The Forest

@K. Youngkyun [Aww, my poor baby :(]

/chuckle at your innocent statement/
It's good but not very good if it happens in a kinda long time. It just doesn't feel right, kk~
/chuckle more and shake my head/

@H. Joshua ⚕ me to bu I probably will. Im hopeless.))

thats... lucky?
*tilts my head a little*
You can sleep in the forest all the time.

@K. Youngkyun [So that's why. Aww, I hope you won't miss one again, then :D]

/shake my head too/
Nope, no schedule for today. Probably you're the only inmate I gotta take care at the moment.
/grin and nod/

@H. Joshua ⚕ But I still feel bad lol.
I was just saying I hate missing replies))

*chuckles a little and shakes my head*
You dont have anyone else to see?

@K. Youngkyun [It's not a big problem, really e w e]

Wanna have a walk, then? I'm not in the mood to work properly. Maybe being a bad worker for a day isn't a bad idea.
/shrug and grin/

@H. Joshua ⚕ I sowwy))

*nods a little and smiles*
Yes I am full. Thank you.

@K. Youngkyun [Isoke, it always happen :D]

Hm, I trust you.
/smile and nod/
Are you full yet?

@H. Joshua ⚕ Wah... I missed it :(((( I'm sorry babe))

Oh.
*nods a little and smiles softly*
I will do my best...
And speak with them about it.

@K. Youngkyun [Hnn, I'm bored ;(]

@K. Youngkyun Well I've talked with the head of therapist, doctor, and also psychiatrist and gained yes so it is possible.
/nod with a simple smile/
All we need is your own willingness now, kk. But I'm sure we could find another way if you don't wanna go.
/smile warmly/

@H. Joshua ⚕ Out for a day?
*tilts my head a little thinking about it.*
Am I even allowed out for a day?

@K. Youngkyun Hm, I don't think doing the barbecue party in this institute is a good idea because... we never know what the other inmate might do. So... I am thinking about going out from the institute for a day. What do you think?
/raise a brow/

@H. Joshua ⚕ *chuckles a little and shrugs slightly*
I just dont feel...
*smiles softly and nods*
Yes, I remember

@K. Youngkyun Even sometimes myself still like to stress out, though I cover it. You're really something.
/smile faintly/
Anyway, before I forget... remember our plan about barbecue?

@H. Joshua ⚕ *shrugs a little*
There was no point in us stressing.
It didnt get us anywhere

@K. Youngkyun You never stressed out?
/frown/
That's... a bit weird to hear.
/scratch my neck/

@H. Joshua ⚕ Stressed out?
*tilts my head a little*
I dont think I am

@K. Youngkyun It must be hard...
/put my chopsticks down when the tray is already empty/
So what do you do when you're stressed out?

@H. Joshua ⚕ I don't, no.
*shakes my head.*
I feel that what I enjoy isn't much better though...

@K. Youngkyun Hm... as long as you enjoy it, then.
/smile warmly/
Whenever you're stressed, do what you enjoy.
/nod with smile/
I can say that to you because at least you don't find killing someone enjoyable... I guess?
/become unsure/

@H. Joshua ⚕ I don't know what I enjoy...
I know what I'm good at.
*looks down*
I guess I enjoy that...

@K. Youngkyun Hm, well maybe sleep is the only exception.
/grin/
Because I've once tried eating in the bathroom, like eating cup noodle while having a bath and it's so good. I know it sounds silly but that's what I did.
/shrug and giggle/
The same goes to you. You have to find the thing you enjoy that makes you feel happy.

@H. Joshua ⚕ The win you say it makes me think you eat when sleeping.
*chuckles a little and has another small bit*
As long as you enjoy it.

@K. Youngkyun I think I understand it. That's me before I meet my friend that can't stop munching. Without even realizing it, I ended following that lifestyle. I mean, munching all the time. Munching while I'm stressed, munching while I'm happy, munching all the time.
/shrug and start eating/

@H. Joshua ⚕ *smiles a little and nods*
I got used to not having much...
So I don't have much any more.
A little fills me up

@K. Youngkyun Hm? Okay, lemme grab the chopsticks first.
/stand and walk to take chopsticks/
You're kinda like me back to the old days. I don't eat a lot, but now... guess I live to eat.
/smile faintly/

@H. Joshua ⚕ I know i cant.
It's too much food.
*pushes the tray between both of us*
Help me.

@K. Youngkyun I'll help you if you really can't finish it. Only if you really really can't finish it.
/shrug/

@H. Joshua ⚕ I don't know if I can eat this much.
*smiles weakly*
But I will try...

@K. Youngkyun See. Finish it, then.
/smile warmly/
When there's a chance in front of you, you have to grab it you know.
/grin/