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I shouldn't complain.
I know I shouldn't but its just so upsetting to me now... I don't want to give up though because I really am in love. I really do love him but it just hurts how we have to be away from each other for days to weeks.
Maybe because it's my first or because I'm scared he doesn't remember loving me as well that makes me want to give up but not yet..
Summer is coming. Our anniversary is coming up and I just want to celebrate and hope that we are still in love like we were the first time we met.
Its not a bad thing to want...right?

just so he can be proud

I can do it

I can get through things

I don't need him all the time

you don't need him

just make taehyung proud

stay strong

just stay positive

I'm okay

I'm okay

woohoo positivity that totally isn't just pretended so I can try to feel better

super positive

all positive vibes

thank you my love. I'll try doing some other things.
yeah, I'll see you tomorrow for sure. I'll miss you while you're gone. I really love you.

good. I hope you feel better my sweet little muffin, get some rest for me yeah? also try doing other things like watching a movie, or playing games
I’ll see you tomorrow hm?

okay, I'll try my hardest to only focus on myself. thank you again, I'm so happy to have you.
I'm not really sure, but I don't want to keep you awake any later than you should be. you need sleep too.

rabbit it is then pumpkin.
that’s my good baby, don’t overthink about things okay? remember that sometimes things happen and sometimes people might get hurt but it’s not your fault, you can’t control things nor can you make everyone happy. focus on yourself, and stay happy. you’re amazing and everyone adores you every every much and I’m sure they’d hate to see you beat yourself up like this.
are you sure you’re okay?

okay, I can rabbit.
I promise I will. I'll make sure to. you can go and sleep, I don't mind. I think I'm okay enough. thank you a lot

I can stay for a few more minutes, but I promise to be around tomorrow. we can rabbit if you want hm?
but only if you take care of yourself for me. give yourself a break, drink some tea or hot chocolate maybe and calm yourself down okay? positive vibes only

so don't feel obligated to stay

I know it's late for you

I just need you a bit longer

you promise you won't leave?

I’m not leaving, I’m here.
but get some rest for me yeah? get some calm songs on, it’ll help you feel better and calm. piano covers of songs are usually peaceful

please don't leave

or at least all I feel like I have

you're all I have

I really need you

and I don't want you to leave