❛☾ ⋮ ooc chat｡

@☪ mingyu k｡ pls I’ve given up on the idea that it’s getting better I’m just trying to sit down on the spiral and not go down anymore :”)

@☾ wonwoo j｡ It's just muddy trenches in a warzone honestly akdkdkdkd and every time you think "hey its finally getting better !!!" It's not getting better

@☪ mingyu k｡ HZHSHSHDHDH that’s too real, we are in fact just all cycling together except we never cycle up just down more

@☾ wonwoo j｡ The collective spiral is a shift in the universe taem and I wrote an entire scientific paper (aka we screamed about it in private) together because it's literally insane how many people are going through it right now

You and me both honey. Thanks for sticking around so long.

I'm so sorry dacre ;;; i hope things improve

Been trying to lift my spirits. I thought I was doing well then I got a phone call and a voicemail my brother is in the hospital. I hope all of us are taking it easy. I need to try to find my muse. I’ve been so quiet here I’m starting to lose it. I hope to hear good news about my brother soon. Definitely definitely rattled me before bed which .

hello loveliessssss

Been having a depression low. Hope people are well this morning

what is this collective spiral

aaaaaaaaaaaaaAaaa

Nevermind, family thinks I’m a nut case …love two sides of the same coin. :) :(

Yeah. I have my parents who have been doing their best to help me. It’s one of those things where everyone agrees “yeaaaah you ed up” but to those that know me, they know I sincerely meant well. They know my character more and that my mistake was NEVER meant to harm anyone or thing…even though in the end it did. And I’m trying to hold onto that - that those who know me know I messed up, but it wasn’t malicious. It was a genuine mistake meant to have good intentions.

Oh honey I'm so sorry -hug-
Do you maybe have someone you can reach out to for some guidance? Like a close friend or acquaintance? I won't pry you for details, but I do hope that there's someone directly in your circle that can help you out.

;(
1) I got terminated yesterday from my teaching job that I loved because I had a no call no show due to my mental health
2) I wanted to surprise my step family (it’s a long story I don’t feel like repeating atm) but the surprise has now (to my dismay has turned to me coming across very selfish (possibly malicious) and that was the very last thing I wanted to put off.

Jennie my dearest what happened?

Are we all just collectively spiraling this month because I think we are all just collectively spiraling

Ugh I’m really selfish, and keep ing up in life… idk what to do

Oh my God guys I JUST realized ten here and ten in the other place........ I'm yelling

Giving you lots of hugs, Gyu!! We hope whatever is causing so much pain will pass soon qmq

Oh honey :hug: I do hope that whatever it is it doesn't ail you for too long.
If you do end up needing a space to vent you can always come to my PMs. I'm nothing if not a good listener

It's physical pain I you not

I can't talk openly about it but I'm just sitting here like :))) eye twitch :))))

huggles gyu I got those feelings before. You wanna talk about it? ;;

Aww, bubs I know the feel all too well ;n; What happened?

Anybody ever get so sad it literally hurts inside your chest?

Weekend was
-dying noises- OKBYE

I swear I yeeted somewhere out there but now I’m here and back and ready to get back on track!
Hopefully maybe pls be nice to me muse skskskk

okay i promise i haven't died the weekend got mega busy and i may or may not have been working on a character profile for another roleplay in between playing mediator/therapist for a few of my friends (kill me now honestly) but sjkdjhsfjh
how was everyone's weekend? i hope that you guys all had /some/ time to yourselves this weekend even if it didn't feel like much <3

I just wanna post here because I have one thing to reply to and I have a private message I need to address. Just sharing that I haven’t lost interest. I’ve had some personal things come up with are keeping me very busy during my days off which is not really allowing me time to relax and recharge to address plotting, and replies. There will be a continued delay, but my interest is still there.

How many do I actively wear? 10