The Lake

@C. Eunwoo /he bites his lips at the feel of your hands on his skin, going rather still not wanting to elicit any kind of sound but enjoys having your hands on him/
/his fingers starts to fiddle with his sweater sleeves feeling the anxiety creep back in with your words, he is afraid of losing you but more so than that, he is afraid to think that they might truly fall apart/
/as you lift his chin up, he tries to avoid looking in your eyes but he slowly maintains a contact, his eyes showing the fear and the anxiety/
I love you Eunwoo.. I cant be without you. Its scary how much of me i have given up to you. I wont betray you. Never. But dont ever let me go.

@O. Sehun /chuckles a little as he feels you slap his hands, slipping his hands underneath your sweater and moves his hands along the skin, to tease your further before he went silence as he listens to you, thinking about his words;
It hurts me... because I just want to be with you forever but I don’t know if I can make our love last.. not when we are stuck in here and... would love really last in such place? It hurts me to think that one day... we might fall apart. It hurts me that I can never spoil you... or pamper you as much as other boyfriends would do to their boyfriend. And... it hurts me to think that one day... you’ll betray me like my ex. I love you, Sehun. I love you.. so much.
/sighs slowly, gently slipping his digits under your chin to lift your face so he can look at you in the eye;

@C. Eunwoo /lets out a squeak as you tickle him, squirming in his spot before gently slapping your hands to stop you from tickling further/
I have been there once. But it was a long time ago.
/being with you relaxes him considerably, he lets a moment of silence envelope them before answering/
My last relationship was all for the physical needs more than anything so you can say this is the first i have let myself fall for someone. I am scared of losing you. I am scared that without you, i am going break apart. I am scared that maybe someday my love will push you away from me. I am scared of not being with you. I am scared of how much power you have over me.
/releasing a sigh, he lowers his head/
And why does it hurt you?

@O. Sehun /as your hand rub on his skin, he purposefully moves his hand to your sides and tickle your side for a bit, to break the tension in you and the seriousness of the atmosphere;
Sorry... for bringing this up, my love. But yeah, I guess if in another life, we could have meet at a park. Have you been to Han River, Cha Sehun?
/after a few moments of listening to your words and to your heartbeat, he returns to nuzzle against your neck;
How... why.. does it scare you, Sehun? For me, I love you so much that it hurts.

@C. Eunwoo /frowns at your words but decides not to say anything because that would only lead to it getting larger than it should be; his fiddling fingers come to a stop as you press against him as he relaxes in your arms/
/he holds your arms around him and gently rubs his hands along it in a soothing manner as he listens to you/
We both had a park in common eh?
/lets out a small smile at that/
I wonder how much our lives would be different if we were to meet under different circumstances in a normal world. But if staying in this place means being with you, i am going to stay here forever. I really love you Eunwoo. Sometimes it scares me.

@O. Sehun /sighs and rests his chin on the crook of your neck, kissing the skin once as he stares into the distance;
I... have been thinking about it.. I love you so much, Sehun-ah...
But what if things happen... /trails off as he shakes his head, not wanting to thibk about it any longer, wrapping his arms around your waist and press the side of his face to your back, listening to your heartbeat;
I’m sorry... that would be the depressed me talking.
If you ask me, I would bring you to a small hill in my neighbourhood.
It’s a park and you can see everything from there.
It’ll make you feel like you’re on top of the world.

@C. Eunwoo I dont want to socialise.
/he said firmly in a tone that clearly said he didnt want to discuss on it further/
Stop Eunwoo..
/he starts fiddling with his sweater sleeves with his free hand, feeling anxious by your train of thoughts trying his best not to let his mind trail off to the dark place/
/sits down quietly on your lap/
It was near my school.. an abandoned park.

@O. Sehun /nudges your side in response, looks away as he tries to hide his flushed cheeks and coughs;
Cheesy Sehun.
/glances at you with pursed lips; You know.. you should like.. socialise more.
I might be your only friend in here and that’s not exactly a good thing.
What if I get contained...? Or if something else happens to me...
/finds a dry spot and sits down cross-legged, pulls you on my lap;
And where is that...?

@C. Eunwoo /his eyes take in the sight of the lake having never been here before; he lightly hums at your words before turning to face you/
I love all of you.. mostly your lips that kisses me and your heart that loves me.
/shudders at his own cheesiness before letting out a smile/
This is the first time actually. You know me. I dont like socialising.
/turns back towards the lake/
There was this one place where i would go every time i was feeling down. It was a hidden spot. I would take you there.

@O. Sehun /leads you to the lake instead, holding your hand tightly;
Yah do you love my lips that much? I would offer for you to glue us together with a strong glue but then I wouldn’t be able to eat or to breathe.
Have you been to the lake, Sehun?
/smiles softly as he stares into the lake;
Honest question, if we can actually go out, is there any place you’ll take me to?

@B. Jason ♠ [ was just thinking should we actually move to the library [

@B. Jason ♠ Hm? Yes.. I think so..
I don't know.

@U. Shoma *smiles a little and looks at you*
Still good?

@B. Jason ♠ *pulls the blankets up a little more*
*hums gently and rests my head on my knees*
Mmh..

@U. Shoma *smiles and nods slightly*
Alright, I'm glad

@B. Jason ♠ *shakes my head a little*
It's fine, honestly..

@U. Shoma *chuckles and nods happily*
Good... I wish I had an office for you so you could relax in there...
One day maybe... if they ever have a need...

@B. Jason ♠ Hmmm...
Yes it's cosy, I think../

@U. Shoma *laughs and nods*
I'm glad. you being warm was the whole point

@B. Jason ♠ *nods slowly*
Yes.. I am very warm righ t now..

@U. Shoma I'm glad.
*chuckles a little*
You look very bundled up

@B. Jason ♠ *glances at you and nods once*
I think I'm good..

@U. Shoma *smiles a little and nods slightly*
Alright, I hope so.
If its not let me know. I can find more.

@B. Jason ♠ *fixes up to how i want it before nodding*
Yes.. This should be fine, I think..

@U. Shoma *heads over and smiles softly*
Hey
*smiles a little and sits down with you before covering you with the blanket*
hows that?

@B. Jason ♠ *looks up qs I hear you*
*waits for you to find me ,

@U. Shoma *comes in a few minutes later looking around for you*
Shoma?
*heads towards the back*

@B. Jason ♠ *nods once*
*finds a corner in the back to sit down*

@U. Shoma *smiles softly*
I won't be long. I promise
Then I will help warm you up.
*smiles happily before running off*

@B. Jason ♠ *follows you down there, taking note of the path taken*
*Glances at you, nodding once*
Okay.. *reluctantly lets your hand go*