➀¹ kyunsang

@兵∙nie kyunsang ᵃ /doesn't let out a sound at your rough treatment until the door falls shut behind us
/drops my books and stumbles along with you quickly, crying out each time you jerk me forward and make me misstep
Ah! /falls to the ground, bruising my hand and knees but I don't care about that, my body spinning around and reaching to gather my precious clothes but you've already grabbed it
/I reach out, trying to pull it from you in time but I grasp at air and hear the fabric tear
/devastation-
/I can heal my body and I've learned to deal with our little 'sessions' but my clothes... I pour so much energy and care into each one, into every stitch; when the fabric tears my heart tears with it
/still, there are more layers I am wearing and I quickly crawl away from you to the corner, rushing as I fumble my clothes off
/pulls them off and drops them behind me, standing before you now but I don't care, protecting my clothes is more important- almost like a mother hiding her children behind her

@医∙wen fan ᵒ [H] /smells you before you knock and rips the door open
/I reach out on reflex, grabbing you by your adorned hair and jerk you forward into the room, although I hesitate for a moment seeing your elaborate dress and books
/I feel bad for doing this, I do, I'm not a monster, and I know you treasure your clothes but seeing you in them makes me want to ruin them just to torment you more
You're LATE! /growls, my body boiling with pent up anger
/with long strides drags you to a separate room and throws you inside, throwing you to the floor
/as you fall, grabs onto a fluttering edge of your robes and tugs, ripping the fine delicate fabric and the sound provides me with so much satisfaction a grin appears on my face

@兵∙nie kyunsang ᵃ /I don't own a cellphone but I do own a very small, easily missable pager
/I'm in the middle of class when it starts beeping and without a word, I stand up and leave the lecture hall
/I don't have time to change out of my elaborate red robes, or drop off my books, and head straight to you
/standing in front of your door, I close my eyes for a moment and let out a shaky breath
/I remind myself why I'm doing this and after gathering up the courage, open my eyes and knock on the door
/within seconds it is ripped open and I look up at you expressionlessly

@医∙wen fan ᵒ [H] /paces around the apartment impatiently, scratching my forearm until the skin turns red and irritated
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he?! /reaches out, about to smash a potted plant to the floor when I recoil
/hugs my arm to my and closes my eyes, curling up on the couch
Don't ruin your nice apartment, Kyunsang. You're better than this. /mutters to myself
/hears a knock on the door and jumps to my feet
/rushes to the door and rips it open