Welcome/Living Room

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@☾ 5 /at your lifeless response as he holds your fragile and slender body close to his own, his face pales before tightening his hold on you, a bit more harshly to get you to respond. To show any sign of life. Please...anything. Anything that could tell him this really isn't what you want and- his eyes blink as he realizes how desperate he sounded. What was he saying. He's in /charge/ of death. He can prevent it...! But wait...his eyes swallow the truth as they look sadly down. Even he knows how bad that just sounded. Hyung..Hyung wants this...but he doesn't...obviously he doesn't. He conflicts with himself behind blackened eyes. You, Hyung, are just being human. You'll be cured if you do what humans do. He clenches at your waist with a soft but deep sobbing voice/ I'll fix it.../he nods avidly with a sniffle as he pulls you away to look into your eyes with sincere determination/ I'll fix you, don't worry Hyung... /He whispers as he pulls you back to him, caressing your soft head of hair as his voice cracks under the pressuring emotions/

@☾ BB3 /as you start holding him closer, he gives up in fighting as he just lets you while staring off dead inside because here he is still alive. Still miserable. Failing at even the basics. Why's he even alive anyways. What cruel thing did he do in his past life that made someone stop him just now. He sniffles as his eyes dried, not able to do anything but feel dead as you hugged him-almost as if trying to revive him when really, he believes he can never be revived/

@☾ 5 /at your trembles, he only holds you tightly to him/ no... /but at you beating at his chest, he winces. Not in the physical pain since of course, your upper body strength was too weak but at the pain that you wanted to leave so badly. His arms wrap tighter as he ignores the beats to his chest and heart/ No. /his voice slightly cracked even through his rigid and stubborn answer/
/eventually, you finally gave up as he exhaled a breath of relief only to feel something wet on his shirt. He pulls away to look at you then widens eyes slightly at how your eyes shined so bright even as the water fell down your cheeks. He thumbs at them gently with a soft breath/ hyung...why... /his eyes curve pained as he furrows his brows, clenching your shirt because the thought of you leaving scares him. His first friend, once almost more than that, but that little detail didn't really matter. The most important part was that you're his first friend he really trusted and the one he opened up to first. Just that thought, makes him sniffle through his now blackened eyes as he holds you even closer to his chest/ Hyung...g /his voice cracked, now recalling how he even tried to save you years back with jeongguk. Now it seems more like he just postponed that fate/

@☾ BB3 /eyes grey and almost emotionless other than the tears streaming out like waterfalls, he almost succeeded in his actions only to blink at a force pulling him back. At the impact of you holding him as well as the realization that he's still here in this messy apartment and therefore, didn't get the result he wanted and the fact that you're witnessing the side of him he dared not to show to nobody, he shouts at you while trying to pull away despite your strength, not wanting to let the fact that you're here ruin his plans/ lenme go... /he waits with stiffened voice only to get impatient/ LEMME GO DAMMIT!!~ /he yells with a cracking voice though not without tears streaming his eyes, now wailing before he becomes an absolute mess/ lemme go...please...e /his breath hitches with frowning parted lips at the idea he's still here. Still rotting./

@☾ 5 /blinks at your touch as he's talking to CC1 until he feels your rigid but fragile hands as you push us out. He bites his lower lip. Something's wrong. He can feel it in his gut. Something's /very/ wrong. He smiles at CC1 slightly/ I'm sorry, go home by yourself /he pecks the other's cheek while handing the other pepper spray even though it's daylight by now and people are around to go to church/ stay safe... /then he turns around, bolting to the door, shutting it closed with widened eyes/ HYUNG! /he quickly lifts you then pulls you off/ what the are you doing?! You could've... /he scolds at the other before his eyes widen in realization/

@☾ BB3 Blinks as you hand me what looks like either made or pepper spray or were they the same?, Anyway I stare as you walk back inside, I text the knob to find it locked I was starting to feel like something was seriously wrong, but then thought that it was just in my drunk imagination and began to walk home still with a sense of dread over my head before quickly turning back heading to the window

@☽ CC1 /blinks at the other's touch as he's talking to you until he feels the other's rigid but fragile hands push us out. Biting his lip, he turns to smile at you slightly/ I'm sorry, go home by yourself /he pecks your cheek as he removes his hand from your hold, reaching into his pocket then handing you pepper spray even though it's daylight by now and people are around to go to church/ stay safe... /then he turns around, opening then shutting and locking the door behind him/

/A mirror of his heart. He slowly walks, noticing all the alcohol, decorations that were now all on the floor or fallen somewhere as her words continue repeating inside his head "mianhae hoseok-ah." He threads at the rope, pulling a chair out gently as it continues "mianhae...hoseok." repeating even louder as her voice reverberates his eardrums, heartbeat picking up speed as he stood on the seat, "'can't do this anymore." biting his lower lip as the wet saltiness flood down his cheeks, "say goodbye to Mommy an Daddy for me, neh?~" he holds the rope gently before placing it over his head. "Bang." The gunshot. He lifts himself, tippy toes/

@☽ CC1 /he continues smiling lightly with a shake of his head/ no it's fine, thanks though.. /he closes the door then turns around, staring at the place. He chuckles lightly/ a mirror huh...

@☾ 5 Looks to see you kinda drunk? as you start to push us both out , / but don't you want some help? " / asks out of habit before you shut the door/ Ok bye and thanks for the good time" / yelling through the door before turning to BB3 / lets go home / takes your hand to walk off

@☾ BB3 @☽ CC1 /after a while he picks himself from the ground and sluggishly pads the carpet and tile of the floor. Smiling slightly at you two, he puts his frail hands on both your and your partner's shoulders/ party's over. 'Got the cleanup so ya can go... /he chuckles as he pushes you gently outside the door/ thanks for stoppin! /he grins hugely before turning to close the door behind you two/

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/he continues smiling only to feel a drip onto the hand washing the pot. He chuckles to himself. Why now. He's held it for this long. Why now...he thinks to himself before his heart heaves and he can't hold it anymore, sitting collapsing onto the ground with blurry eyes as he lets it out, the loud music muffling his shrieking bellows as he continues closing his eyes and covering his ears, memories of his sister's voice echoing in his head "mian, hoseok-ah..."/

@☾ BB3 waiting for you to come back as I sat at the table playing with some salt and pepper shakers, yes I am that bored looking up hearing your voice. / " Im sure it is thank you" / raising a brow as you beckon me over, you can't possibly think ,, oh no/ " Uh my lord it might be better if you let me drink it myself / says reaching for the steaming cup taking it out of you hands to put in some sugar and cream before taking a careful sip after blowing it. / " thank you again", / reaching up to peck your cheek.

@☽ CC1 /he's a stubborn one and arrogant as well. Maybe because of his status in this world, but knowing all that, you managed to show even to him that he can be "human" or at least as human as possible with your own behavior giving him a gentle guidance. /that's/ what you gave him in addition to your caringly soft self/
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/he becomes annoyed with how slow the tap is pouring out the brew that he taps it again, making it spill on his hand as well, making him have to move the cup to get that coffee too wincing as he did so/ in back, we were running out but luckily, I found more. I hope this is fine...? /he smiles as he beckons you forward, planning to feed you, a very bad plan since it's easy to spill hot coffee that way/

@☾ BB3 / " But I" / Just blinks, not seeing how it was my fault but let it go, I tell you why I smelled funny before leaning back a bit at the glare usually it doesn't bother me but not when it seems directed at me. " But Hopey already.. "/ tried to tell you that J hope already gave me some but you were already gone and figured another cup would be good. I laid my chin on my hands, I really wasn't all that drunk, but I felt a bit bad though. " Im never playing that game again " / muttering to myself.

@☽ CC1 /he blinks at your explanation, realizing that makes sense. But obviously, you're still in the wrong to him either ways.../ then you should've clarified that instead of turning into such a hothead /he glares with cold eyes at your seemingly drunk as well as angry disposition/
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/he nods before his eyes end up glaring at the thought that you blamed with those unintelligent fools as he tries to stand you back up while still holding onto your waist with gentle nods/ I heard coffee helps, lemme... /softly leaves your waist while setting you onto a chair/ stay right there... /and he turns to get a drink for you in order to make you feel better, his sweet yoogi who entertained such seeking-to-cause-pain men...of course, not knowing you've already got one.../

/picking himself up, he shakes away the thought. He'll do this, go say bye to the guests, then take a break. After all, it's not like he needs to smile anymore after everyone's gone then/

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@☾ BB3 / Looks at you confused and maybe a bit irritated at you pulling the plate, " Are you serious? I meant the crumbs on the plate not the actual.. huff" / shaking my before you speak then I recognized your deep accent, says your nickname smiling when you realize who I was. I wobbled a bit when you hold my / " Not really just a bit tipsy." / corrects you before looking to the side realizing you might still be smelling the alcohol on me / "I had a little too much to drink earlier, but Im still pretty sober now I was playing a drinking game with the other guests here"/

/working on the dishes as he rinses his hands, he continues washing till he groans at the stain that won't come off as he rubs harder. His wrist almost hurting as he aggressively rubbed it away, he realized what he was doing as he stares at his reflection, ending up chuckling dryly as he lowered his head in shame. He shouldn't be mad. That's not him. He thinks though his eyes fell in sadness, instead because he's back to this again/

@☽ CC1 /still glaring at you behind his mask because what kind of human would do this as his fingers pulled at the paper beneath the supposed crumbs. And the smell of alcohol as well.../ does /this/ look like a crumb to you? /he holds it for a while for you to answer before he shakes his head as he quickly turns away/ I do not understand why I am required to- /but something stops him as he hears his name from your lips, turning around with widened eyes/ (your nickname)! /he shifts on his left foot as he rests his hands on your waist, worry flowing through his facial features though none can be seen by the mask/ you're not a drunk human! /he says as he tries to hold you still from falling, obviously ending up littering anyways just now. Then his nose flares/ why do you smell...different...?

@☾ 5 Was heading to the trash when someone stopped me, I was still a bit drunk so I didn't recognize the voice at first " well I was actually gonna just throw out the crumbs but here " hands him the plate, before I finally remembered, there was only one person who talked like that / [ you're nick name ] ?

@☽ CC1 Woah... /he chuckles stunned as he tries to imagine it/ would've gotten a kick outta that... /he thinks under his breath before coming back and smiles nodding slightly though he doubts that he'll ever will meet the "hero" again.../ I hope so...an to hold his own gainst that kiddo is... /he chuckles shaking head in disbelief because he doesn't think it's possible to win but apparently, it did...? He smiles nodding once more to you then leaves, biting lower lip because 2nd party this happened....sighs shrugging the negative thoughts away and chuckling at the pouting assistant/
BB3: I was washing, I really was. But then /this/ happened... /he shows 5 the dirty dishes as 5 sighs/
Agh! (BB3's nickname)! I gave you a simple one , too...! /waves away BB3's small sorry added on by excuses/ Nevermind, just go pick up the trash, where's jeonggukie when I need im... /he sighs as he pulls his dress shirt sleeves up and opens the sink cabinets to put a bowl, it a bit smelly now/
meanwhile...
BB3: Pardon the intrusion, indolent human. But what your hands are leading to believe is trash is, for a matter of fact, recyclable. Here, I shall take it for you and displace it in the proper designated area.

@☾ J-Hope "Yeah well polite by his definition, but at least he tried so that counts for something " /shrugged before nodded / " yeah I think so but who knows maybe we'll run into again someday"
/ smiles a bit before waving / ''thanks again'' / finishing my coffee before getting up to dispose of his trash probably and straightening up a bit to save work for you.

@☽ CC1 /widens eyes then chuckles snorting while covering his mouth at your word choice/ he's polite? /laughs lifting a brow but then shaking his head/ nah~ I totally get it though I wouldn't really call that kid /polite/ ya know? /he chuckles nudging you as he puts the quotes on that word. But he frowns lightly at your words/...he did?! /quickly looks left and right in his seat then frowns/ aw... /smiles at your wave then chuckles patting your chair/ hey, thanks so much for comin gain...really appreciate it... /before walking off to find his other assistant/ yah ya done in there? /he knocks on the pole with a light yawn because he's awake since early morning

@☾ J-Hope / " I didn't at first cause of the mask but after hearing how he talks to people you know rude even when being polite , not something you'd easily forget, it's the same with Taehyung, whom I haven't seen for a while now " / looking around before taking a sip of my now creamed and sugared coffee , laughing a bit / " I think we both need to thank him but maybe hard finding him though he may have left " / shrugged before nodding / " Yeah don't worry about me " / waving as I lean back in my chair.