The Courtyard

/sits crossed legged on the grass, eyes closed when she was trying to get the thoughts out of her mind; opening up to briefy see a trigger but simply shakes her head/

@I. Aina *nods a little and smiles*
Its how I deal with my world view.

@S. Akira *hums softly*
That seems fair
Pointless but fair

@I. Aina It was pretty chill actually.
*shrugs a little*
I didn't mine it all that much.
It was fascinating listening to their point of view

@S. Akira Seems like a ty deal for privacy
*chuckles*
Which type of church was it?
One of the fire and brimstone ones or one of the less aggressive ones?

@I. Aina I suppose looking at it that way my parents were selfish.
Church onsunday, other wise we were free.
I couldnt see the point in arguing so I went

@S. Akira *shrugs again*
I’d probably get pissed off with over bearing parents
Selfish is better because then you can pretty much do whatever you want and they won’t mind as long as it doesn’t get in their way

@I. Aina *nods a little*
Yeah... parents can do that.
its one or the other really... selfish or over bearing.

@S. Akira That’s good
*grins slightly*
My family were all selfish but nothing out of the ordinary

@I. Aina *nods a little and smiles*
Nah, mine are loving, all together.
No skeletons in the closest.
It wasa good life.

@S. Akira Sounds nice
Too many people have families here
It’s such a cliche
*chuckles*

@I. Aina Mum, dad, uncles, aunts
the whole thing.
*nods a little and smiles*
No sob story here

@S. Akira *shrugs*
I’m just an intolerant
*chuckles slightly before shaking her head*
Just your mum out there or do you have other family?

@I. Aina *laughs a little and nods slightly*
I personally dont believe it.
I have my own beliefs and I want people to accept my thoughts...
so I have to accept theirs in return.
It doesnt mean I have to believe them

@S. Akira I just don't see the point
If you want to be a decent person just do it for that reason
They'll all be disappointed when they realise none of it is real
*chuckles slightly glancing at you again*
Besides, why deprive yourself of the good

@I. Aina I agree.
*chuckles a little and shakes my head*
But at the same time...
If she wants to believe some all powerful beaing will judge her soulll
Who am I to tell her no.

@S. Akira *rolls eyes slightly and chuckles*
Religion
I've never seen the point in it
People shouldn't be looking for some magic man to control their lives

@I. Aina It's true.
I mean she knows the truth now...
She started off angry at me... but she listened to my explanation.
Then she fave me the only thing I could have asked for... from her.
'God will condemn you when your time comes, so I will love you until it does'
She's so special...

@S. Akira That’s what good mums are for
*hums slightly*
Always bring there to support you

@I. Aina *shrugs a littke*
I often let slip.
*chuckles a little*
She's my mum though shes always supporting me.

@S. Akira *shrugs*
Everything I did was under her roof, stood no chance of keeping that separate
*chuckles slightly*
Though I see why you’d want to hide the real you

@I. Aina That's nice too.
*chuckles softly*
I chose to keep my lives separate
It was a decision I don't regret

@S. Akira *laughs as you mention your mum*
I’m lucky
My mum knows exactly who and what I am, and she’s still on my side
I don’t have to pretend to be innocent around her

@I. Aina I know what you mean... it's fine.
*chuckles softly*
You don't have to guess with me.
The incomplete thing is just keeping all the different believe from my mum.
I'm a good Christian boy to her.

@S. Akira *sighs and rolls her eyes*
The ones with the proper multiple personalities?
They annoy the hell out of me
I don’t want a guessing game everytime I try and talk to someone
Meanwhile I just have this me, that’s it
*gestures to herself*
Constantly aware of and in control of what’s happening

@I. Aina I'm still pretty sure I'm not crazy
I just have a different belief system...
But in here people can't judge that... because they crazy.
So many people have multiple personalities... and I don't mean in the same way I do...
I just have the incomplete me and then the real me

@S. Akira Most of the crazy people are out there, I’m certain of it
Just everyone thinks that they’re normal instead
*sighs slightly*
Though here’s a good place for that concentrated crazy goodness

@I. Aina *nods a little*
I get you... I guess im just enjoying being me.
It's nice to have people crazier than me around.

@S. Akira *glances over at you*
I prefer the hellraisers
People to bounce energy off, you know?

@I. Aina *chuckles a little and nods slightly*
I suppose we look at different forms of entertainment
To me even a mildly sedated person could be the most fun...
depending on what I can get away with.