Confessions #2 (20 to 38)

---Confess your sins, thoughts and feelings Here

Please don't be rude~

 

No.38  Good gravy .I don't get why you drive yourself crazy , trying to analyze everything , Just go with the flow and be happy / Huff in frustration -Yoongi

No.37  It hurts. My chest tightens every time you inflate air into me. I'm always afraid. Frightened I will poplike the balloon a child holds. Willing for it to stay. Right where it is. But I still haven't popped after all this time. ...why... Tell me! It's not a rhetorical question! I am frustrated by you! Mesmerized by you! ...loved by you... Is it now, yet? What about now? Now? I am flighty. I know it. But it still isn't now. I don't want you to cry. It hurts. -LordV

No.36  What have I done? Was I a bad baby? *looks down* -Jisung

No.36  I'm engaged , I'm so lucky  -Kamki

No.35  I'm a lucky , lucky guy -Yoongi

No.34  How am I gonna tell him ? , what am i gonna tell him? / -Yoongi

No.33  the song "Can't fight the moonlight ,best describes our story ./ -Yoongi

No.32  Nothing has ever made me want to be a better man. No one has made me look in the mirror and think I NEED to be a better man. And I've never wanted any man the way I want the one I call mine. He is my world and I would give my life to keep him safe and show my love.

No.31  I'm really starting to feel lonely -Minwoo

No.30  I really miss my daddy, but I have to move on I'm stubborn and I stick with what I do and say yet I wish we could be together again....I feel so stupid

No.29  I'm happy for everyone who's in a relationship and may their happiness stay pure. :) and that maybe someday...I can find happiness as well...

No.28  One night stands should stay one night stands. shouldn't they... /sighs ruffling his hair frustratedly. desiring someone to comfort him/ -Lord V

No.27  My first heartbreak... guess it serves me right I suppose... I won't make the same mistake. -Yoongi 

No.27  Someone talk to me...

No.26  He's the nicest person I met , if not a little strange -LL-21

No.25  There's something fishy about Jeonguk, I wonder if... -Jinhwan

No.24  Hoping someday.....We will be together again....just hoping..

No.23  All I want is a stable relationship......I hate being hurt again....

No.22  Why are you holding back your expression of love like you put off with him? I feel like a fool just watching you. The truth is... what am I to you? If I was not a lover but just a friend to you, maybe you would feel more comfortable around me.. 

No.21  Even when I try not to think about you, I think about you.

...No.20  Doing everything and everyone I can to try and work you out of my system but you're just ing EVERYWHERE. *growls* -TOP

☽ Yoongi 8 years ago
@☾ V / / sigh/ , I have mine as well , you strayed away once before, for someone else. But you came back and said you loved me , i saw it in your eyes you mean it , that's why i chose to stay with you / Ask yourself Where are the doubts coming from?
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☾ J-Hope [A] 8 years ago
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☾ V [A] 8 years ago
@☽ Yoongi /notices you and pouts holding you close to him, head nuzzled in your neck/ I'm sorry, yoogi...
It's just... well... I've always been flighty in my actions. I say one thing, determined to stick to it.
But suddenly have this wave, big big wave of hesitance that makes me want to 'take back' decisions...
So I'm frightened I will take back my decision to have you as my lover... /hugs you closer to him/
☽ Yoongi 8 years ago
Good gravy .I don't get why you drive yourself crazy , trying to analyze everything , Just go with the flow and be happy / Huff in frustration
☾ V [A] 8 years ago
It hurts.
My chest tightens every time you inflate air into me.
I'm always afraid.
Frightened I will pop like the balloon a child holds.
Willing for it to stay. Right where it is.
But I still haven't popped after all this time.
...why...
Tell me! It's not a rhetorical question!
I am frustrated by you! Mesmerized by you!
...loved by you…
Is it now, yet? What about now? Now?
I am flighty.
I know it.
But it still isn’t now.
I don't want you to cry.
It hurts.
☾ V [A] 8 years ago
@☽ Jisung /looks at you coldly before laughing to himself/ you've just noticed...?
/glares at your hand getting close to his cheek and quickly holds it in his, eyes swallowing/ Do /not/ do that if you value your life...
/looks at you walking away and shrugs, deciding you didn't want what he was offering, knowing he would've slapped you right back if your slap had actually made impact. Maybe even done worse/
Alright then... /chuckles at your walking off figure as he checked off his to do list in his small notebook/ I shall not erase your mind...
/looks at you walking away before he disappears as well/
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Jisung 8 years ago
@☾ V *whimpers softly as it had hurt the moment you grab my wrist then fling it off of you*
You're not human! You're a monster!
*sniffles as I rub my eyes*
I'll never forget this. Ever. You're the worst.
*slaps you right across your cheek and walks off*
☾ V [A] 8 years ago
@☽ Jisung /looks at your hitting him and glares at you, offended as he coldly stares/ don't touch me so carelessly, human peasant!
/grabs ur wrists and harshly flings it off him/
It is true. Now you shall move on. Would you like to forget? Or remember?
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Jisung 8 years ago
@☾ V *eyes widens* N-No. . . that's not true. . . *tears up, hits your chest* That's not true! *bites my bottom lip*
☾ V [A] 8 years ago
@☽ Jisung /stares at you and nods/ I killed him. /says coldly/ he has no purpose in this world, so I didn't think his presence was important anymore /says nonchalantly as if it's normal to kill someone for him/
Jisung 8 years ago
@☾ Bobby If I wasn't. . . why did he leave just like that? I thought he loved me. He just left without saying anything. Maybe he got tired of me. . . *looks down*
Bobby 8 years ago
@☽ Jisung I'm sure you weren't a bad baby /pats your head
Jisung 8 years ago
What have I done? Was I a bad baby? *looks down*
Kamiki 8 years ago
Im engaged , im so lucky
☽ Yoongi 8 years ago
Im a lucky , lucky guy
☾ J-Hope [A] 8 years ago
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☽ Yoongi 8 years ago
the song " Can't fight the moonlight , best describes our story . /
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☾ J-Hope [A] 8 years ago
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☾ J-Hope [A] 8 years ago
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Minwoo 8 years ago
I'm really starting to feel lonely
☾ J-Hope [A] 8 years ago
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☾ J-Hope [A] 8 years ago
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☾ V [A] 8 years ago
One night stands should stay one night stands, shouldn't they... /sighs ruffling his hair frustratedly, desiring someone to comfort him/

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Bowrair [A] 3 months ago
I keep this rp around more bc it’s just the past and my baby. My HYYH “the most beautiful moment in life.” But no, I’ve updated everything bc in my new state of mind, I’ve grown to not condone things I left untouched for preservation-sake. I’ve grown from the person I was in 2014-2015.
DreamlessMaiden 11 months ago
not accepting anymore?
hobibuu 11 months ago
Can I have Jung Hoseok?
TokidokiHelloKitty 1 year ago
Oh what a stroll down memory lane! I had such good times in this rp.
TokidokiHelloKitty 4 years ago
Hey, I wanted to request a 2 week hiatus for my character Calvin and Nick. Thank you!
TokidokiHelloKitty 4 years ago
I applied as another old chara too, sorry I won't do it anymore after this!
TokidokiHelloKitty 4 years ago
Hey, I wanna re apply as Nick too, is that okay?
Taekook_ish 4 years ago
Active?? Can i apply for Taehyung ??
Bowrair [A] 4 years ago
I have a lot to discuss individually and eventually but the main admin (me) has been going through a harder time than usual for s while now; please expect the slowest of replies unless the co-admins reply. It’s also okay to rescind ur application, no hard feelings
haehaelove 4 years ago
Can I please have xing shaolin as a baby ^^
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