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@ω hyunjin I thought I told you
/chuckles softly/
That's my bad
But... Wine is not only from grapes
I make different wines from other fruits and flowers
Not all flowers can be turned into wine but some actually have a unique taste

@β park sunghoon Why would I know that?
/he asks, shaking his head in momentary disbelief/
We only met the other day. Don’t you need like… a massive vineyard to make wine?
Or are you importing your grapes from somewhere?

@ω hyunjin /pulls away from the hug and covered ears for a moment laughing at your reaction/
Yes I have wine. Actually I make the wine myself and some of my wine is already sold and served at the bar
You didn't know that?

@β park sunghoon Wha--!!!
/squawks in objection at the sudden hug/
Hey now! I'm not substitute for a mate
but wine might be, you have wine?

@ω hyunjin //stares at you blankly for a moment a takes a moment before smiling and playfully giving you a tight hug//
Now what am I supposed to do when I have someone like you with me here?!
Maybe I don't need a mate
I just have you and I have the flowers I love and the wine

@β park sunghoon See? You do know what you want.
Keep that in mind and be open with anyone you meet about your wants and expectations.
That’s how you find the right one. There are plenty of people out there who want the same things you do, probably just as many out there for you as there are for me.
So don’t give up

@ω hyunjin /laughs softly letting you splash him with water all you want/
You kind of figured it all about me already
This is really what I need
And more than that, I want to love and be loved

@β park sunghoon /eyes you, splashing you as soon as you get closer/
All you can do is try things to learn what you do and don't want
knowing what you don't want is a good start though, and knowing the few things you do want is helpful too
you don't want someone who is going to be drama, you want steady, comforting, and long term.
Someone you can settle down with and see a forever kind of future with

@ω hyunjin You are very clear and direct about what you want at the moment
/looks at you innocently before slipping closer again making sure to pick some nice and pretty looking shells to gently put them next to you/
I wish I figure out what I really want
The only thing I'm sure about is that I want to spend peaceful days with my father and brother and probably a lover without worrying about anyone's safety

@β park sunghoon I don’t know, I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it
/shrugging he glare pouts at you when you skip out of range/
Right now I enjoy just being about
Let me live my ty omega dreams with a rough y alpha who just wants me for my

@ω hyunjin /laughs and gets up skipping backwards into the water/
What if you find someone you feel something for?! Or someone who actually gains your trust
Will you still only date for ?

@β park sunghoon Why do you think I only do hook ups?
Or why I like Yongguk so much? is easy, and it’s safe
No strings, no relationship
I don’t trust people either, especially not with the important parts of me
/yelping at the splash of water he quickly splashes you back/
Don’t be so negative, it won’t be forever
Wooyoung could still be your one you know

@ω hyunjin Is this what you think?
/smiles and playfully splashes some water your way/
I just hope my cautiousness doesn't turn into eternal doubt
This will kill me
And I don't want to hurt anyone either

@β park sunghoon That’s not a problem Hoonie, that’s just smart
You shouldn’t just spill your whole self to someone the moment you meet them
They need to work to earn your trust, and if they aren’t willing to do that then they aren’t worth your time
Be cautious and be uncertain it might save your life

@ω hyunjin Well, being still out of my reach makes it feel like it is actually hard
/chuckles softly/
I find myself one of the people who are really closed on themselves
The problem is myself. Even if I like someone it won't be easy for me to fully open up to him.

@β park sunghoon Just because you haven’t found him yet doesn’t mean he’s not out there
/he points out, frowning a little bit/
And not everyone feels that spark right away. Some people need to get to know someone first
I’ve never been in love either, but I’m also not looking for it. I keep things physical, because that’s what I like and what I want.
You just have to give it time, you’ll find someone

@ω hyunjin Maybe that's why he hates it even more
It is hard to understand this side of him
/feels the waves with his hand and starts drawing randomly on the sand/
It is not impossible
But it is not easy... Here there are many nice people and good friends to be around but finding someone I'm so drawn to... I haven't found the one yet

@β park sunghoon He only has himself to blame. I didn’t turn me into this, he did.
/resting his head on his knees he closes his eyes/
Why do you think love is impossible?
I’m sure you could find love if you wanted to

@ω hyunjin No no... I bet he hates the idea of being seen by someone else as if being watched by security cameras
Especially when it is something personal
/sighs heavily and looks ahead at the waves/
It will be my own choice
I would never have anything with someone I don't like
But still I want my father to accept the one I like
It will be impossible for me to be with someone out of love

@β park sunghoon Is that why he hates me?
/walking over he sits down next to you, pulling his legs up against his chest and hugging them/
Don’t let him have a say in your future mate. It’s your life and your forever you’d be tying to someone else.
That someone else should be your decision and yours only

@ω hyunjin /sits on the sand close to the water/
I've already had this whole talk about this with Seok
He really hated the idea of having me linked to him and I thought he actually got a point somehow
I don't think I can easily find a mate
It won't be easy especially when it has to be someone who should be accepted by appa too

@β park sunghoon A good mate?
Do you think that's possible?
/he asks, tipping his head and leaning down to pick up a pretty shell he'd spotted, handing it to you/
Is that really what you want though? Having to rely on a mate? What if it doesn't work out and you're stuck linked with someone you end up hating?
I think linking with family sounds smarter to me. Less risk there

@ω hyunjin If it can actually work this way
Then you will have to scratch me or mark me like what appa did to you
But then I will be linked to you and you are already linked to appa
There is a possibility that I will end up being linked to appa too
And this would be really weird for all of us
I think it might be safer for me to find a good mate quickly and then they can mark me

@β park sunghoon I would give you mine if I could
/watching the water he slowly took a few steps deeper into the waves, not really wanting to get soaked but wanting to go a little further than the edge of the waves/
I think you deserve to have a wolf more than I do
It's unfair, isn't it? I never wanted it, but now I have it, and you don't. You should have it instead of me

@ω hyunjin /shrugs/
It is either not there
Or it could be late on growing strong enough to be able to make me shift
Simply I don't shift like not even done ears or tail showing up
This is have I have been all my life
Unlike Indie, he got a nice wolf to play around.
I don't hate it but I always got jealous
I know why you are suspicious... At some point I was doubtful but then I decided to believe in appa and depend on him because he wouldn't hurt me he is my father after all

@β park sunghoon You know, I really don’t understand that
Are you totally sure you don’t have a wolf?
/he asks, tipping his head as he regards you with curiosity/
It doesn’t really make sense that you don’t
I mean, I suppose Hoseok would know best, but then again… I don’t have as much faith in him as you do.

@ω hyunjin /walks out of the water /
Even if I don't fit for a wolf
I still have a playful pup inside
I do like playing in the water

@β park sunghoon Play...
/wrinkling his nose he gets close enough for the water to wash over his feet, it isn't cold at least and he watches you with mild curiosity/
Do you come here often to play in the ocean?