❂ Rest Area

@☾ J-hope (lol xD ahh….i see.. xD
okay we are in the right path then xD)


*kisses you deeply as i sigh softly against your lips; feels your hold tighten around my neck and smiles softly*
*hums softly when you take control feeling your lips take over as i let you; holding you closer even more not wanting to let go of you*
*after pulling away slightly to look at you as you speak; nods slowly when you said your planning to break up with your first lover*
*decised not to say anything about that situation but smiles softly at you; once i answer the call and walk a bit far away from you as i talk to the caller quietly*
*after talking on the phone, gets a cab for you and goes to you as i take a hold of your hand gently knowing how cold its getting again only for me to frown slightly*
*looks down at you and blinks when i notice your tears stream down your cheeks*
Hoseok….you okay? *lifts my hand up to your cheek as i wipe the tears away gently*
*feels the impact of your hand slap across my face as i face the side; knows i hurt you by leaving you again but hoping for one day we’ll meet again*
*looks at you as i hold in the pain, knows i deserve it but lets you caress my cheek before widening my eyes when you smash your lips against mine; sees you pull away panting lightly as i listen to you*
i’m…...not……happy…. *frowns as i mumble softly*....i can’t be happy without yo-.. *stops when you just stormed in the taxi; bites my lower lip slightly as i can still remember your hurt expression before you left my side*
*watches your taxi leave and rubs my cheek lightly; hissing a bit when it stings slightly*
*starts to walk to my hotel as i think about somethings and smiles to myself lightly as i remember what just happened, but frowns slowly knowing i can’t see you all the time but still keeps my head up knowing i will meet again*
*after an hour or 2 of walking, reaches my hotel and talks with my secretary that i will not be working for a week or so; she nods and leaves to her office*
*calls my butler to come pick me up and just wait at the lobby*
*after a while, my butler comes to pick me up and we arrive to the mansion not long after*
*sees someone waiting for me out the front door and frowns feeling its not the same anymore as i stay with my partner*
*greets and walks pass by him with a hug or a kiss as i go straight to the kitchen and up to my room*
*gets dressed into comfortable clothes and sits on my bed as i look down at my phone, thinking about you and wondering what your doing…..hoping not to dangerous…. sighs*

@☾ Woobin [lol! I like what woobin did~ :P or wait-what you did~ XD I felt like if we continued, we'dve had the two ing right there since woobin makes hoseok not care where they'd do it XD weird bc with top he'd be the one to get embarrassed and insist to move it somewhere else. /shrugs/ Idk what that generally means but lol yeah
But cool! Since Hoseok alrdy broke up with top, we'll put that breakup when he returns home! /nods/ since I alrdy rped it tho she say nothing except in pm w/erasing 'the other' /mimics ur 'tendency'/ XD
But cool with the clarity thing~ /thumbs u up/ :P ]

/is loving the feeling of his lips against yours, sighing harder, eyes squeezed shut at your harder lip lock with his as he lets the growing emotions take over, eyes relaxing though still closed after a while until he's able to control the kiss again/
/tilting his head slightly the other way, hugs tighter onto your neck, breath coming out in sharp skipst, biting his lower lip when you had told him, his breath calming down as he remembered exactly what was our situation/
/though he's planning to break up with the bad fiancé and smirks softly against your lips/ doesn't matter...already plannin to break up with top-ah... /chuckles dryly before he remembers the memories as you take the phone call, his chuckle turning hurt as he remembered hugging himself/
/continues remembering even though right now he should be frustrated gnashing at his lip in irritation of whoever called though both a blend of that and the bad and the good memories of the will-be past fiancé keep rotating in his mind as tears stream down his face, a hand covering his mouth obviously realizing how wrong but right this feels since even if he hasn't broken up with the other, to act like this?! Something out of his control almost?!/
/threads his hands through his hair angry at himself and you for putting him into such a situation/
/he wouldn't have done this! He knows that! Why is it you who makes him forget all morality?! Is angry for no reason at all, just a flurry of chaos as he sobs quietly to himself until you've finally addressed him, a blank face turning towards you with salty liquid streaking down his face, glancing at the ready taxi as you pulled him to the automobile, following almost mechanically to his goodbye spot/
/is just looking at you with dull eyes until a spark lit his eyes, automatic anger burning up the sharp ovals at the fact he can hear ing hurt in your voice but you still do all this?!/
/slaps your cheek, leaving a trace of his own pain onto your skin/ you!
/then caresses your cheeks, smashing his lips in a quick and chaste kiss before panting pulling back as he wiped the rest of the saliva with the back of his hand, hoping you remembered the kiss more secretly though it was probably hoping you remembered the slap more by what his eyes were conveying/ I hope you're happy...leavin me like this when...Aish when! /and he can't say anything as he tightens his fists in anguish, heart paining at the fact you could control him this much and he never knew it, basically taking his anger out on you that you were the one who made him technically cheat though even technically was bad as he stormed into the taxi, letting the driver take him wherever, crying as he looked out of the window, glancing at your form in the rear view mirror and looking away, eyes tearing up more as he sobs sputtering quietly/
/maybe in another life we could've been together and avoided this whole mess, his body shudders crying. But he can't tell our path in this life since yeah, he's still gonna break up with his fiancé but he can't tell the rest of this equation, not wanting to force you to do anything you might not wanna/
/and then he remembers with even more anguish the real reason he should be sad though he wasn't but just confused; you love your partner right? Why the hell you, a moral man like him, were about to hold him? Led him on? All this?/

@☾ J-hope (oh okay.....i'll try to make it clear xP next time
eh.....we'll just see what Woobin will do.. xD)

*tilts my head to the side slightly to deepen the kiss more; feeling a bit different as we continue this
moment but realizes...its wrong...knowing you still have someone else and the same goes to me*
*feels your tongue enter my mouth when you travel your tongue over my gums causing me to groan
more softly*
*smirks when you shake your head to my question; after capturing your lips again hearing your groan turns
me on even more; kisses your more passionately as i feel your grip on my hair loosen*
*snakes my hands around your waist as i pull you closer to me; notice we are still outside when people walks
pass my us with stares, not caring what they think or say about us but as long i have you here enjoying
your warmth and touch until it last*
*hears you speak in between kisses and smirks even wider at what you said then pulls away slightly to look
at you; raise my hands up to your cheek and caresses them softly pecking your lips lightly*
I would take you with me now....but...i know you have someone waiting for you...and- *hears my phone ring when it ruined the moment; pulls away from you gently and answers my phone*
'hello...... *frowns slightly as i look back at you then stands up and walks a little far from the bench*
......i'm sorry...i'll be home.........no no....just at...uh...work...getting a few things and i'm on my way......
nae.... *ends the call and sighs before turning to you*
I..uh....should be going.... *walks up to you* ....you should head home too....hold on i'll go get you
a taxi....just stay.. *goes to call for a taxi and after a few minutes it arrives in front of the building and pays for it; goes back to you and smiles softly at you*
Hope you get home safe.....arasso..? *takes your hand and pulls you into a hug kissing your forehead softly before leading you to the taxi* ....we'll see each other....again... *smiles and ruffles your hair lightly with a soft chuckle* now go get in....he's waiting for you.. *mumbles softly with hint of pain in my voice but tries my
best not to show you how hurt i am to let you go again*

@☾ Woobin [lol! I'm guessing it's more like any vagueness confuses me? Yeah... lol :P
heh~ I'm saying that if it happens again that vagueness, I'll be out of the loop again XD
Oh! And I seriously don't know what I did pfft. You can pull away anytime man~ :P hoseok won't hold you accountable XD ]

/can feel you smiling and smiles back while kissing you even wider, loving how we could be so in sync when we had separate paths and different goals as he leans even more closer to absorb it all/
/his eyes glaze over even more at that groan of your lip, desiring to hear it again as he pushes his tongue gently in, at your gum under your upper lip/
/lets you brush your lips against his as he does the same the other way, just overall consumed by you and shakes head soft as if to say that it's not enough, being more subservient than his normally joking and controlling self/
/feels bad that he gripped that hard and as he looks into your eyes, you could probably tell that concern though your lips had yet again smashed into him, his own groan being let out, fingers that were once tightened in your hair, relaxed as he just wraps it around your nape then takes his other one and does the same, hugging your neck with tongues tingling around your own as the warmth surrounding him helps in the contrast to the cold weather around our bodies as he hugs you to him, each lip-lock making his body shudder for even more of you/
Oh god, I want you... /says softly through gasps as he continues clinging onto your lips, not wanting to let go but knowing he has to and knowing his desires should be released without you as he waits for you to pull away, knowing or expecting you to have good morals though you were changing him into a naughty boy who wouldn't follow through solely on his own, so different than his normally strict 'don't interfere' policy/

@☾ J-hope (ooh...sorry if i'm confusing you..maybe i am or not...but just tell me..
*blinks* ...what do you mean? )

*smiles softly with a light chuckle as i caress your cheeks softly*
*continues to kiss you softly; smiles against your lips when you kiss back;
feeling your hand crawl up to my cheek as you caress them softly with your thumb*
*groans softly into the kiss when you pull at my upper lip; looks at you
when we pull away slightly*
*looks into your eyes and sees you lean forward; letting you caress my cheek more
and smirks softly as i feel your hot breath against my lips; hears what you said and
chuckles softly as i brush my lips over yours lightly as i feel your hand grip hard on my
hair causing me to hiss slightly as i just keep my eyes on you, hums softly with a light chuckle*
not enough...? *whispers against your lips as i look at them then back at your eyes*
*crashes my lips against yours again only a bit harder this time*

@☾ Woobin [nah dude...-_- I seriously was thinking of it as just friendly...and that's what makes me situation embarrassing... /punches self hard/
...I think so too... >_< but why I have a feeling I'll be dense again...Aish...XP ]

/chuckles to himself, thinking your pouting is cute but doesn't say it as he just grins at your expression/
/is feeling so bad for even thinking that out loud, only to feel his heart clench at your hand pulling away from him, surprised you heard only to flinch startled by your hands caressing his cheeks softly/
/is stunned, mouth parted slightly before your lips meet his, a whole flurry of emotions as he's a bit shocked for 1.5 seconds, since his reaction is fast in general, but after a while he's closed his eyes softly/
/tilts his head slightly to match yours as his hand crawls up to your own cheek, thumbing at the soft skin under his finger/
/pulls lightly at your upper lip into his own mouth, sighing into the kiss and pulls away when you do/
/ears still flaming, looks at you with both shy and hazy eyes, not realizing how such a strong song's lyrics could've caused this, biting his lower lip as he looks at you then leans forward/
/caressing your face with a more possessive thumb, whispers breathily against your lips/
That wasn't hard...do it again... /commands with hazy eyes following your lips and letting his mind run with the taste of them, a hand gripping harder on your hair/

@☾ J-hope ( lol...well at least i told you...probably you were
confused?..idk...but i explained it to you in pms. xD so i think we're both in the same path now.. hehe)

*looks at you when you call for me then looks away
slightly as i listen to you and your soft chuckle*
*smiles softly at your words knowing I'm worrying to much; nods lightly and get myself straight*
your right....ahh~ i worry to mu- yah!! *looks at you
when you bonk my head; rubs the back of my head lightly and pouts at you but I deserved that so doesn't argue back*
*stays seated when you keep pulling on my arm;
sees you give up and sit next to me; chuckles softly when i let you lean on me*
*lets you take my hand and hears you; looks at you as you start rubbing it and blowing your breath to
keep it warm, smiles softly*
*looks at the cars until I heard what you said causing my eyes to widen a bit as i look at you*
*smiles softly and gently takes my hand off from your hold and replace them on your cheeks; lifting your chin up gently as i look into your eyes*
hard? *says with a soft chuckle before leaning in
and kisses your lips softly before pulling away slightly after a few minutes*

@☾ Woobin [damn...I can't edit, copy and paste for my life...orz
lol nvm~ :P u answered it in pm alrdy XD but seriously! Damn I'm dense...orz /thought this was just playful and friendship-like convo...smh XD/ see?! I'm real dense...orz ]

/hears 'just leave first before I do...' and widens eyes, wondering if you seriously got your situation or are just going on instinct as he looked at you with concern/
Woobin-ah. /says softly looking up at you with a chuckle, feeling bad that you mistook his feels for utter avoidance/ I'll go home...don't worry bout me...
/stands next to you and bonks your head/ yah! What are ya standin here for?! If ya wanna wait, let's go insiide at leeeeast! /pulls your arm struggling to get you up/ come...on...ya big...lug.../continues pulling before giving up and sitting next to, leaning his head on your side/
/takes your hand in his and thumbs it before widening his eyes/ your hands...they're cold! /quickly pulls your hand to him and starts rubbing, blowing his breath and rubbing it warm then just looks at it softly/
Could ya...at least...kiss me hard fore ya go...? /says softly, though it was a mumble of a voice, not daring to look up because he's thinking something so shamelessly selfish, but not wanting you to leave either even with his feelings slowly developing the more time he's near you/

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@☾ J-hope (what?....what am I supposed to tell you..? im getting confused right now)

*chuckles lightly then stays quiet not wanting to
speak for a while as i just listen to you*
*raises a brow at you and blinks*
*shakes my head as i sigh out softly watching my
breath mixed in with the cool air*
well you should of used it and head back to your
place.....i can walk back home...so no need for a
taxi.... *watches the taxi driver hand you back the
money and driving of to another caller; sees you chase after the taxi then sees you come back to me; looks down at you with my hand in my jacket pocket* ....home...where else..?
*mumbles* ....even when i asked you to stay with
me for a bit...just for a little bit...you would just leave first before i do...
*notice your annoyed expression and sighs*
i'll take my leave once you get yourself a taxi.... *says as i walk to a near by bench in front of the hospital building and looks at you when you still
stand at the same position*
i'll wait....until you leave first... *knowing you don't
want to be with me anymore as i just sit there looking at the other cars that pass* ...besides...its to dangerous for you to be wondering around the city all by yourself.. *says with a light chuckle*

@☾ Woobin [lol why won't you answer me...so it's true isn't it...? /Ruffles hair frustrated/ u act like keeping silent will help... ]

/hears you and nods with a hesitant smile, not sure you knew exactly how empty he was feeling, even having a flashback to his early life/
/chuckles a forced smile at your extra sarcasm/ ayyy~ don't get cocky on me man... /Laughs with a roll of his eyes/
debating if I should've jus left ya there /smirks with a grin/ would've saved me a whole lot of this...
/widens eyes when you say you won't be going in a taxi as he looks at you worried/
...but I-and it! /says not able to speak as thoughts are going in his head before he lifts a brow and stomps his foot annoyed with a frown/
I paid for it alreadyyyy! /complains before turning to you and the taxi man coming out after hearing the conversation, returning the money, obviously seeing more than we two could about each other and driving off to the next call/
/we're both standing in front of each other as he's complaining before he finally stops after trying to chase after the taxi/
YAHHH! /jogs a bit and then pants coming back and frowning at you with a 'you must be real glad, huh?' Kind of look before he places his hands on his waist and looks to the streets before looking up at you/
So...where are ya plannin to go...? /says annoyed, not getting anything, irritated his efforts were a loss/

@☾ J-hope (i'll tell you some other time..)

*nods lightly as i listen to you* ahh....okay... *frowns slightly* ooh....sorry about that...
*after letting you go, smiles slightly and steps back a little*
*looks at you and chuckles softly as i look back at all of the containers*
well...it would been all empty if you helped me out...but...guess you weren't hungry..
*cleans up and puts the un-empty containers into a plastic bag and ties it up then carries it*
but...i'll be fine...i'll just walk back home....i don't want to take a taxi...maybe..you can...so you can
get some more rest...arasso..? *ruffles your hair lightly with a light smile*
and...i'll see you soon.. *smiles a bit not knowing what to feel as we walk out together then stop
out in front of the building*

@☾ Woobin [says the person I have to pm only to get a reply back from here instead! dude...just tell me. Ur actions and ur words are so discrepant I'm allowed to doubt u full-heartedly...]

That ya used to know... /thinks somewhere else before forcing a chuckle though just like before, he was appreciative of your sarcasm in these moments and he might've felt a little light? Just a little.../
/decides he can tell you now it's over/...it was suffocatin.../says softly/ I felt like one more second I was there, I'dve torn my brains out... /laughs dryly at the thought/ it was annoyin seein everyone happy or at least in some sorta company while I was jus tryin to please everyone, even acceptin dances...though... /sighs harshly/ no one was there to encourage me on...you nor anyone else...
/notices your frown when he talked about your life in that mansion but because you never pointed out anything, he didn't either, thinking if he wasn't obvious, that means you didn't care much to think about his inner bit of jealousy/
Good... /says softly, not his strong voice as he gathers you in his arms while you do so, his fingers clenching at the fabric and hugging it like nothing he's ever done before letting go, automatically missing the touch but knows that you need to go back to your world and he has to, to his/
/is able to get hold of someone as he pulls on his jacket, and smiles forcefully at you as he stuffs his fists into his pockets and grins opening the door for you/ ya gonna be alright there? Carryin all that food in, pal? /laughs in sarcasm since while you were inside, he had been able to recover from his behavior from before/

@☾ J-hope (I still want to rp with you >.< and i'm not lying to you~!! )

*puts my hand up slightly* Whoa~ calm down...relax...well i didn't want to see you all depress anymore...
i just wanted to see a smiling Hoseok that i used to know.. *smiles*
*listens to you and looks at you as i look down at our hands* well....i saved you because i didn't want you
to get sick and mostly.....i couldn't see you alone like that....it breaks my heart seeing you there by yourself..its like you don't care about anything or anyone anymore.... *mumbles the last part but continues* ...but you know i'm still hear for you...though you could of just come talk to me and we'll talk things out...
and talking about the party... why did you leave?...
*looks at you noticing your tears and blinks lightly when you look away; frowning as i listen to you*
*looks at your smile knowing its not the same smile i used to see; looks down slightly when you say about
my love one who is probably waiting at the mansion and frowns slightly*
*looks at you when you place your hand on my shoulder looking at your expression closely which hurts me
more to see you like this; knowing your act wasn't the same and knows something your not telling me, but
slightly shrugs it off*
*forces out a light smile and chuckles softly* haha...of course i will~ *smiles*
*blinks and chuckles lightly* aigoo~ Why would i forget about you~? Your my best friend!! *before you turn around, pulls you into a hug after you punch my arm and ruffles your hair gently*
*pulls away lightly and watches you leave out the room*
*sighs feeling lonely and walks back to the bed and sits on the edge as i look at the food you bought me*
*smiles softly as i just let the good memories come back to me....though its not the end...but knowing there
is a time...a perfect time.*
*stays there for an hour or two and cleans up before thanking the doctor and walks out of the hospital building*

@☾ Woobin [*_* do you actually wanna dude? Or is it an obligation? Because I seriously don't wanna rp w/ u if it is... and don't lie to me! XP ]

ya better be! /glares more, frowning lightly/ I was over here tellin all my feelins then ya try to make it all funny!~ /though it was a nice change to not be as depressed because of that sarcasm though he wouldn't say that/
/can hear your mumble since he's basically pressed against you and appreciates it though his smile doesn't go all the way to his eyes, not believing it fully as he acted like he didn't hear your mumble with a soft chuckle/ that's what it seems like at first sight doesn't it...
/smiles hesitantly since he also doesn't believe that, mostly because of his past/ why would ya... /laughs softly to himself/ I'd like to know why ya saved me though... /mutters to himself/
I'll eat when I get home, don't worry bout me... /says as he takes his stuff in his hand then asks you that taxi question/
/looks at you, feeling his heart hurt at the sincerity in your eyes which he can never believe as he bit his lower lip holding back tears and looked away, pausing so he could gather up his voice/
/then forces a smile on his lips/...ya an I... we're on different paths, Woobin... /smiles forcefully as he uses the formal way to talk to you, since he'd rather follow through with that and help you in any way you can as you helped him/
/but he can't as he inhaled a sharp breath with a pursed smile/ ya have your path an I have mine...I doubt it'd look good for both of us to go to your home when ya have a loved one who'll take care of ya jus as well... an love ya jus as well as ya do him
/then places a hand on your shoulder, forcing a laugh as he says that though right now, if he had his way, he would've taken you into his arms and his into yours and told you to stay with him, care for him, protect him as he'll do for you, almost like his ideal partner though his feelings still needed time to develop for you; but that'd be awfully selfish and he's not one to let out his real feelings so instead he goes with a tight-lipped smile as he laughs softly/ but save some love for me alright?! /laughs/
Ya better not forget me though, man~ /chuckles forcefully as he punches your arm and then quickly turns on his heels as he turns to walk away again, wondering what could've been between us... /
/if he just had a little bit more time, man... a little bit more.../
/then you'd have seen his potential to care for you more than just a friend... since that breakup made him not wanna do romance right now/
/but he guesses that maybe there's a reason that the other came back before he could...though it hurts inside that God wasn't on his side on this one...though believe it or not, jealousy had started developing/

@☾ J-hope (*frowns* but...i want too rp with Hoseok...)

*shakes my head lightly with a soft chuckle when
you stick your tongue out at me*
*nods slowly* well...yeah you do..
*blinks and chuckles softly as i hug you more so
you can calm down* okay okay...im sorry..
*notice you glaring at me and pouts slightly when
you look away as i still keep holding your hand*
why would you say that...? you got everyone in your life that is there for you.....especially me.. *mumbles the last part*
*looks at you when you keep quiet after my question i just asked you; sees you look away after that and frowns slightly*
*nods lightly* i am....why would i leave you alone Hoseok..? *sees you wiping your tears away as you
pull away from me slightly as you face the food*
*frowns as i watch you mix more of the food*
no....im not hungry anymore...you should eat..
*looks at the food you handed me and watches you get out of bed and taking your jacket with you as you walk to the door*
*places the food back on the table and gets out of bed* wait...why dont you just stay here....and we'll leave together... *walks up to you before you reach the door*

@☾ Woobin [lol why is it when I pm u, u reply afterwards...dude! U don't have to rp with me anymore! Hoseok's fine rn :P go back to ur baby~ :P ]

/at you letting him do whatever, sticks a tongue in your direction playfully with a heart-shaped grin/
/he would've said flashback but he didn't know what kinda attention that'd cause so he said moment instead and turned to you with a forced smile/ do I...
/he doesn't he thinks since all of them might be friends but not true ones...getting frustrated at you calling out his cold all over by logic instead/ yah...that's not what I meant!
/glares at you, tears still forming in his eyes before looking back to his hands and yours/ everythin was cold...even my soul...
/keeps silent at your question, wondering himself with pursed lips why he was brought back/
/it's true he wants to...but...and that 'but' keeps repeating since he hopes when there's no reason to; and he knows that too, that there is none/
/then hears your words and his eyes widen at them, wanting-no desiring to hear them...his body wracking in your arms, tears threatening his eyes/
/he's wanted to hear that, longed to hear something like that, since forever...But he holds back frightened of being hurt again as he forces a chuckle through his hoarse throat while salty tears fall from his face quietly, hoping you wouldn't look at his face/
Are you...
/then feeling awfully bad for bringing you into stuff you weren't apart of in the first place, he chuckles sniffing as he quickly wipes away his tears with the back of his hand then turns to the food/ sorry... /chuckles to himself/ that was too much. You should eat...
/mixes more together and hands it to you with a forced smile before getting up out of the bed and taking his leather jacket in his other hand/ I'll go bring up a taxi for ya...
/smiles lightly before walking to the door/

@☾ J-hope (finally finish!! ugh~!!! my head hurts so much!! Dx i'll be doing that know ^^ thanks for
your patients)

*chuckles lightly as i shake my head slightly*
*watches you snatch the remote from me; blinks wondering what just happened*
*lets you do whatever and looks at the screen seeing the korean drama thats on*
*continues to stay in the same position as i hug you and listens to you* a moment....
but why all by yourself...? *says softly as i your back gently* ...i mean you have a lot of friends..
*looks down at you as i look into your eyes before you look back down*
*listens to you and chuckles softly as i tighten my hug around you* ....well thats what happens if you
stay out and sleep at the park the whole night... *looks down as i watch you lace your fingers into mine*
*blinks at your words* yah...your not saying...you want to die are you...? *listens to your words carefully finally
understanding what you really mean*
*keeps holding your hand with our fingers still laced together* ...i'm here for you....... *mumbles softly and stays quiet for a bit trying to find the right words not wanting you to be more depressed*

@☾ Woobin [alrighty then my bruh...*_* /hopes ur working on it now/ and I'll be patient on your questionnaire confirmation! XD /reminds subtly/ ]

ya bet! /nods determined, looking at you with confidence as you ruffle his hair only to chuckle satisfied/
/snatches the remote and smirks at you holding it up with his right hand/ HAHA a! /my/ remote now! /snickers as he turns the TV on and a Korean drama was on, showing an actor crying and bloodied/
/purses lips at his own scene as he habitually leans into you, allowing you to hug him softly, your words not ringing in his ear but your concerned tone making his own eyes threaten in tears because of how much you were concerned/
...I had a moment... /says with a hesitant start before glancing at you and forcing a smile then turning back to his own hands/ I don't know why but... but my hands.../chuckles hurt, voice about to crack/
They were so cold... an my feet too.../says hugging himself more in your warming embrace, lips touching your neck to feel warm all over/ so so cold...
/turns back and laces his fingers in yours while pursing his lips as he looked onwards/ actually... my whole body was cold... my whole existence...
/laughs thinking about it dryly/ I thought this is it...I'll end here.../nods to self/ where I've always been... where I'll always be...
/alone/
/he didn't say that but you could probably tell he felt that way, a shiver running through his body at the bad memory and still continues onward to this day, hesitant to trust anyone completely like he's always had to specific people/

@☾ J-hope (lol nope.. xD i will..soon haha!)

*laughs lightly when you punch me lightly* hey~
*chuckles and ruffles your hair lightly* okay okay i know you are..
*continues to play with you until i notice your
expression; my smirk fades away and lowers my hand down to my sides as i hold the remote*
*blinks when i see your eyes get teary*
...Hoseok...what happen?... *looks at you and moves a little closer to you as i comfort you as i wrap my arms around you*
...its better to let it all out.....and not keeping it in Hoseok... *says softly* but if you don't want to tell me....I won't force you.. *smiles softly at you* okay..?

@☾ Woobin [lol! Yuhp~ :P and dude? *_* u finish ur essay? /pats u to it it/ yah, go! XD ]

Yah... /punches you lightly with a chuckling grin/ I am, man!
/frowns grinning annoyed as he chuckled with a roll of his eyes thinking 'this smartass...' Until he hears your words and looks at you stunned/
Woobin...why... /he says his eyes becoming teary because you're starting to make the memories come back/

@☾ J-hope (aah...i see 0.0 at least its a new fresh start without anymore problems right..?)

*nods as I continue to eat; smirks as i look at my
food* ahh....sure you are... *chuckles*
*finishes eating my food; holding the remote away
from you and grins when you call me that nickname again*
*shakes my head with a smile* ani... *moves it away everytime you try to reach for it*
*takes the bottle from you but still keeps the remote away from you*
nope... *watches you reach for it again*
*hums lightly as i look at the remote then at you
with a small smrik*
instead of later....why don't you tell me now..?

@☾ Woobin [lol! I gave him two choices when he said he wanted to erase his existence! /nods/ those were 1) erase his mind 2) kill the char and get a new char or get the old char :P since erasing existence isn't possible as long as other people know of him like Hoseok does and others do /nods/ so second option was better for him /nods/ XD ]

arasso Daddy... /says in sarcasm before chuckling as he mixed more/ I'm a big boy, don't worry~ pfft!
/looks at you while you take the spoon and nods slowly before nodding more vigorously/ yeah... yeah! I'll tell ya sometime~ /smiles with his lips pulled into a long straight line smile, wondering exactly when he could tell you such things and if you'd believe him.../
/is still searching until you call him and widen his eyes as he grins, taking it from your hands/ thanks! /...or trying to until he chuckles more darkly/
Give me the remote, woobinnie~ /he coos with the annoying nickname, jumping for it every time you seem relaxed/
/Wait what... jus a bottle? He thought as he reached over and handed it to you/ here, have at it. Now remote! /lunges for it, sharpening his eyes in focus/

@☾ J-hope (oh i see......well it is weird good thing you killed him... *blinks* ...not really...i mean you have your reasons..)

*chuckles softly as i shake my head lightly*
*blinks as i chew on my food and looks at you, nods slightly* arasso...what ever you say...but you better eat later....don't want you weak again or i'll have to take you back here.. *chuckles softly and
eats again*
*listens to you and nods slowly* ahh...okay...maybe later you can tell me?... *smiles softly*
*takes the spoon from you and laughs lightly*
okay okay geez... *continues to eat my food and looks at you when you search for something*
*grabs the remote thats on the other side of me
and hands it to you* is this what your looking for..?
*chuckles softly and holds the remote away from you before you can take it*
...first..hand me that water bottle over there.. *smirks lightly*

@☾ Woobin [lol right? And I just realized it bc my calendar is one day behind Korean time...orz what an awesome present, Hoseok...I wouldn't mind the guy hating me tho apparently, he still has a intense inclination to my charas. So planning to kill the chara...V be coming out soon lol! XD /is excited since the last one I killed was a bit back...Minho was it? Bc he was blackmailing this Junhyung...Yuhp! XD it was hella weird and psycho-like. I shivered a bit for a while *_*
But thanks man :P u get me XD at least.../nods/ I must look so cruel to others tho...orz

Lol for me it hasn't but will do~ :P ]

/snickers grinning to himself as he mixes; for you to be agreeing you're a big boy? Completely out of it pfft/
Says the guy who's sittin next to me idle! /laughs leaning in as you eat from the spoon and then goes to mixing, stopping as he thinks about it with a bit of his lip/ mmmm...
Maybe later... /thinks to himself before nodding as he affirms it and leans again to feed you then chuckles as you ruffle his hair/
Yeah.../says looking down as he continues mixing/ I'm better I guess...still hopin a ton I guess... /says softly, his playful voice changing to reflective as he looks up before turning to you with a chuckling smile/
I don't know...I don't really wanna brood bout it right now ya know? /grins nodding before he hands you the spoon/
yah eat the rest ya lazy ~ /slaps your arm lightly as he laid back onto the pillows and searches for a remote/

@☾ J-hope ( *eyes widen and blinks* You what?!....omo..that really ...i mean...on his birthday..?? ouch..
ahh... *pats your back lightly understanding your feeling*...i got ya..

okay okay~! its been a long long time since i last been into a hospital... xD okay i got you..
then ignore what i just posted xD )

*blinks and watches you; chuckles softly as i just let you mix one of the containers*
*nods lightly as i run my fingers through my hair sighing softly*
yeah...thats true.. *smiles lightly as i look down at my hands then at you who is
still mixing the food*
*listens to you hum and eyes widen a bit when you stick the spoon in my mouth; eats what
ever you feed me; wondering if your feeling okay or....something*
*blinks as i look at the food then at you*
bwoh? b-but i am--! *stops talking when you feed me some more; eats it anyway*
*swallows my food* yah...you eat too..arasso..?
*ruffles your hair lightly in a playfully way*
and~ how are you feeling?.....okay?

@☾ Woobin [/gasps/ whaat Luckyyy! >_<I still have classes...orz and good! That's better! >:3 /nods bc sleep is important to everyone, says the hypocrite who dun get enough of it XD/
damn...I just broke up with top on his b-day.../realizes it now after my calendar alert...bad timing bowrair...lol but nah, I doubt I can deal w/ another day of all of that bottled feeling XP

Oh and dude? He didn't open to walk the containers~ XD if you've seen those moving tables that go over a hospital bed? Yeahp he's still sitting in bed w/u :P ]

A big boy's gotta eat right?! /laughs as he starts mixing one container because you ain't doing nothing and then takes a fork to poke the meat/ especially after that whole fiasco.../nods to self determined to get you better since he is indebted to you/
/hums to himself Selena gomez's same old love as he does so before turning to you and sticking the spoon into your mouth/ ahhh~
/chuckles before grinning at you complaining about him feeding you as he mixes more in humming/ I don't see /you/ picking up your chopsticks...
/turns and feeds you more/ ahhh

@☾ J-hope (haha yes two essays.....lol i'll be fine...i have no class tomorrow anyways so.. xD yes i did.. :) )

*continues to sleep peacefully until i feel you poke my head causing me to groan
softly; shifting a bit in my sleep*
*wakes up slowly and rubs my eyes gently; turns and sees you sit up and blinks wondering
why your sleeping beside me; still in a sleepy state but sits up as well when you walk to open
all of the containers*
You know.....you don't have to buy so many... *says with a light chuckle as i scratch the back of my head lightly*
*stretches a bit and looks at the food in front of me*
*looks at you and blinks but smiles softly*
aigoo~ I can feed myself Hoseok... *starts to eat slowly*