The poor baby. ;w;
-bites back a laugh because I really don't want to accidentally make you feel bad, even more surprised at you with the way our conversation is going, getting both arms around you against and just holding you to me, squeezing you even-
I feel like there's a few moving parts going on here but... are you really worried that just because you first, I won't have enjoyed myself? Besides the fact that this could open the door to something else...
-digresses from the direction my train of thought was taking, wanting to stay on track and address what's going on at the moment-
I do... I can... I'll figure out how to say this. I may take a while, whether it be my stamina or just how I am naturally, as long as you want to play with me, we can play. I mean, if I wear you out first, I do have to say that's more of a compliment to me.
-quiets myself as I feel like I'm about to go off-track again, shaking my head a bit and finally letting out a soft chuckle-
All that rambling aside, all I'm saying is that you don't actually need to worry. There's nothing to worry about. If you want or need help with some stamina training, that's different but, as of right now, and for future reference, I'm satisfied as long as you are.
@† Yusaku [SH] [] i dunno skdjfkhf anxiety build up...? he has always been worried about this with yusaku, just not showed it before- tbh not sure []
/bites down on the inside of my cheek
... /doesn't respond at first, I'm embarrassed, humiliated and angry at myself and I don't want you to see
/doesn't answer your questions either and after a few moments of silence, speaks up again
It's not that. I've seen your videos.
.............. /cue another silence where I can't bring myself to speak
you're so gentle /aka slow/... if I move too fast if I... /I can feel myself dying on the inside already/ too soon /and no, I don't prematurely, but I'm definitely more of a sprinter than a marathon runner - that's why I use toys to make up for my lack of endurance - aaaaah this is so embarrassing I want to sink into a hole and die/
what if you don't enjoy it? /now I'm especially embarrassed, why am I talking and thinking like an inexperienced - I just want to make you happy and I'm clearly overthinking it/
-starts to get a little more concerned when you hold me tighter and make it so that I can't see you, even more so when you hide away against me, worrying that something really did just happen and I kind of missed it. ends up unsure of how to respond at first before cupping your nape and just cradling you, wondering where such a cute side of you has come from but is thankful that I'm graced with being able to see it all the same since I'm quite aware that this is considerably different from how you usually are-
Meto...
-finds one of your hands and slots my fingers between yours, giving your hand a reassuring grip-
I get the feeling that, even if I tell you to do certain things to me or give you the okay to, you'll still be hesitant. I'm okay. I'm a big boy. You might be surprised at what I like and what I can handle.
-rests my cheek to the top of your head, rubbing over the back of your hand with my thumb-
I don't get to look at you now? Did I break you?
@† Yusaku [SH] [] i dunno what's wrong with meto dlgghdflkgjsdlfkgjsg []
/I can feel you struggling to steady your breath, make up for the lack of oxygen from moments ago; I noticed you choking and while there's a small part of me that is worried, there's a much bigger part of me drawing satisfaction from your strained response - unfortunately, there's a dark shadow hanging over that shadow that is me worrying that I'm not doing things the way you like/
/presses my lips into a thin line, unable to speak as I hug you; you try to pull back to look at me but I tighten my hold on you so you can't/
/I can't speak, I think I might get emotional if I try to and that thought both irritates and confuses me - why am I suddenly acting this way? why now? it's so unfitting - it's just going make this worse for you/
... / in a shaky breath and hides my face in the nook of your neck/
... /I need to say something, I need to, or it's just too weird/
I'm- ..I'm ...worried /more like scared, I swallow nervously/
.. that I'm not... doing things the way you like /I hate the lack of confidence I'm showing, I hate it, I hate it and I'm at angry at myself for being this way/
@† Meto [SH] -becomes quite aware at the way your balls twitch against my bottom lip and my chin, the way you throb against my tongue and hollowed out cheeks is a clear sign for what is about to come but still isn't prepared for it when it does, choking a bit at first but ending up just swallowing every drop I'm given, especially as your hips start moving. coughs a bit when you finally pull out, oxygen rushing my lungs as my body becomes more aware now as to just how regulated and tense my breath had been just a few moments ago. blinks when you're suddenly hugging me but smiles and hugs you back, wondering if maybe the way I choked had scared you, whispering to you-
I'm okay... Really, I am.
-smiles softly and just cuddles up to you for a moment before cupping your cheek in my hand, my gaze soft as I look at you, gently stroking your cheek with my thumb-
Are you all right?
@† Yusaku [SH] /the added pressure from your fingers, the feeling of your throat- I'm holding my breath, teeth grit because that last moan was embarrassing
/I'm fighting myself now
/should I...? shouldn't I? but why hold back... well, you did... but that doesn't mean I need to
/before I know it my lungs are announcing their presence, reminding me that I do in fact need to breathe to live; my fingers clench around your hair so that I'm tugging on it painfully now even as I hold you in place
/reluctantly, I gasp for air and in the same breath a hitched, shuddered moan spills out of me... along with something else
/dammit
/holds you still for another two seconds and then starts slowly ing your mouth, riding out my as I my lips, gazing down at you
... /for some reason I feel guilty, lets go of your hair and pulls out
/why do I feel bad? I guess... I want you to feel good, but then I worry that I'm too fast or maybe too pushy, or to aggressive, or or
/I don't get this worried with other people, maybe cause I'm more selfish with them and either don't really care or I know we move at the same speeds
/catches your chin with my hand and gets down on my knees, pulling you into a hug
/I feel guilty now too, cause I know I'm completely breaking the mood but hugging you might make me worry less
/
/this wasn't how this was supposed to go
@† Meto [SH] -notices your expression in response to my reply, unable to not not be fully amused by it, just silently wondering what goes through your head in that instance. feels mighty motivated with your sounds, pretty quiet on my end for the most part, although the way my length is twitching is quite the giveaway. allows myself to peek up at you, when you pitch hightens, shifting a little and pressing my legs together some to relieve a bit of the weight between them. my hands go to the backs of your thighs as I'm kept in place, pretty much holding you to me as you do the same to me, working to even out my breath some, regaining myself in the next instance, as I focus on working my throat around you, swallowing thickly and pressing my nails into your thighs a bit. keeps my eyes closed, taking in your scent again and all, a quick flash of how cute and shy you were around me before we even got here passing through my mind and reminding me how, including your sounds, you're quite cute-
@† Yusaku [SH] ? /surprised when you go along with my joke and shakes my head, getting rid of the very unnatural scenario of me pretending to be your teacher
/gasps when you take me all in, your lighter touches already making me let out stifled moans
/my breath quickens as you work, brows furrowing and I let out a loud, drawled out moan when you bury your face in my crotch
/looks down at you and the sight makes a shiver run down my spine
/grips the desk till my knuckles turn white and my suddenly dry lips
ah- /pants at the way you swallow around me
/unlike you, endurance and composure is not my strong suit and I find myself whimpering in an attempt to restrain myself as you take me in once more, your throat tightening and squeezing my head, basically milking me, coaxing me to
/when your tongue, god, , that tongue, splits
a-aah- /lets out a high-pitched moan, I shudder and my legs feel weak
/I'm not going to release just yet, but , you're doing a number on me
/my thoughts drift back to that game we played once with a few others... where I lost... how embarrassing
/my grip on your hair tightens and, panting, I hold your head in place so you don't pull away
@† Meto [SH] Mm? I don’t think I thought of that initially but, if teacher Meto thinks I need to be put in my place, I won’t go against my teacher.
-peeks up at you when I feel your touch, smiling a bit against your shaft before I have you in my mouth. rests my hands on your thighs as I get myself comfortable and adjusted to you, my eyes falling closed as I feel your touch, humming lowly as I even out my breath. resists touching myself for the time being, just bracing myself with one hand around your base and the other resting on your thigh, gradually working deeper to take you in. ends up taking you all the way in, my face pressed to your groin as I swallow around you, soothed by the feeling of your girth filling up my throat, the swallows slowly paced out. pulls back some to give your head some attention again, proud of just how hard and stiff you are already. opens my eyes and gazes up at you as I take you back in again, my jaw and throat relaxed as I press down and swallow around you again, keeping the same slow pace of swallows as before, my tongue pressing some against your base, split around you-
@† Yusaku [SH] Oh? Maybe you wanted teacher Meto to give you a few spanks? /jokes
/ in air sharply as the wet heat of your tongue circles my head
/more blood starts to rush south, my thighs tensing and without noticing I'm holding my breath as you and my balls
ha.. ah /sighs and rolls my head back, my eyes fluttering shut as the warmth of your mouth envelop my , now fully solid
/by now I think I know you at least a little, and I definitely know your touches are slow, gentle and whether deliberately or not, teasing - quite the contrast to myself
/it takes a lot of self-restraint to not force you down on me
ha... /a hand on your head and leaning forward, the other hand on the desk behind you
@† Meto [SH] -feels quite proud with each sound I earn from you, our minds clearly focused on different things at the moment. eases your clothes down and out of the way once I'm settled on my knees in front of you, over your bare thighs and leaving kisses over them while I'm at it, peeking up at you when I hear your question. pauses and glances around-
Out of the empty rooms, this one seemed the most appealing to me for some reason.
-answers honestly, smiling and drags my tongue back and forth and in small circles around your tip, on it playfully as well. pulls off soon after though, focusing on your balls and underside in the next instance, giving quite firm and hard to your balls as I circle my tongue over them. hums happily at your taste and scent coming over me, my tongue flat against your base as I drag upward toward the head, taking it between my lips and on you much more slowly now, bobbing my head slowly, not bothering to go past halfway just yet-
@† Yusaku [SH] Oh? /immediately looks around for something I can use, already planning in my head how to do it- and only now do I realise what room you brought me to and I bite down a chuckle/
/confused when you guide me to stand, humming faintly at the light kiss
/watches you move slowly lower and lower, my breath hitching when your wet tongue touches my skin
/feels your hand on my and lets out a ually charged sigh, my hips subconsciously pressing oh so slightly against your palm
Hmm /hums, eyes half-lidded and over my lips that are suddenly lonely
... /I want to fulfil your wish, but the thought of you with that wonderful tongue of yours on me is very, very, very tempting
/my indecisiveness paralyses me
/pulls in my lower lip, ling on the piercing at the center of my lower lip and gazes down at you
/runs my fingers gently through your hair and watches you
Why did you choose this room? /asks with a small smirk
@† Meto [SH] -finds myself repeatedly getting lost in the way your mouth feels over my skin. shakes my head a bit when our gazes meet-
Well, the best way for you to make it up to me is to wear me out. I’m sure you can do that.
-nods and hums happily, my thighs tending under your touch-
But why don’t you let me have my turn now?
-guides you to stand, kissing your lips in a light kiss before pressing my lips to your neck, tracing over your skin with my tongue. on a few different patches as my hands work on undoing your pants, sliding a hand in once I have and palming over your length-
Hello, first I am so glad this rp.is still here! Secondly I was wondering how long some one has to be inactive by on hiatus before I can ask for that character? Thanks
