☣ Seulgi's Office

@J. Jinsoul ( you still have time, make the most of it! ouob and posted! )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((My study abroad trip ends on June 22nd ;;

Okay!! I'll looking forward to it!))

@J. Jinsoul ( ahhh I understand, how long do you have till you have to go back?

Lmao "decided", sounds like Jinsoul alright xD that's pretty cool, and entertaining ofc. Okay I'm gonna start in her room then! )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((I just really love Korea so far, and I won't wanna go back to the States ;;
I'm going to miss being here to much

Jinsoul is a strange soul, she does her own thing at her own pace XD she decided she liked Seulgi and that was the end of it, I will never be able to understand how my characters minds work sometimes XD ))

@J. Jinsoul ( Aww I get you, I don't wanna go home too for my semester break. It'll be okay ^^b

Lol I'm still surprised that Jinsoul harbored feelings for Seulgi tbh and lol that's probably a factor xD )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((I just have so much going on right now ;;
I'm hoping it will settle back down when I get back home to the states next month, even if I dont wanna go home ;;

I'm still impressed this relationship is working lol
It actually probably helps that there are less people here for Jinsoul to assault XD ))

@J. Jinsoul ( same, my muse for rpr has been flickering nowadays but these two keep me coming back. I'm so glad Seulgi's dumb caught her attention xD )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((I know ;;
I want to bring it back, but I don't have enough time to focus on all plot lines right now ;;
I adore Jinsoul though, which is why I'm still here lol
and Taemin, I love my Taemin here too ))

@J. Jinsoul ( ok then cx it's kinda sad that the rp is not that active anymore since Jinsoul is really my fav ;; )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((Normally she would need to have a guard, since she's notoriously violent and unstable lol
but since things are pretty dead here, I guess we can just pretend there's a guard lingering around?))

@J. Jinsoul ( sure sure, should it be only the two of them or? I forgot how it works ouo; )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((Should it be a surprise for Jinsoul that Seulgi sets up?))

@J. Jinsoul ( okiee how should we start?? )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((We can take her out lol
it will be interesting definitely XD ))

@J. Jinsoul ( Seulgi thinks so, she's just so excited to show Jinsoul everything already xD but if not we can do something like her accompanying Jinsoul for one her sessions? )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((Ohh you think Jinsoul is ready for that? lol
she's gonna be so nervous))

@J. Jinsoul (maybe it's time for them to go out? êuê )

@K. Seulgi ☣ ((Yes!
Did you have something in mind??))

@J. Jinsoul () should we move on to another plot/event with them? ouo

@K. Seulgi ☣ /sighs a little as you get up but forces herself to get up as well, taking the dress from you and going over to get her regular clothes from your desk, slipping them on and tucking the dress away in the drawer instead/
In case we ever want to play again
/she explains with a playful smile, walking back over to you to steal another kiss/
I miss you, I hope the other patients aren't too much of a problem
/she says, reluctant to leave but she finally turns to head back to her room/

@J. Jinsoul Oh it's the fancy version of the word mumbo jumbo.
*she nods, kissing that pout of yours away then regretfully pulls away from your warmth to sit up and stretches her arms up with a groan*
Oh really? That's great, babe. I think you'll really enjoy Grand Theft Auto.
*chuckles softly and kisses you one last time before getting dressed then picks up your clothes then helps you out*

@K. Seulgi ☣ I don't even know what jargon means
/she admits with a chuckle, her expression pulling into a pout when you say you have to leave but she nods/
Alright, I'll entertain myself while I'm waiting for you
I'll go to my room and see if my new games arrived yet or not, I ordered some of the ones you recommended
So I'm hoping they arrived this morning
Maybe I'll learn how to play while I'm waiting for you

@J. Jinsoul Mhm, I'll take you to conventions and conferences with me thiiy I won't put you through the pain of listening to boring medical jargon and whatnot. And that's actually a great idea!
*grins playfully as she returns the hug and hums, kissing the top of your head and nodding slightly*
Unfortunately. But I'll breeze through 'em then meet you again for lunch. Sounds great?

@K. Seulgi ☣ You'll take me everywhere with you?
/she repeats with an amused smile/
You promise? You can get one of those child leashes that wraps around my wrist so you don't lose me
/she laughs, resting her head on your shoulder again and hugging you tightly for a few seconds/
you probably have to get up to soon, don't you?
I'm sure you have rounds to do or something... and I've stolen all of your morning already

@J. Jinsoul Of course, and you should listen to me more.
*chuckles and taps your nose, her lips after the stolen kiss*
I know.. I'm not one to go anywhere without telling or just up and go like that. I'll tell you if anything happens or once you're out I'll take you everywhere with me.
*nods, running a hand through your hair while smiling softly*

@K. Seulgi ☣ You're right
/she nods in agreement, smiling softy and closing her eyes for a few seconds at the kiss/
You're always right, I should listen to you more often
/she laughs, opening her eyes again and smiling softly at you before she steals a kiss/
I hope you won't go anywhere.... you know how dramatic I am
I don't think I'd be okay without you... the only reason I'm even starting to be okay with myself is because of you

@J. Jinsoul *she nods in agreement then smiles softly, pressing a kiss on the crown of your head and sighs softly*
I guess we are. And I completely understand and there is no pressure coming from me, okay? Take your time.. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. Let's just enjoy the present and look forward to the future. Don't let the past hold you back from happiness. All I can say is that I won't judge you for what you've done, whatever that is.
*she nods firmly and kisses your forehead lovingly*

@K. Seulgi ☣ Life can be so miserable sometimes
/she sighs heavily in agreement, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek/
I guess we're both a little ed up, with own own demons hiding in the closest. I just... I don't want you to think that I'm lying to you, or hiding something. I know that someday I'll have to admit to everything, I'll have to re-live it all but I don't want to just yet.
I'm trying to get better, and move in the right direction, but my past is a lot to try to handle and I'm just not sure I'm brave enough for it yet.
I want to be someday, because I know I have to be. i'm just not yet....
I hope you'll still love me when that someday comes

@J. Jinsoul You don't think I know that already?
*she blinks at you, face blank and there's an unreadable look in her face as she cups your cheeks and caresses them with her thumbs*
Jinsoul, I saw my brother as a ing hero and he used to intentionally hurt me and I let him because it made him feel better, it made him happy. I loved him because despite that, he loved me too in his ed up way. And I guess that made me a little nut in the head as well. I'm pretty sure I would help him with anything if he had grown up to be a killer or something like that.. I'm not one to judge your past. I'm not as innocent as you think.
*she sighs, pulling back and shifts her gaze to the ceiling, swallowing thickly*

@K. Seulgi ☣ I don't know about that
/she says softly, closing her eyes with a heavy sigh/
I'm not exactly a good person. The fire at the hospital wasn't the main reason I was arrested, I was wanted for a lot more than that.
I've killed a lot of people, and I did it on purpose. I wanted them to suffer, just like they made me suffer.
I don't feel bad about it. I know I should....