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the title is random- i was watching ashley tisdale and lucas grabeel cover the song 10 years later stfustsfu it made me so happy

i'm hyper from the burger king milkshake i just had and im really tired from fasting as well as performing at my school's farewell tribute/reunion

there were so many old people ; u ; "i'm from class of '59" someone told me and i was like---

 moved to near tears that's so precious like they value their time at highschool the alumni were reminiscing about their classes, a bunch of them came into the music room as we were getting our instruments set up and were like "remember that one time mr. blahblah made us do this and this" and like "oh my gosh, 30 years later and i remember where i sat in band!"

they did a presentation when all like 900 alumni were in the aud and it showed old classrooms and teachers and admins and students and all the old people were over the moOn happy seeing their old fave teachers

when they were announcing the new hall of fame members, one guy - who graduated the year before i started grade nine, so i didn't know him, but he spoke of teachers i have today and the current students were yeLLing bc we all know the teachers, being a tiny school the teachers know you even if you never have themmmm

i dunno seeing the alumni- talking to old friends and classmates from how long ago, talking about their memories- i want that to be m e highkey i'm getting so sappy nearing grad and im kinda sad that i might not get to be the alumni ive been waiting for but im looking forward to looking back, bc highschool did kinda major

but i made some of the closest friends i'll ever have around me hh h hh met the nicest teachers who actually cared about me on an individual stance and asked me how i was and made sure i at l e a s t passed with a 50 during my rough year it's just

old people are so adorable ;; A ;; i nearly sobbed 20 times l i k e i wanna be 80 and still going to school reunions bc school had that big of an impact on me nad i sense that i'd be that person ;dakjfhfd g oes and dies idk i went on this old person tangent

throws love at all of you- moral of the story is to enjoy youth because it could shape you so much in the future, and even if it's rough- you'll have good memories to look back on. as well as seeing that even the bad times are just a memory, you'll grow and be a great human being and have happy times to come h hhh 

sorry that's messy kanye came on shuffle and i forgot how to type ok bye i love you guys < 3