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@Choi Beomgyuᵃˡᵖʰᵃ To: My baby ♥

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/walks up to your apartment and leaves a note and boxes of goodies/

Note: "Hi, Seung! My bestie~ ♥ Just dropping by these goodies for you since I haven't heard from you in a while. I miss you and I hope that you're doing well!

Your bestie,
Sangie :">"

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@Lee Heeseungᵃˡᵖʰᵃ ➢ message to: Roommate
⤿ sent : Heeseung...

@Jang Daehyeonᵇᵉᵗᵃ ➢ message to: roommate Daehyeon
⤿ sent : Bold to assume I'll get caught.
⤿ sent : Besides, the landlord loves me!

@Lee Heeseungᵃˡᵖʰᵃ ➢ message to: Roommate
⤿ sent : Heeseung.
⤿ sent : Our apartment doesn't allow pets.

@Jang Daehyeonᵇᵉᵗᵃ ➢ message to: roommate Daehyeon
⤿ sent : How upset would you be if I said we have a new roommate?

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ Ah yes. It's my fourth book. It's a whole series and I'm planning to stop at five books and take a very very loooooooooooong break after that. I think I deserve that after pumping out books back to back consecutively for three years now, going on four.
/smiles softly, perks up at your words as I finally feel that I'm doing something right in my life/
Really? Don't worry, Seung. I'll ask nothing more than just to cuddle and sleep. I love this too, being affectionate with others without feeling that expectation hanging in the air that it might turn into more than just cuddles.
/shakes my head/
I can never do that. . .
/chuckles and gently pats your back in sync with your heartbeat/
Then I'll do the same and thank you just as much.
/takes a long, deep breath and slowly lets it out, the act itself making me calm down and soon enough, I've dozed off while holding you in my arms, basking in your warmth as we cuddle/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ Ooh... So how many books are you on now? Is this number... Four?
/asks softly, trying to prove my listening, even if I'm unsure whether you've published three and are working on the fourth or if you count your third before it's even shipped out to the publishers. Either way, it feels very accomplished and sounds nice.
I'm just being nice, really. I like being affectionate, and it's helpful that you enjoy the same without expecting more to come of it. You're not pushy or asking for tons. Just snuggles and sleep. It's really, really great.
Maybe I should be thanking you more - like, as much as you thank me.
/chuckles softly, feeling your body start to relax more, and settling into the same rhythms - breath falling soft and even, and heartbeat settling into the beat of yours, quietly dozing off against your chest before I even realize what's happening/

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ I know. I'm so sorry. I really should stop babbling, and panicking, and just listen first. . .
/pouts softly, smiling as I felt your body sink in my arms, this is the first time I'm doing this, I'm unsure if I'm doing it right but I'm happy I'm able to comfort you like this as well/
And no worries, I didn't take it that way as well. I gotta keep myself busy with other things aside from writing because I'll go crazy if I don't.
/looks down at you then buries my nose into your hair, inhaling your scent/
I promise to make you one. I just finished a manuscript so I'm free nowadays.
/smiles softly and listens intently to you/
I hope that you'll feel better soon from those rough dates and whatever you do, as long as you feel comfortable in it, just do it. Life's too short anyway for us to not do the things that we like.
/sinking in your arms as well as soon as you bury your face in my chest, loving the feeling of you drawing mindlessly against my back/
I don't think I can stop. It's been so long since I felt comfortable around anyone and you've been nothing but kind and gracious to me when I'm basically a stranger to you, Seung. I really appreciate you.
/mutters softly against your forehead and gently runs my hand over your back, taking deep breaths until I can feel my breathing starting to slow down and my heartbeat as well as I start to feel sleepy while holding you in my arms, your warmth and scent providing comfort like no other/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ You really misunderstood my words...
/laughs awkwardly, dismayed by the sudden disconnect, when everything until now had felt so easy and effortless with you. Still, I don't argue, sinking down into your arms and enjoying the comfort - though it is a little odd to be the one held for a change.
I didn't mean it in a bad way. Just - Admiring, I guess? Like, you're very talented, because you have such a wide base of things you're skilled at. Blankets take literal days worth of hours of focus and attention and effort, I couldn't do that, nor do I want to, but it's really cool that you can.
/slips and digits under the back of your shirt, lightly rubbing your skin in mindless little designs.
And I'm not upset about the suppressants either - Though it's pretty weird to get mistaken for a beta so much when I go out with other wolves. I just-- think I told you I've had a rough past couple of dates. Probably just still sensitive from that. No worries, okay?
/buries my face in your chest, finally giving up on feeling weird and trying to just relax and enjoy your presence and scent, especially when you hold me so close
And no more praising me for doing nothing, either. That's just silly.

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /chews on my lip at your words and nods/
Yeah b-but also, I don't think it'll be any different if you gain a few kilos or whatnot. You'd still look good.
/smiles softly and chuckles/
No. The internet is everything. That's where I learned these supposed skills. I can teach you some or give you some tools if you want to learn how to do so. Also, don't say that you're boring, you're not. You're the most interesting person I've ever met, Seung.
/sits up as you did as well, notices your demeanor, and frowns a bit at your words/
What? Don't say that. You're not less than anyone, okay? Your body, your choice.
/reaches forth and holds your hand in mine, squeezing yours gently/
You know what, let's go back to sleep. I have nothing to do today anyway and I'm still sleepy.
/pulls you to lay down and takes the initiative to cradle you in my arms this time around, gently squeezing you in my arms, blushing profusely since I'm not used to this but want to comfort you/
You're amazing, you're kind, you're not boring, and you're interesting, so don't say otherwise.
/buries my face into your hair/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ No worries, I didn't think you were calling me fat. I mean... I'm basically flat as a board. Not much room for fat anyways./chuckles, trying to brush the subject off; embarrassed that you even noticed my concern with the subject. Silently praying the room is dark enough that you don't catch how red my ears are turning./
Of course... /exhales on a laugh/ You're so talented. I wish I had a cool skill like that - any of those. I know how to speak French and can clean pretty much anything. Totally boring in comparison.
/realization hits, eyes going wide and I sit up, holding my hands up in a sort of surrender/ Nononono-- it's not like that. He's never seen my nest - I don't even know that he's ever even stepped foot in my room - the lizards scare him, and so do their live treats, you know. Uhm. Really. It's nothing like that. /finally calms a bit, fiddling with my fingers in my lap, gaze focused down on them, caught feeling a little bit like I have to explain myself/
We're able to work so well as roomies because I live and die by my suppressants. May as well have like... Less than no subgender to him. To everyone, really.

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /eyes widen as I shake my head/
T-That's not what I mean though. I mean, you hold the right amount of muscles and fluff. . . n-not that you're fat or anything. I'm sorry if that's how it sounds. . .
/nods at your question/
Yes. I love knitting and crocheting as well. I make lots of assortment like beanies, blankets, plushies, mittens, and that stuff, so I'll make one for you.
/smiles softly and chuckles/
Really? I hope to be one. I want the furbabies to be happy before they cross the rainbow bridge.
/panics a bit as confusion is now etched all over your face, scrambling to explain myself, stuttering even/
I-I mean, you mentioned a hoddie lost under the pile and I-I thought maybe you two sleep here together? Like, uhmm, cuddle a-and mentioning that, I feel like I shouldn't have said that because it felt like I was prying into your life when I shouldn't because that's something private. . .
/rubs my nape as I look down again/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ Wow, you're the second person to call some some variation of "fluffy" in a week. I must need to start working out again.../grimaces playfully, still hugging you back but silently wondering if I am getting a bit chubby. Shaking my head a little bit as though to shake away the thought.
How do you make a blanket? Can you knit or crochet? Do you sew?
/asks, happy to change the subject. fingers idly rubbing your back as I listen to you talk. It's nice to see you so passionate about a subject, even if it's kind of sad to think about old cats in shelters.
You sound like you'd be a super cat parent. I hope you find a good fit - or two - sometime soon.
/blinks at your words, brows furrowing slightly at the question; really trying to process what you mean, or why Sungho might even care.
He's my roommate... I don't even know if he knows I stole a hoodie. You know how it is, sometimes it's just compulsory. A scent you like, and if you can keep it, you do?
You didn't run your mouth...? I'm... I'm not sure I follow...?

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ I'm fine. I've got the biggest plushie~
/gently squeezes you in my arms as I let out a soft chuckle, gasps at your words/
I know, right? If that's the case then I shall make you a blanket then.
/picks up on what you just said but doesn't pry about it, continuing to listen to you/
Do you think so? I always watch cat videos and my heart goes out to those in shelters, the senior ones so that's what I'm looking for.
/pouts a bit and looks at the terrarium/
If I can give them the best life before they pass away, I'd love to adopt one or two, and take care of them.
/purses my lips as I watch your lizards move a bit, still listening to you/
Oh. They're like us then, I mean, we don't eat each other but you know, we're kinda territorial. Speaking of which, wouldn't Sungho dislike it if I was here? Like, my scent and all? You two seem to be close if his hoodie ended up here in your nest.
/realizes what I just said and covers my mouth/
S-Sorry about that. I ran my mouth off. . .
/looks down, hiding my face/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ I think there are some plushies down in here somewhere, but I can't rightly tell you... I know I have one of Sungho's hoodies in the mess somewhere, too.
/flushes up a little at the admittance, not used to having someone that understands the nesting compulsion - or at least, not usually one to talk about it. It's nice though, and I can't help but chuckle softly/
Can you ever really have too many blankets? I don't go through heats anymore, but it's still comfortable to keep it all around.
/turns my attention back to you, smiling ear to ear as I listen to you talk about a pet cat.
That would be great. I bet a cat would suit you well. You don't seem like the type to want a super reliant pet - one that needs a lot of your time and very close monitoring, you know? You need a partner in crime, not a baby.
/nods faintly before shaking my head, thinking about it
I don't want to keep too many. At most, I'd get four? Each of the girls can only really have two eggs at a time, and they'd have to be raised together to get along. Lizards are territorial. Plus any boys, and Hugo would try to eat 'em.

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /purses my lips/
I know. I'm trying.
/smiles softly and looks at you as you shuffle your pillows and blankets, smiling at the sight/
I have my bed just like this too. My bed looks like it's drowning in pillows, plushies, and blankets. I have an assortment. I'd offer to make a blanket for you but I think you have enough. . . unless I can still give you one?
/chuckles and listens to you as you point each lizard out, looking at each one of them in awe/
They're beautiful~
/and as you wrapped an arm around me, I snuggled close to you, inhaling your scent again and basking in your warmth/
I can clearly see that they are well taken care of and really loved. I wish I could have a companion too in the form of a pet. I want a cat but I'm still looking for the perfect fit.
/yawns softly/
I can't wait to hear about them laying eggs and you having new goyles. Are you going to expand your terrarium when that happens?

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ Bad habits. People will hurt ya.
/mumbles, moving around pillows so I don't have all of them piled around me, basically making a space for you. It's clear I'm not usually one to share my bed with others, since most of it is blankets and pillows; a proper nest. One of the very few indications of my secondary gender./
Mini-rainforest. They like humid environments.
/smiles as I look through the branches, easily spotting each lizard and pointing them out to you./ Vic is near the top. She's the biggest, with the red stripes down her back, and the super crested head. And Hugo... He's near the bottom. The little white guy? Well, not little, but he's smaller than Vic. My only harlequin lilly white. And Laverne... Is in the corner, down near the water dish. She's got a lot of marbling, so she blends in the best.
/seeing each of the geckos and making their introductions to you, I flop back down, snuggling into the pillows with a hum, and wrapping an arm around you to make you snuggle up too/
I've had them about... three years. They should live another eight to ten, if I'm lucky. And as they get older, I'll eventually keep some of their eggs and get new goyles that way.

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /smiles and nods at your words/
I'll remember that and I'll work on that. I kinda tend to always say yes when people approach me for something. I'm worried about what's going to happen if I say no. . .
/smiles as you squeezed my hand and as you let me in with you, I looked at the terrarium in awe/
This is beautiful. It's like your own mini forest~
/plops beside you and keeps looking at the terrarium/
Hello Vic, Hugo, and Laverne~
/greets them and looks at you/
They're well taken care of. How long have you had them?
/looks at you curiously/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /flashes a sleepy smile your way, head shaking in amusement at you
Well, I'm not most people. Remember that, okay? Don't be so nice to everyone, unless they're good to you without asking for anything in return.
/when you greet me, I can't help but laugh, taking your hand and giving it a little squeeze while walking you back into my room, opening the door wide; a large terrarium taking up almost one whole wall, the lizards not immediately apparent between the tree branches inside the glass, despite the warm glow emitting from the terrarium./
Vic, Hugo, and Laverne are in there somewhere.
/motions to the cage with a grin, hand loosening from yours so I can flop down into my large bed without dragging you down with me./
C'mon, Yeo. May as well get cozy, hm?

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /almost let out a whimper as you confirm that I'm not making any sense, a small pout on my lips/
Okay. I'm sorry about that. I'm just not used to people offering stuff even if it's just companionship or whatnot, like anything. . . and I'm just not used to people in general.
/rubs my nape, looks up at you as you ruffle my hair, continues to wait for you, and in the time being, I kept reminding myself that you offered and it's okay and how thankful I am to have met and found such a kind person/
Welcome back~
/greets you a bit playful this time, taking your hand, I couldn't help but blush since it's the first time I'm holding someone's hand, lightly shakes my head and continues to walk with you back to your room/
N-No. I'm not. I can manage, Seung. Thank you so much for letting me stay.
/yawns as well as soon as I saw you yawn too, rubs my eye with my free hand/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /just laughs and shakes my head at you, your worries more amusing than anything to my half-asleep brain. Blinking a few more times, my brows furrow to all your worries and I wave a hand dismissively before even trying to address it.
Yeosang, you're not making any sense whatsoever.
I offered, it's fine. Let me just go and take out my contacts, and I'll be right back, okay?
/ruffles your hair before heading into the shared bathroom, quickly washing up just to take out the contacts and wash up again, re-emerging without glasses, since I know the living space well enough, and we're probably just crashing again. Pausing at the end of the hallway and offering out a hand to you; yawning again.
Come on. You're not afraid of lizards, are you? We can just crash in my bed. It'll be way more comfortable.

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /eyes widen and get flustered at your words, immediately shaking my head/
N-No. . . n-no it's not that. . .
/notices you looking at me as you smile and smile back at you, looks over my shoulder as you peered at my phone as I check the time/
Uhh. . . no. . . not really. . . .
/mutters softly, bites my lip, and looks down, fiddling with my fingers as I set the phone down on the table again/
I'm just worried b-because if I stay the rest of the night. . . I'd want to cuddle again because to be honest, I'm still sleepy. . . a-and I think that's too much and I'll be imposing if I continue to stay here. . .
/lets out a deep breath/
I think I should only ask once for a cuddle and when I wake up, i-it should stop already. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable if I'm already awake and still want to keep cuddling. . .
/glances at you then down again/
I'm not making any sense, am I?

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ No, it's okay... I would have been super upset if you just disappeared. I'm good enough for a cuddle but not a goodbye?
/chuckles before yawning, still blinking my eyes into focus before fixing a smile on you again. Happy to see you looking better, and also just... Happy that I can see.
Yeah, I should. I wasn't really planning on falling asleep with you, but I'm not complaining.
I'm also never going to ask you for anything, Yeosang.
/stands and stretches, pulling out my phone to check the time and frowning softly. Looking from the device to you with knitted brows.
Should you really be going anywhere at this hour? I know the city never really sleeps, but it's dangerous to be out alone... You can just stay the rest of the night, if you want? At least until it's light out. That's just a few more hours anyways, right?

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /as you wake up, I can see how sleepy you still are and now feels bad for waking you up/
I-I'm sorry for waking you up. I should've just left. You can go back to sleep. It's still super early.
/yawns, covering my mouth as I do so and listens to you, chuckling softly at your words/
You should take them off then. It's not good leaving on your contacts, right?
/feels better than when I came here earlier, nodding/
Yes. Thank you so much. You've been such an immense help, as always. You really need to let me do something for you too at this point, Seung. If you need anything, just let me know, okay?
/pats your leg as well as you sat up/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /having snuggled down with you, my arms stay wrapped around your body, head tucked close to yours, enjoying the shared warmth while sleeping.
Hmm? Mm. S'okay.../murmurs, still half asleep; not really wanting to wake up or move until you pull away, leaving me cooler than I had been previously. Sitting up with you and rubbing my chest lightly as I blink, trying to look around
Oh, jeez, I fell asleep in my contacts... My optometrist is going to kill me. /blinks and yawns, trying to make the contacts reset. patting the couch until I reach your leg, rubbing your thigh lightly
Did you rest well, Yeosang?

@Jung Seungboᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /feeling that pull to wake up, I slowly did and realized that I'm now laying on the couch, probably leaned too much against you and we're now in this position/
Seung, I'm sorry. . .
/mutters sleepily and despite wanting to get up already, you just feel way too comfy so I stayed for a few more seconds and sat up to avoid making things awkward, rubs my eyes and picks my phone up from the table/
It's almost 3:00 am. . .
/rubs my eyes and yawns, something that's normal for me since I usually wake up during odd hours, hence why I always seem to be sleepy during the day/

@Kang Yeosangᵒᵐᵉᵍᵃ /nods along with your words, yawning and watching as you snuggle so close and finally drift off. My eyes resting on you for a couple of minutes, still lightly rubbing your back before my head tips against the back of the couch, dozing off with you safely in my arms.

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