you ever (3:49am thoughts)

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Created Oct 2, 2018 10:49:42

feel like you’re not good enough bc people know that you aren’t but they don’t want to hurt your feelings so they act like they like you or want to try but they don’t

or you think like that when its probably not true but your brain is like “BUT WHAT IF IT IS”

and you make these horrible emo blog posts that nobody wants to read and everyone complains about but you’re kind of an emotional repressed person so the fact that you’re even explaining your emotions to this website is good

but you feel on the inside it’s not because you want help but you want attention and you know other people think that and you start to wonder if it’s really because you want attention and you want to be an emotional wreck because they sometimes get more love

or it’s because it’s 3am and you’re in a really bad place mentally and emotionally and all your repressed emotions for the last 3 months are coming up again in one night.

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2b2028157644e510079d 5 years ago

EQ vs AQ
Keep your heads up bub! In this virtual world you got us

levanter 5 years ago

gently pets your face
i lob you

e77a4cdcc9a067ac4de7 5 years ago

my daily struggle

psycheux 5 years ago

venteux 38 minutes ago Reply Replies
anxiety at its finest

venteux 5 years ago

anxiety at its finest

SeHYUNG 5 years ago

;;;;;

fairys 5 years ago

t hat was long-

fairys 5 years ago

bb :'<
to be honest, if you feel like people arent telling you your faults because they're afraid to hurt you, then they dont deserve a place in your attention
i mean yeah, its harsh and it's gonna hurt, but faking a compliment is worse than just outright saying what's wrong with no bull coverups
if you feel like you really messed up and you can tell that theyre having issues with it, ask how you can make your work better to putthings on a less harsh spectrum.
but, if they make you fell bad EVEN THOUGH youre actually really good and you believe so
but because they make you feel bad for being "subpar"
then just cut them out
you dont deserve to be treated like that, love
or well,
as hard as it may sound (and it actually kinda is but you def wont regret it in the long run)
ask them to he honest with you
ask them to voice out whatever it is that they feel should be done to make things better
if they feel intoxicated with your behavior, then ask them to say what they feel like you should do instead
but never ever ever change yourself just to get that kind of attention from people
it's okay to be sad, it's okay to voice out your troubles to people and it's true, sometimes being expressive gets you more love
but never turn yourself into something you know youre not just to get love from people
if you cant start to love yourself, then no one else will either
i kinda sound harsh im sorry but dosnziznsjnsjsjs
im always here if you need some help or someone to rant to bubbie, okay?

orenjiboo 5 years ago

*Virtually hugs you* dont worry, you're not alone u n u